等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54u8aTOPQv
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJUfSLOqNc
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTKluKwpaI
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUJXLRvzXq
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03YTAO7yxy
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvu4k6hs9j
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M09CW4ed2
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfS7SrD7DU
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbgfCUmBII
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbAaYxY9cC
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOuHWN1Sev
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDxSJgBCqR
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqaoCVnGsh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2avTtBE2f
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUG10OwqF9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUejDCo2Ic
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHKQTiwjpc
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCLgOLIOmA
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJlJVLPyks
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5SS5Haruq
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CUJIBknN4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GIUKulIKh
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCxROhPnZG
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Q1q988FR
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi78mfotKn
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnONMaTeTew
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF4iDEHE7D
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDas8lusljC
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtgjlXOslc
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVynJKH7An
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlc41FglOZ
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYWa9llVmU
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YILDohkaE
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4zwnalFMv
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BSZFX839W
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoQQM00GGF
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj42RSoJXU
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQgUsNjSzg
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklZYgvga2Q
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2y5PuhF8k
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HLdWgrr98
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfjh5kiwuf
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARACXC5idc
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO4ZFJF1y5
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVex7QX1Rj
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgPETDNWnK
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiytA0HyVP
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4B8h1PVjc
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMypNjrGhV
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLs4X4QRa5
「這是新編的。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4dPZfLRi1
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkrqH5J0dA
他看了看手繩，又看看我。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcj44yEVIF
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVzd9aXwIV
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO2v0tlQ3u
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipdjhsgi7
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBmlqlOSDR
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo1xg1mXVb
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxUW4lwsop
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGshxR07va
「妳看。」他得意。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZFHqgBtbq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PMp8l6hik
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9ir3w8Ii9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn30IdSZbA
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1W9h4yrdX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr4IcNrysD
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmadAQ2jTA
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hrNm5cDxp
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2HWJczq9R
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw9urrsYyS
「現在拍。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZX9LJX56t
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr33qneF4c6
「啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmra7YMi7Vh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQS5eAcXyo
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ318WgievSp
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZENugFQigQ
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqjhjypatV
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsJsWmpdRW
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2FbC9v1ze
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHnR0OS4ep
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38tp4Ezi0M
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHryBe8aRL
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJgFw6EfFp
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBs6LtEiH5
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdMX5tSXSR
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTzlTQIdnq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86TH5hdJZT
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWXceGHZYi
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo46nkFFGp
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVh2uy1NLd
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU8cd1I17W
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOraD4aCW5i
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruAp4hiYcS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7kmwB4kBn
「…有寫一些小故事。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkleUnNW5L4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD0epqBHLF
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ODFF9SYzE
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErc5XFVbkp
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXXwW4Isv7
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfCLBEptnD
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIr4fu7z2h
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt5lbHtreh
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzg4eJwlKS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLDBQySIOX
「妹。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCYo83XA5J
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMVgDg4Yb1
「嗯？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQvamrYFFZ
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcdTwO2CCc
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORbdbbNqN9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDW9pVX7An
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHoiRYCDax
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDeU7OL2mw
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC08NPDJrSs
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf511ooqpM
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMwaMfGBht
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9OxbJWgmi
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ4TAiqF3x
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFJ2QkUEQn
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8onSKIKPj
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUUXLwv4Nu
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQVkljJpip
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaVQKTdvHX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKLct8XHTo
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcorDbFTavX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpLrUQWlIU
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67EKMOiNSE
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHSWFE7qYG
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbtWQ4UYOC
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOONAIM4TFM
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIorlV4IkD
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrcbVW1bPl
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBAKCSRH71
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR7OB0UscU
但我是欣慰的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0oL5AGqlv
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexHvDgYUHn
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlbDXUmplX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxzog963wO
那一天來的又快又急。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrcdbecGe9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSCzoeZ4jC
「妹…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64glEW2aEe
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39TrO8NXWI
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgRt8wTmeS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCoCaBDElh
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvRzw7EWQL
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7T3v6xtcg
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq5tJxx5py
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFuKgY74Ac
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Y2CRyOSX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ519FNPh3YS
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGnSMnnLRh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGusddczfNr
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpUxnQAX50
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZhBAgkE8i
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0OslHgJag
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCbGFHC3p1
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NnCiyjKf5
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAzLF79QTF
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4iK72qdau
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSjUfOIAiw
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYovIInk3e
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7iq6BYVQK
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pvIXX9KZ3
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOozuzxmNH
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhhS7TkiKp
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8hrUh9W5w
「我真的，還不想死。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNBUtyTLgz
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8c0eVuo74
我握著他的手出了點力。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAUGRxedTd
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZxntO5rUs
「我很害怕。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN2aaMq7wD
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDV1p9S7cL
「我很怕死…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMINSwDB8B
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5dTq1tgdi
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm1HPYXXQ3
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgYUL6frES
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFuouaMjFZ
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEWs2Q9vDR
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo30OLVwta
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TdHez6has
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pPwTdX1DS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hc7ykjX3s
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUVzXv3gDR
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2NY2jDnUg
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTWccnkgv
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfznWbOfLx
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yHp4xergZ
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YsuJtlUnB
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn7iUg5aYI
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7YXxQRDGA
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGIBIYlngK
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vCw782GSH
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdQ97LHoxq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkU364JqZN
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTcA7ELCSw
「妹。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWVLd6A2KL
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIgQcLmvTC
「嗯？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFGccftQ4C
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwadXs4R1gf
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM3ggnMWWL
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwGtam0cD4
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW6ngeSQH2
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「回去再看。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntr8y3piEq
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「好。」我收起信。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ocW7d8z1
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「妳回去吧。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ1xhhD81T
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「什麼？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaAYO6d4RE
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKsr7QzLzq
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「為什麼？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywex8rlq56
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXLntrzQRe
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「……」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AzHfcRMcw
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「回去吧。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE880HPAo4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y1h4Nh3zD
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLwkBKml1J
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqXFuRUWGS
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dkIX9EW3V
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我又抱了抱他才離開。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzC4X2wroD
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMRZ6QUJGu
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro2DfG9mhL
「英傑已經走了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmPrInKBxo
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557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisRwqMbZX7
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TVKzP6A9Y
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRWl0x9F6o
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TYVEAmV1E
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「Dear 妹：」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydERoRXKAY
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「妳永遠是我的天使，557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihbbW1FCJQ
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請不要忘記我。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyz4FRmryD
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「哥 英傑」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyT4uDPc1X
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlPWRhWNMj
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGkBSX6lkN
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6Ow2ZVZRX
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVPR7z8rsh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYZd4vQCVE
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOw7UOc0gJ
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcdrfAaNfG
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9PjAiXA1P
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8gFYLGeBi
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7kFQQjLoZ
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9PJbWTHMd
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但我什麼也沒做。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYlKDphLNW
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgv5IUsvdq
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ8kBqxVwh
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfYL8HK0Kq
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6QjKNaZUS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHQ7KxMhr2
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqDp4FyPeH
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去年，我沒有寫信。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKQN09oVkR
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj4dchDeaz
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq2bKGvNDE
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30xmtxswRX
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這是，我哥哥的故事。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GRDTMNnKp
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