等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOedHuziBI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB0nrv7DsB
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamy44adQbF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QOBPgLOqv
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3mtoGu8oQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjk6HwKsSM
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSLpdymaw3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDexA4W5F8
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG07ROKHh8p
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtb567mUYU
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd44WYF46Rm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrBZpJxhDq
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFotrnym1bf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWHPGjyarf
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ626foGDxmU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpnQtu2mMN
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUWX8dU4sI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECSTadrN7d
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8khTF2iCTb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLHyId5HH4
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJdmJZL27W
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQQ8slkoz4
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTTLRnA6lv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39AuwqYOXn
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP7A9az1Cn
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfnpiIVeE7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmz3siBOEI
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98oFfP4eRZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAXt0g13S0
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEZTUDvfep
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMglfZ0713D
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY66tUEw2wk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWPEfSe9kn
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPyzCsLEyy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWW98yfT2W
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RLgQlgofZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSncgV23dc
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieZ8tbF9Rt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVxZ5cw8t0
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONmW2U0wUC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBqSlCzkKL
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQjoEWokfD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjsxWK7vyj
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ToWPZlTSD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqratxN2Qib
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZuvUspox4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2v1H4O9uJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaXtFRUWNW
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdEAGqn5o1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WKC5xt4Um
「這是新編的。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yrnxMOtiO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu7TPPO5PS
他看了看手繩，又看看我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LvNLcRShS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGlBud3kFK
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeap7Alghr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVAZSHlJdb
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6uyT6793s
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqHOKHy55b
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrmgPAsqBQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJSdJdwDUC
「妳看。」他得意。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm09sg7hkpg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHUnhQtcrq
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m4NrcrlBS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7nmg04EkW
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMBo7zHfuh
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfG7PSGtT8
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOrFVm3J8C
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDne5xazdH4
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHXhPVXuUC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazSTJkeW2
「現在拍。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx89QTwftY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NPfrAdYqP
「啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES0sFxAAU6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLbe3lmoPd
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP8lZ2vjF1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgEXgC9OtB
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF75ypBUQL1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m6rJcgtwl
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivS7QpdBAO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7c018NILb
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7MFCINvsS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUNw2WhiZG
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFwOBrLNhe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HU5ZiMUXg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdphXdUYba4
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl25b6v4zv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxjPxAqsiO
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9Ka6TrWjN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFRbiX5YbG
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuoUrlDoI3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7ur2Mg4lk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqyvjf37ne
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJFKtGMsY5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4i8qN8hw7
「…有寫一些小故事。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D92Vrig9q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyygPA2WDc
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsneBQTNDp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdpyslVvNe
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeNjS5F8Vm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB8LA9bfVw
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVeJ58VdUI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hXhy8XlL0
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhciPoac6Nz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc1MCvIDS9
「妹。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbj9ZlWqcI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOFtEdNLlF
「嗯？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94CjJUE9IS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5Dl4xty7e
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36CxHexKl5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOLhcvGvN2
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAu0HTnegH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIuEsp069Z
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v6D4oMQgm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7kHazbzna
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisolNG42n5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyHclUeRNg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQIWIodm4C
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7nVCA2hCj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtODx2gn2gs
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBgXEMipr7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWlIRUu8du
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHupTTQ5sB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfU144Z7ZB
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGBKTFIWuT
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGL57eBBf0
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfbqDrLvhK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxv08armfp
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCFZ3y6mhP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqqffB9I5U
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyuna4kBy7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehptnwOxph
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUa5zdfNcn
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBczJyHw10f
但我是欣慰的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y5bT190Sm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMxLZ5TVQw
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6vaiay5mI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHEEp2svqR
那一天來的又快又急。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QNYlAj6rc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmYZ4sxKaq
「妹…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgAK9Q5Ssf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTvhMP5UIj
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDJ4KFosAN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLOYF2WsOj
