「這個擺飾真可愛。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FQgTktidH
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77HH0gTwJF
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQTddbZM5O
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNedTGlRq4
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7rhIXBI6L
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ741z1hQC4T
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj4k6e30sv
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I36zqWGGR
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yslcrUaha
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7extK6Eb0d
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GDfGM0But
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZKjjEH7e2
好像，做錯事情的是我。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnv1ensMDW
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolDI3msjj7
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxiGHxtk3m
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3k2c30vXt
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW4A6bGAR6
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm7knXB0Zf
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92DT3c8KxT
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHciJVWCkV
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPtMbhKCeO
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTngYsrlxZs
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQr262YqLQ
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQA7pGaTXf
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUa1k733C3
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLwdSFbLyt
「為什麼是我？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwphawiDD3
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCRiFgwQYo
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhmU35Bp3Y
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qm3DAVus6
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9IrA7QRQ6
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNM72Hio3W
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiGwJx0DDI
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqplFTfeFQ
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzIDjI1B60
「因為妳漂亮。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOlPbx9Uvg
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjBOuXTnY4
「……………」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBXBJYPeoR
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdR6bqMkBB
「所以喜歡妳。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEIvzKoFBF
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Y1lwc2Z2
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2RWCo54Pj
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H54KhyIGh
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYpuXFBVN4
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTSvyKHCnR
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGKblybk8N
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTdUzB6GWw
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZHtnGP4cO
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEVI7CBXAC
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAZb6DckTl
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYjvH80kRL
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDkyMsLSH9
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWm7kFgHK2
他看我不說話，急了。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvUzPwYaeW
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFO4Uw9qWx
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNv1fP5AVD
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys3GkQOSlY
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvGpokAKP5
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTpaCrCf5q
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfAqIsGOjc
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK0AeSrxVD
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NrOYv4VWJ
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjMjgl9yCr
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf6WZrOmHo
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B84SNQ15z
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qVxMuS0hQ
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fGKpwDIHy
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1YLzyeoE8
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNS4WxWC14
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybOQJ3GLit
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kqeNBgKB7
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OOPllcYq1
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOst8tag1l
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNpqJiMrj8
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmYC2FVcs8
「…………」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLNbIw2Oxh
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmCWcZKGWT
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBtFyETMno
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLYt8DsQGu
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoY2h8EAxt
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuL7OgquX6
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RRI4E4sFd
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGy5jYdwVb
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCVoNFp24l
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFZIYD0Lih
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1xLdRIWaj
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24Kr5G0ZPL
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoX969BCEt
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ozdszduM3
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w8yh8lTMw
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhOnIrfcCS
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDXDouHdq2
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQmPAAlIIc
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S1MWNOBGY
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGbaQlxl2d
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSeegdLnsT
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IHYJAiHUn
「你回去吧。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz575bfV34p
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI70pOiLgm
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23LwJUHXwR
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0BmfIRfV6
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OLs4FejII
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIw4O1uQzv
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX94sXk09oY
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLENWRwsjnw
「憑什麼這樣認為？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73rjya6xmy
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96BQSOD9hD
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlsIjlMjn8
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQLkcLewSl
我的心痛了一大下。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFR7nG0krg
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRWJSTB2Y8
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn1vq7MD5r
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM16nSlt20X
「你回去吧，拜託你。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KEQQfnaj5
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLUvlP2COM
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySIGpM5uPI
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej8ETvtpvl
「拿去。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKhke7IZPW
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSeBbr8MvT
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQXwC6FWLi
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCjvT7Z6ny
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10NSw1WEa8
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmK005z7HA
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5xdqqWk6q
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmpUSnDlGX
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjVVbQI8qh
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdlxObR4yC
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFu7olsDZY
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ001f2SrB5E
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCFwLVOu8L
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNR8BW01Uk
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqh78r0dep
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniyiH2Ip4y
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUcTbGeyE
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzeJ78E9mP
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvacHxR0Iq
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ifWcZ6qg5
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0g1a6Ivia
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcNTgwbyqA
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4r1Ncc5cu
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9W0xxw9DT
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmCi2dngs0
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xEPrdDSrQ
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvLNCAEZi0
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAZW1Z7DGz
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguLezOlbkB
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6i1Cw69KR
485Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihDnwovuTL
待續。
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