預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQdu3JhAR8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfK8IQMzfr
鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuKHF1albY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsM4aJRqPR
「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oROUaCguA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JrIryMMSo
怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS40l6qxemM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mnoqn1Jfr
「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHzl1hJcJh
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpZ2E9Wbcv
「上課吧。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tICVZr54n
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOTiWERtN2
「好 。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6EHHPiUQI
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjCunHot0w
夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xMsrrZWoM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcZXJUTYLg
那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflliVXu51A
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUiTUGg36D
下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jaNTyNknK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOoMWFqGLT
才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPHD3tAxyd
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKPkH1g7ug
來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGmzyD3Yyq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwBOg5Lq2l
想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrWKKl4Jzf
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt2DRqeHrf
看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6bKCaVroA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZDrWqr6pR
簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4coGiEbnw0
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7AYLXFJfl
我扯了一下嘴角。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOIGj4vOKl
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWSbYsqNRp
「是那個劈腿男打來的？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5tKNym8rL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh2iV4HgDv
「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloNU0Dbsam
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAXF13uzG2
「不接嗎？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tf5e0nLzh
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUk50CcMP1
「不用接，會很麻煩。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHZH82fTj1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoJmi9GiRE
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNCb9VNySJ
我打開和他的對話視窗。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqEiBCbB15
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv82sgXPDHU
〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAtYB6bp5b
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllOfc77YEq
〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKms4KXJZ2M
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S01NJEa2j
〝快回電給我！〞487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5vOW7XNZd
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDJbA7zt6z
諸如此類的訊息。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4L2CItrsT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSv5MESfFL
所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYGpqPZDYt
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKPq4FSbxH
「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6rSxf3DTe
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYhYvRvvFL
敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPMKtGawey
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhL6CM8xTg
她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrg0FBZNMU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nXXy36Ker
她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk7nuWq8GC
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkfLvucJOT
唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl2EoJRN4O
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRa2wDE2Qi
因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZVU1MO97Y
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZvHqw7EAh
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOWlWm2UR8
「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhxEIW0lrs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecIoLN7jeP
「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpPcjJa7nS
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1mvc6Anz1
全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdvotKP3B4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPAuPAldQW
其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZoRG1Umkr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsikQqR0dV0
發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4nqYLWLpT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrSYiJGxmG
「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE4bWqC5OT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnSysoQu5Z
另一邊又傳訊息來了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1c5oVG2L5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjGAqJVIb2
「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ6dBVEM2t
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhIuL3TkR3
「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv0KBFkCSk
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmttjPsvVBT
這邊，我也按下了封鎖。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrXUtKuGAr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64BBzceQRa
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCNT59mpxa
然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWDz8toibR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm4pJJRu6o
「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRcRo850qG
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKmHIUSHkt
「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvGhH9BgDn
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9QgGGRBM8
「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4S2GkttYa
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV057xIw9v5
「是啊。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTnN2gT0hA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KUSkpw03z
「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAfstTHQD9
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTwScBaKGe
「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nK2yZhd3C
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNT88HIDlh
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeEn7UGmi7
事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rCK42xe91
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIidPjbogO
但那得花上一些時間。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4LbOgEZY8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjcx3dcYFp
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbntrnEG4zi
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzjBKX5qrU
待續。
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