我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLH18pwEuE
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3jmbLKfXG
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9j7IRHigz
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjNjn2KmWm
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqVGFKnIB8
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbCoHBFeVV
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwnXTmH5gu
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0nJCOwjfB
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCiyrStFqi
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5nAQBV7YY
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFw6fWpFC
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtly3JKrFK
「不要動。」我說。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ1gACIwng
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUeRVYPI24
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCw6ZHTBhF
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73DBumv5Rw
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaysCXCREA
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSGkWjJ6VR
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsGXmNEh0L
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOXlLw8sGO
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfy7yEetMq
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU4dk82wxc
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mU01RDbxV
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF44gCtcINg
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r85AWccaY
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfczDMKwL0
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBe54nrtzY
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2aJFaYTky
「為什麼？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk2Ovutz0p
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdkx5MQfgt
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmF8UC41vS
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoDA0W4AgF
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLC65ID6Kz
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbA0sikLaa
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LRmArDp24
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqKyDZP8e5
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTHXjSpX7U
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAXZnVEIQL
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsF6MpQrmH
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVijrEkCgo7
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTggUojtlGu
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H9uWPaIVj
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMFAGXo7Y3
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4n7PPMigz
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCtIX2UScn
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC8I8EEaZ0
「……」他語塞。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzWJr2Kp9P
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYlQvbp9Cp
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00dLUbmw3a
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vriGxNQb6
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7vRLhL2G9
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA7hmnM248
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsANyPDkYt
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6i8bTZdlp
「為什麼不行？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv3RxvIjTn
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKgyxooKDb
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWOqZVlUZZ
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5LRZdD0Xu
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUvrsDuo1u
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxm1jcGBsi
「我…沒想過。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnB7sYDOjg
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「是了。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD91FvlXrAr
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySHKDHVMAu
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDY4P5iQrf
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9A0IPEjdT
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeQU01gl23
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eGKDD2CW1
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaQ4A15sSc
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl5wbjxa0W
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惹人憐愛。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjay4wRHtoq
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr4r4xhNn0
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3bGiUF0h1
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQvrdJnce2
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7JV9egPbl
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y7eYgiIvS
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc1RCFZzW1
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZITQ2ViK7m
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0iosKcvNr
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31wHIbbxNH
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBPX01492q
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRuUXEBIXg
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfI6DqO9E5
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzu8zmju5g
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i02Ee04CJ
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIWY31fDCJ
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJcXEuIkHt
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qqWDeZqGD
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5vLXpc1Zz
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ2yQyLA66
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawn8UNW9so
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQNGmgJbGC
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQovJDYWMs
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kfwArvS2V
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhkROlr918
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQDpuI66ls
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHd7emzQ9F
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIufDkcDUN
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS4OlUCpTt
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxSQDInqeb
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfdVf48hmy
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7feLJhnviW
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqektkFRtw
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFz5oz9v1I
「那是因為我以前也做過。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE1MRfrHdb
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJsad7Iskw
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8VAG2PIc8
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ZujFVPuk
「……我以前是服從的角色。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4XPNnYkK5
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqIrZ05n1O
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9lPyNNGCg
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBjUwOS9t9
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD7BFbr10o
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdT33IvlLs
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiJD74q502
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLddLCJEfwH
我看著他，沒有移開目光。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyftjeZYah7
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Da5PKiLPO
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmHCPhA2bh
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbocz0PwLs
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNrQu1Dzgf
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9nhgimFUo
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCXUu85kSk
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fGipBWbYj
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBuhXXNmbw
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiv0qDIIsW
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMj5NqzUlw
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTD3r0X7bK
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLimLxuJOo
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDUtDTEosk
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CoIx7aeB2
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIj3xOYJSy
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx6neEl58r
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchH8fqBN32
406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSW1y6r2Ak
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHdmExOcHK
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