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nSYTMxjv2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d7Cl0Tpvs
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpavswTa00
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjkeW9u3DY
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsonDUT5kC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdeI3P8Hlv
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dgh98xxqU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnKuqLGuPd
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUTXicPWZQ
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9LAAs8UaQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2eVYz6sul
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjrKX8OY5n
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDAM6k1PzC
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVcC7zFBzD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWkFpfJm4t
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmt0yraml1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC3qY2Emvb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTiPIGKVrz
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9cD4nRiXr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyH5sHLS49
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuoH037LYt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZcq3pGtaU
「我真的，還不想死。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbTapWwULD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLt2anYGP
我握著他的手出了點力。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAJ6KnhDGj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zOjV0I48j
「我很害怕。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziNaRvpyRG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83JeXvffQu
「我很怕死…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjTtWYZo8Z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx2ZEdsVF4
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7xp6eWItJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV0jmB9aLv
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUjGfLo6c2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfLSi2O72u
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm59gkSML6Z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdrL5Dn3MB
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGX5uKQxuJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eLQk28SqG
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcrXn4pYSK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtspc1jjcT
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklS9ebkM0h
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKRDqMoO17
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES58whFz1K
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3syftm4M4W
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCztbgOyB1z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnclGsQWquo
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESnWJt7hZv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5OA6Ioc0a
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3W7OyNemq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA9OcPiWFa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbWTxJCAnE
「妹。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vd6jsAAEF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEWXditLoq
「嗯？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61aJSZmX89
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkyJ6LTwL8
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqksS66XqQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpQsagpC6G
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePE1vmMfCA
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiy7TxIh1p
「回去再看。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY5gzLuPum
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUNAt6odGz
「好。」我收起信。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLyq1JRUmo
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUw2sPBUEG
「妳回去吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3U7xItQaj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlFq82aCVY
「什麼？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jb1TsmRuM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy1Cog2yUi
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZqbrf7Mvk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJUN6zorNY
「為什麼？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuNYMKAhdB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP6gFWb2aV
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuCGRbgCBi
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「……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XoE6UoYlE
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「回去吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnOtfP4GIU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxMp1Yd409
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JJDRyVV2a
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiz7AiLIq6
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwTLDhpIP4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukqi3GAbSl
我又抱了抱他才離開。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF6it1aceu
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536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck7lvIDoqY
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AS9eeAimO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQgyFSMnk6
「英傑已經走了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXmHQyS2xw
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy1CeCaFby
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2aOgZKX15
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUeYo2xcs7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwed54tfq09
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpsv9IlsTj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrWFZccwdd
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「Dear 妹：」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoVI3MCXiH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c2wnhB1Sl
「妳永遠是我的天使，536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSsf8vI7Tn
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請不要忘記我。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs6rRsC06o
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguwjW2YU6c
「哥 英傑」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabuRTT4ERK
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm1uswPCIn
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hTftrvC0m
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cawiudnu6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN4TXj4hCu
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVjrX2G3HB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbSws3Y4xY
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OeOCEbrkF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11bj8PXXiJ
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFK7cUswG3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUClaotiwsQ
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LpmlikN9L
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ1Zn0mJ0K
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rFhjGt6Q9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnvsAbfGFW
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjobHe4iGz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u0q0zzcTF
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMVf6umgJx
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但我什麼也沒做。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBywmEScbj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGQv1k9iJ1
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURV95so7KU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSDf6GclUp
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfa2Mzh1ru
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThldaqsDAr
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P0NuGTeT9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqdeXT5WM2
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJaiXm0B4e
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT74HpWRyVS
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CVIzluCgZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5dGPfI7n0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdt3QTXlan
去年，我沒有寫信。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl9tJG65J9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhol3vUpUa7
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB741zLXtO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDrbn89shC
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp68j0eJQI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9B82SQRaB
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Z4djKlsU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynEig7RyF4
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這是，我哥哥的故事。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLViU9OpWS
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