「這個擺飾真可愛。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo7ACoowYz
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPThx2oEPKM
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmXkv13nGf
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQjysEWgw9
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o7UxOjvSi
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq9oxDvbpy
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好像，做錯事情的是我。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBElsLK8Cv
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEXBo9hEMy
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ot6x1Xzo8
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndpSYxMPWP
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我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVgpEEnUSD
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4yotmi3gz
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「為什麼是我？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNmOsYHStM
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我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNryBIWLKbU
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「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFq8aDzotY
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYk8SYyQTO
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XevHzvTTb
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「因為妳漂亮。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ReitUOmTR
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「……………」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9Hv4KVHg3
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「所以喜歡妳。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J2PrPvfFM
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43b0HejTL9
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCP3g4Kq8M
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMmr9pp0Gt
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xMmIYNjBL
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj8P2EJwr2
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他看我不說話，急了。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhBFZ66iXw
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9K9fyIZ6y
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFTGOgV9gL
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIldfiI945
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「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGNdMVuYBY
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRf8QKpovX
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOziXfCBJaR
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLSa04AxRd
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOriKjJg3zK
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNRHENuaDY
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「…………」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9ODku19Qh
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhPs8JjcFN
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneogYqhcUF
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4CoW9GKfI
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlaRkjkcQt
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvD0EDJ3nO
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S8m0YdWAj
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01MIrEHnx6
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7Try7fpTi
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUrYA5pRUL
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「你回去吧。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVBrF4kd7S
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzth6Yq23K
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UHNyaGAQV
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RnjtHhXvV
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「憑什麼這樣認為？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoON2TOd8Bt
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4TDrHks3l
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我的心痛了一大下。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5llBYNy45S
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9jd4xABsy
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e27FD7OGj
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkJnf6vhCu
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「拿去。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF3RO4Kfx2
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRS70XaAUy
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu4QefFjxf
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTec36AJVw2
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「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfdPvyrmxT
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAvxcss0T6
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這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEn6PhJRLa
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說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWPDLzG4jm
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyiMpyfCLA
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開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReaGBFDetO
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsGKNbSjiY
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK03vB48In
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkg6MpgC2E
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待續。
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