我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9f169aQo5
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWdQKQeMvU
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufmd80bGOt
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WhQoywrBO
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NTyB56YNL
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglua7N6ck7
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkb9XnRNCl
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「不要動。」我說。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38LqATxX6O
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyHwgCPC0y
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他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXSJfKRDoi
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlnFs38JFD
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y8xZ33y4l
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmAFfJP8X3
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkgyXoPpYg
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54rasZwbAT
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PAn6ZEKlf
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「為什麼？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuu7cxANIx
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzPmG7JFsT
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「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UdOsck40d
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「我做錯什麼了嗎？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgauBF9FJjs
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他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWejbqaFhs
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyt1kP9LNt
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmONDTPepQ
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「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjMP3JI0WQ
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我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq15jkZ1L1G
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「……」他語塞。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39uKMrDRBD
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DiAJ5WU2C
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBezsSS0Eb
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「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kdcYRR9x2
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「為什麼不行？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVDadvVfNe
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「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRE7HVQG6l
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他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3R2Xv4265
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「我…沒想過。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdNX6pqApP
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「是了。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaTLouRyHF
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoS0mqFAP1
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQW4rkvwlZ
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「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50U1CcZO3r
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W4kTqMdnC
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惹人憐愛。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl0Qv3kFeo
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCGWxXPQSC
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKovsT6dsUR
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也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfRQP7elhI
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他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJjo28NZMl
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如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG0IGnpeqJ
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyEXQAazIx
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那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpsWa0C27M
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「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWdIq3EGwI
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那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF8pLN14vo
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pmZXLuZpY
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我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYosZ4Bx551
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「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNlFAXCYYE
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他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJJAc15paX
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我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa2AS2mQRa
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yqj64jItQ
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndbZRhe7Ks
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他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtAcSDay0K
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「……我以前是服從的角色。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4FPCpWqzQ
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「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVzXbYIfC8
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「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjsHHKKGEB
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「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq37dS1jma
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我看著他，沒有移開目光。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjS87LLsSV
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那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lN3wO8Kd3
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkRyhs8gcx
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他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCfHeHkgkV
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我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg5XXAOSm9
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「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSfM6D6AV1
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUPbz1zvVc
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy88KMKbAO1
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK1Hbqy4eg
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