我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡,這裡只賣咖啡,和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面,一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。490Please respect copyright.PENANAMamrbQKQC0
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAcvMHuHmE2d
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我將目光擺回他臉上,挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡,所以不曾來這種地方,覺得新奇囉。」490Please respect copyright.PENANATEA5163pXh
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「妳不喝咖啡?那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAKaqXdopyGL
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「好吧,我換個說法,我不『品』咖啡,三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了,跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAux0DJ8Zau7
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAFT8GMqCFqs
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「是很隨便啊,像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。490Please respect copyright.PENANAXxoM8UBElm
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了,下次麻煩約在麥當勞,兩三百塊吶,我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAwUdtwnWCKb
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他笑。490Please respect copyright.PENANAsesjf3jE12
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAUKY0832dkD
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAaSsrUIdaqO
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「文青女孩?」490Please respect copyright.PENANANicSNggSOv
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「我不是。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAE9JDT60iDh
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAvRFSXaVygu
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「這更扯了,不過對了一半。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAZzCr978Aar
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「哪一半?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAkQxC7gvdQU
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「幻想的部份,但應該是暗紅色的吧。」490Please respect copyright.PENANA9M3XXteyM2
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「為什麼?」490Please respect copyright.PENANASsbTeBVemi
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「暗紅色臭臭的,像豬血湯的顏色。」490Please respect copyright.PENANApikveG1Fmv
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「呃……」490Please respect copyright.PENANAe120WjtzQ6
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「越講越遠了喔。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAuDfRaevPeA
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「好像是。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAUaWCgs9qHJ
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口,等他切入今天的主題。490Please respect copyright.PENANAn2m2XkCJov
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAubyqmno8un
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎?怎麼又是這個問題!?490Please respect copyright.PENANAKVuby7PYU2
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「我覺得嗎?我覺得不要,那你覺得勒?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAccq6ZRzYX9
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「我不確定…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAvctLS0SzHm
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還好,不是肯定句,不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了,無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。490Please respect copyright.PENANAv5OMFKydbs
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「等我一下,」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。490Please respect copyright.PENANA4rKYDvwUUf
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「是她。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAeyrX0yk18G
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「我接個電話。」490Please respect copyright.PENANA7uNKlSeKeu
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他在我面前接起了電話,電話另一頭是那個女孩。490Please respect copyright.PENANAKF7cpgKBj9
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「妳現在還好嗎…?哪裡痛?乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎?還是我晚點買過去…?好啦,乖…我在外面,跟朋友,不是,是朋友啊,女生,不是啦,是朋友,真的…」490Please respect copyright.PENANABpe9hcHD2B
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我翻了七個白眼。490Please respect copyright.PENANAloJyi10qHi
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話,笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…490Please respect copyright.PENANAg5QV6r9wpc
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎?」如果這是漫畫,我頭上一定有青筋浮出。490Please respect copyright.PENANAk2nEV2bZlr
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「她只是需要安慰…」490Please respect copyright.PENANA52ZX21blTw
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAZ59wmks5a7
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「她很需要我啊…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAZpXBDsvlMC
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「我想吐了我。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAzFmMbuI2nO
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「幹嘛這樣…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAbgAuKLZiRr
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「你現在幾歲了?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAlNRyQWgpQS
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「啊?三十五歲,怎麼了?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAJwCsViCEn3
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」490Please respect copyright.PENANA9qLVB8NQ71
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」490Please respect copyright.PENANABuFoDWq32m
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAtoXkCTcrXZ
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「欸…別這樣,唔,等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。490Please respect copyright.PENANANcXDPmSK0v
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我一把將他的手機搶過來,丟進我的包包。490Please respect copyright.PENANAnl9wRDMrdF
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「欸!…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAsDvbmt4MAH
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機,還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話?我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」490Please respect copyright.PENANABD52OZzz4A
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「……抱歉。」490Please respect copyright.PENANANCW6sNjHsl
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後,他這麼說。490Please respect copyright.PENANA1EirNphgRU
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「嗯?」雖然覺得這是一句屁話,但還是忍住了。490Please respect copyright.PENANAgnO8pZfT6u
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學,也就是這樣讀上來,畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官,女朋友來追我我答應,交往好像也沒熱戀,就這樣交往了九年,身邊的人一直催,所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣,該來的面對、該負責任的負責任,但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAKyEx39AeUf
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「直到她出現,你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAa66R5DxyO0
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「是沒有這麼誇張,但也差不多了…」490Please respect copyright.PENANAbhDkmjkHUe
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唉。490Please respect copyright.PENANALaSAz21MM3
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「你活到現在,有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力?沒辦法排解,又不得不面對的壓力?」490Please respect copyright.PENANA8etzMwwLQZ
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「………………」他沉默了很久,果然。490Please respect copyright.PENANAo5jkfzp5vI
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「沒有?」490Please respect copyright.PENANAYuJkDJ7FTe
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧?」490Please respect copyright.PENANANh2Ah5einT
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「那就是沒有。」490Please respect copyright.PENANAHyqo2SY0KJ
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「呃…嗯。」490Please respect copyright.PENANA4bljKH9472
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的,我也錯看他了。490Please respect copyright.PENANAhZQUd1EDSo
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話,試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用,490Please respect copyright.PENANA5jeKyv18Pw
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畢竟坐在對面的,才是真正的溫室花朵。490Please respect copyright.PENANABZtjRpjwL7
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待續。