「這個擺飾真可愛。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCfW8fvjnO
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqam80RwjVP
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUjl3dPJTR
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2SnLRFBSZ
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbXmpcwmuJ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRLOsMyYhq
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnzidnw8Sa
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0Jvwho1yT
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J2Cxt9KW6
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeQtU3G8D3
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApwA7zTVkk
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G8AXEuft0
好像，做錯事情的是我。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYTBiwIEaA
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68fiJkVKEC
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5grUmtn2PO
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNYTG8kpo7
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nu44uSll1
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVLdi1nlxQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixNGisy2LZ
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNCYTgncl8
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCB9VXYx74
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWqG45ylZa
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F3waXul2i
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf7MAGAA7h
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2beXku869
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkraGaos0mF
「為什麼是我？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQORjGDeKxW
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiHg1kDH9a
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojCvzTlAjM
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6pC22EZOt
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w1IXLr7Tl
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO14fCWCXB
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyG3asPetT
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijyYfDiUiK
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX5yMEK6JA
「因為妳漂亮。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ikNUTOuA
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fNtctFrHX
「……………」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIqFNjX6JI
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l8fLUHoaH
「所以喜歡妳。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoQ8Ur89qx
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYDMiuIaCQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63dTx57FTO
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YsRaxrBkP
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3dzLSKVAe
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZHcno7RHk
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9kTO7VqG5
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gwQsjGhjA
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCT0iQXtAE
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXOW5cOTU5
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0dIVAZeCw
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7wBJXbAIf
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ248xTE29dd
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINfWTsH95o
他看我不說話，急了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYKW6fiPTB
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHmwetMc92
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYiRhZDzL5
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5vcGigg55
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSiQ9BbNGR
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDarzd841BK
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8eZ1wM6ZC
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLSJztbZD5
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdJlX32J4B
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwi0kf2wei
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVKHuxI3pW
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVQVnjhyja
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO4MIxT0CJ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkv0czipm2
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTKatcBmoE
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgKC8GOZSr
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSTPTdIkjm
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUbJKzi8pt
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ93vNszGZ1
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk9ySQusja
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiYHCVKGBz
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM57O2R34M
「…………」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChpNglc1L7
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPUmHN8SAl
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV6iqTYBeE
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeTjfYlVgY
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqPXlb4G1j
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45XbmrtOE7
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4x92xdROe
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ5JHb4kHX
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHURuKa2ObR
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumDI3UCYzV
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bFAt4MX4Y
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ui2nJHx2w
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1iUwgF20U
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dkJA1Vk4L
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq1mka3EAg
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tld2JkCxQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkf5kACvTj
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumb0TZ1fMk
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHSmW4BNe1
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aXwbjSNn4
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK2LtFOkHf
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwkcR5Yhtl
「你回去吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8ya1kFB4a
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtttyr3RNn
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O8cLNZmDl
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28xC2iIg1Q
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LygtJ6qGv
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzsoZpO718
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM6yZgxowG
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ987MiosU4X
「憑什麼這樣認為？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlYC1ayfFe
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDPiAlzOCl
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsNTMo46CF
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxojuEZtG4j
我的心痛了一大下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJagdIBYQYi
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0UCsfnjhV
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnnFqVwVyp
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5dN598xdJ
「你回去吧，拜託你。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sHwlvHw31
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSII1ap02g
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA1Wesqoo5
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KPLkkyd8J
「拿去。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrPvc1EmeZ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSdVD1XWi6
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d0Lwv36OE
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU3RdZIXhm
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP32ECp0N8E
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY0WYLSfQL
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplieGy3v9l
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RmYqLY356
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04nakObDCd
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadHNAu2ffr
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXueLoSJyqA
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCz48WTXM4
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTg98Sny8K
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPDt1xZhjB
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcawbyPaANQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5N40muvxi
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTg8Py0Nfl
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIdi3BKJjF
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbmdvSYBs0
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ZsfVm59c
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwES6P4TsM4
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT97gz4jVUi
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonjZfFC7Fi
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrux04bd1w
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzgnH3NG0t
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WxdnPwqk7
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG54LVg1b2m
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXfBjC7wnh
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4wXN18lc0
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB78OD34gu
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WjIv5e5P4
待續。
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