我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡，這裡只賣咖啡，和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面，一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXytG5F0CUI
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOQGvJngvs
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我將目光擺回他臉上，挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡，所以不曾來這種地方，覺得新奇囉。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20eJR6ZCh8
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「妳不喝咖啡？那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub5OYLbHbc
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「好吧，我換個說法，我不『品』咖啡，三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了，跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6sBfUYR8u
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA31klVOh72
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「是很隨便啊，像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKY6vsgxdo
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了，下次麻煩約在麥當勞，兩三百塊吶，我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQgyZvtVlY
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他笑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFmtCTf3Rc
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTbAYdc51H
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbxOL9Apk8
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「文青女孩？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2EQWLB5fp
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「我不是。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDnircYRtT
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNVdkabIvh
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「這更扯了，不過對了一半。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G3cfuB8dt
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「哪一半？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjljoFeiHE
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「幻想的部份，但應該是暗紅色的吧。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTjtQ09Tr0
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「為什麼？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBpB7I570K
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「暗紅色臭臭的，像豬血湯的顏色。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElwQnlrkOc
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「呃……」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGosUF7eva
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「越講越遠了喔。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8I9vmYBRJ
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「好像是。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOG6jRWK4f
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口，等他切入今天的主題。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxdltJuWDO
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YEqtAjt5q
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎？怎麼又是這個問題！？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjR9dO6WjR
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「我覺得嗎？我覺得不要，那你覺得勒？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvgiO4wdMC
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「我不確定…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9PmHNeox5
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還好，不是肯定句，不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了，無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ432bV4KFFd
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「等我一下，」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx61pSIye2X
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「是她。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqiSyuwNSL
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「我接個電話。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05W1tJnBiy
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他在我面前接起了電話，電話另一頭是那個女孩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5WIT1gweH
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「妳現在還好嗎…？哪裡痛？乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎？還是我晚點買過去…？好啦，乖…我在外面，跟朋友，不是，是朋友啊，女生，不是啦，是朋友，真的…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXUoR5kGTu
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我翻了七個白眼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpDKberBL3
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話，笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFJZT7r52u
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎？」如果這是漫畫，我頭上一定有青筋浮出。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UFpnxFhvz
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「她只是需要安慰…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrgPqBFnkq
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmnye4O6ct
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「她很需要我啊…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02euH2c2BB
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「我想吐了我。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMGP6IezjK
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「幹嘛這樣…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHabAPbZZ2
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「你現在幾歲了？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbs4GtSBOS
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「啊？三十五歲，怎麼了？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF9DlytiuO
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRjJM8eiw2
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZuGPLoTfM
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3CRhvOg8o
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「欸…別這樣，唔，等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrpJSCxSCW
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我一把將他的手機搶過來，丟進我的包包。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxQlY3Yg2P
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「欸！…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6PpSdhwUv
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機，還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話？我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yagFr7oYO
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「……抱歉。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjkg6QCvD1
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後，他這麼說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0HnC8iG4K
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「嗯？」雖然覺得這是一句屁話，但還是忍住了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwh1RgDs4D
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學，也就是這樣讀上來，畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官，女朋友來追我我答應，交往好像也沒熱戀，就這樣交往了九年，身邊的人一直催，所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣，該來的面對、該負責任的負責任，但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjAcfRmrbY
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb2uv4ZGD0
「直到她出現，你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCODIlbdC5v
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GGCVlkCQk
「是沒有這麼誇張，但也差不多了…」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aMRSCW2hK
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唉。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sqJkFdK1y
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489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1ZtEpGaRW
「你活到現在，有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力？沒辦法排解，又不得不面對的壓力？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw9AXDsJOZ
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「………………」他沉默了很久，果然。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrzB6Zzm6b
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「沒有？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExB7AwfYcG
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82PoIBmBGN
「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOIO1d8tzV
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOdQvrypzF
「那就是沒有。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTserx3rOsJ
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGp5V7Wn4c
「呃…嗯。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtcGzaSlHn
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的，我也錯看他了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXLm7OnPcK
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CzMnEyJyN
我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話，試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用，489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5H972yvQy
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畢竟坐在對面的，才是真正的溫室花朵。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPCXozCCxV
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待續。
