我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSQlPXOGDN
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKj65q3NlU
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlWhzasHmE
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K0UCmkRIF
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGeM9GA38N
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRnrC3cuvf
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn15x8OZxlY
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin2Flcox44
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxcZtNqjJ1
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrg35fLuGM
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeRTsLVkmG
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoVZhVCv1l
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrw7OsnGNO
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB0jPquPDf
「不要動。」我說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fix5plNo0
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94faHdaygB
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eP6TV1EGH
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hWROd3yTy
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrxUaeAdyY
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqFY7fKC0n
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZJ024as0C
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscwkpY7DCT
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDUyRxS67x
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZfWjuwMmd
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq4BuzEprw
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZQw9EorbS
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJes7Mpw37E
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4zFvoVI4D
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY2Vadfal1
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26y2tzvHAh
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJvQWEgJPr
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3m3yGKgAj
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn4rGrnaFJ
「為什麼？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUXOgDGqzF
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXjMEx8Prt
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw0RcyHUde
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFYwGbUpeQ
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ehbC5ucMJ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTL0bt7bTE
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBEA0jIdUB
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCfFL7FRS6
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxtgG2gsOQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzb9a8os2L
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdwoodgXct
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgvwYqdjoA
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKy2NlmEPR
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeLF2XrrbV
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUJX6nPJXQ
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpUN9QNpPe
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHG6ksLTNt
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7zHEiWhwc
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6y0mHHF0J
「……」他語塞。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJcjDuaGiM
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJEw0HgZt7
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIzEtAaUMr
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8du2TkKxNH
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XYq7oMg4o
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu9OwVL8vL
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNhau34ZpM
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlelI09RGQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XTLLUQaBl
「為什麼不行？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzYdlzUljQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LVeeWFXgN
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb2DqnOAL8
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ41JHUW0w
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkSYDZaYG6
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIgxoDyW6t
「我…沒想過。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92AMmXfITv
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6CXeNojPK
「是了。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdns6zfsJrX
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCj42sA3g7
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgStCZ0Qfv
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZFRbUQM0T
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWolizvPvYr
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mHUblcmYl
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLR4dSYEvU
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKY1971uVx
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIa5QkOKPR
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwglvfCV6r
惹人憐愛。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOgFjSpiV2
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5CX3aiT2v
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOTcmCIBHO
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ6fqD2tkJ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC9GwkHMS8
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw0okgdv8E
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ77qqTbam
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BYfLJyPDa
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzGnjT2Rfw
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX3GJLTBV5
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzRIDLWoAA
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw7jAFy7hl
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxEMgktNkZ
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMdiVMafcD
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYOLKd0SDp
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLTDFMkOOx
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X6rL55LHv
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbgzfYQb6N
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN839YDSxJ
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOb1djdkJE
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfX163dOfd
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtUGcPJAnD
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T1U37KBtk
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIAbkYLvER
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrSKWD9SsU
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwGUUMI9iy
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs22SXMGP3
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXtKc1djWV
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rYZV777CF
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM5yAD97m3
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fClV5pcFS
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IWlS2ixx9
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9bcjFCtok
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqP6dsmmPp
「那是因為我以前也做過。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkdvA48LGk
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AKlIffVVE
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1G4T69elc
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuk5obIdkY
「……我以前是服從的角色。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci0TrmI8aB
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU5fhe9xDv
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYIUK0XMd4
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycf6X4mxMF
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQiDl3zAu7
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbNDwIeTGf
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkyIZ5hqSK
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF16ah6htG
我看著他，沒有移開目光。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqOSB5pNnB
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp0UCbSDlb
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf6Oyu5rza
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq061VX6wV
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hzrhuj5vB
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LW0ktKt8k
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K8qq8MycR
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d0JpeUVgK
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3leaXxOFM
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lWfzfsBNG
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcnkaVGjgo
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4mT0y8PWl
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Bbswh9Ih
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQcl5mTeE1
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEnvKVVPez
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpmAEB2FhO
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQhM419CoY
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNqCgHcxP6
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSJS00sqcn
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEI23JJkC5
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZWI2PdjQz
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ugIfGFXuK
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