等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjUjaLBylX
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o8pnau3YV
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27YHCd9M4u
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Bgg0jvMf
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLRu0xe4OX
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESYRqTDoHs
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Cl5K6WZl
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzqjI82BNk
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV1ah7iZ0b
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1TcAClIJz
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhpsdfXS12
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqIyeqnvZE
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQoRI8T0NB
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGkoS2XPlx
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm7Qf9XaQc
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiQK6tBmcI
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLD8KeKAp1
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他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7d9mukfO7
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxW1wAE6mB
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaplxGNBn4D
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF9PFjvieX
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18ImgOoJKM
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPEz5ixnUS
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「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17wFFb0mCI
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJvREkgSXq
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUNUcEHxdS
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTyyoG3q0h
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxNC6CzjF3
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「這是新編的。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZoDj23Yv0
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqzmyEhTw6
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrSvTuNTFK
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我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ahvDtef3
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIJYAFV0N9
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「妳看。」他得意。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL4r9kLU9G
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpEGAm1q5k
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「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3IlnzQBdu
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcEt0ivMGW
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjSVfyuS2V
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「現在拍。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEQlNHoxSb
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「啊？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0kvRwWBZL
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuGrz16wVD
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「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnEcYOsfZV
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DJxGoMryb
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「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhqzmm7Rpy
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3yV1dLHAR
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAnymRodb7
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQVgXa3S08
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NykfDmEVK
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15kBWzAjo0
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我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1BXJvrwvC
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcn6DGClet
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「…有寫一些小故事。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj0YynRoH0
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzr3QAXZfE
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWWfmvd9vC
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy5ptHJINN
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「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP0gtCkosH
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「妹。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2R9Pn4hzZ
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「嗯？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxcD3XD85E
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFcLrh8atF
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我突然意識到他正在做什麼。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMBlA0Eb8I
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkw7waKGR1
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWJvEjjpDc
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因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYC7PaKVfN
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITEPq4AtYS
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他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIFvfAJA4Z
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「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRiyQ7ILaJ
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AyXWTIhih
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe510XJjJrK
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLmgyVErDQ
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J0gjOAFCo
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8qvCEjZPF
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegRi9oOgUX
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我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNt75IwzI9
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但我是欣慰的。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDNa3m3WkZ
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那一天來的又快又急。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhtUlWyPYe
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「妹…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF81bUluwc
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我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX7cKVTXnt
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「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jEeSEXxIz
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還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3HtzruhjG
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「我還不想死…」他哭著說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYpj7hZsV4
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcvVlwwPkI
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgNMyZ2A5W
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifOPQy5Qs2
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bk6TTpKJ5
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB2wiAcaRQ
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW43lrln6di
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她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVhoJsYpoO
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lCxKKsavi
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb7hvvgtjV
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「我真的，還不想死。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3AIXV9Y3F
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIefwBLbT9
我握著他的手出了點力。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc38NdkAPtn
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「我很害怕。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXUMm5IRZC
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「我很怕死…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dWrhMlgR1
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNxqkpxWGv
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那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidH6syxgq9
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpCV6Im2EC
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaseHEYZl1n
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr5e9GK7Hy
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1XLumyjH
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSnkWOkSkC
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlX0gTDhVH
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5nLKKPyFm
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVijeMujTZO
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PmRuGoRG2
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這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Izi6IGcV
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5maK7iUvE5
508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxEXwPIo6j
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6l3G1ZIaT
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「妹。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtQZtFXhOX
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「嗯？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv06a1HUlyO
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6dEd0gmhF
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyxIzWdGaU
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「回去再看。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX03Mwn3UG
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「好。」我收起信。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF7VjmbYMf
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「妳回去吧。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl8gNsyCbb
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「什麼？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsOTE9WCsc
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQVEXWmH8t
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「為什麼？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQpjbFLxqX
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCED0HMe6aD
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「……」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNdw30T09m
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「回去吧。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxcZW3SSU2
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpROZNvSr5
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtjNxw8FDu
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我又抱了抱他才離開。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau2jxnECbc
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRdvA8SjDF
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「英傑已經走了。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxhPB9X2MT
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbLVUsAabr
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGGqkhV4LB
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「Dear 妹：」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dpKqpoLqM
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「妳永遠是我的天使，508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qob86O0jH
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請不要忘記我。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SX3MaD5MG
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「哥 英傑」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qQjhplIHL
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbQT5dGCde
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LbnbqQn7W
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lHV6fz2Q7
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIPiRXTfwB
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6aJ0GjpUm
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcP7Mvm8tC
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTtBxQqlHO
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQLtq15WXv
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但我什麼也沒做。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MY1Lsnjd5
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs12fYFz2Vc
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd1owewaez
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSFwcM4Mfc
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpBlXQvgWB
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgYYaqpBEB
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去年，我沒有寫信。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziYESRhixm
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB2QirNrd4
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pkXdb5Ikl
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYkCyL7HuR
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這是，我哥哥的故事。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdbhVuWCbV
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