英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXthL7k87G3
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在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkQx1cvAM8
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我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeeBbxcunG
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在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ij9MWxu3M
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUrPZ9L5Yi
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過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hZGyfWd2S
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「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLB47kS50f
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8lOcS8aXv
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一個午後，我撥了他的電話。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8S8GFlJHW
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「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tUhYPY3MY
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jE7gGKQOm
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「現在才打來。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToIrK3gC3i
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「你知道我是誰？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjfRN7zsXq
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「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NSx7Ksxp6
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他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5BTIimJ7b
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他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvVZcndubl
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFDSaEKe18
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「那你會不會有危險啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKID6SLMj3e
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「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fC8g4Qd43
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國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiuYeezCwC
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab5cci3b7y
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrxz9stYT5
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真不應該這麼想的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNCjws4YiT
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國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH891iWXnk
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8gZ8Jx1LL
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「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGjlhKj1zQ
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「這樣也聽得見啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBOiUOrikt
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「跟朋友嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8CtHVULnR
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「對啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5SHJpNwWb
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「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs9fJB3jzF
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「哦，好啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEnrhj2MuQ
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「……」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hYpN85nUR
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「怎麼了？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mtou30CV1
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「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIW9fsOdct
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「什麼啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9czq8Yuxx
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「我現在被通緝了。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XUvpI388T
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「………」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRsxAMRMeh
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Rh6nPdRw
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「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByS81Otdbu
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「我去找你吧。」我說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxWCU1WBdh
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「什麼？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaXUmaMZ9t
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「我去找你。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD5Mm2POaW
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「真的嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr2PZrkJKt
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「嗯。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZlEA2AnCV
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那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDxp6hT5Gl
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNcVSmfmYP
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCVtsXCIXE
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待續。
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