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月將落、日將出，天色曖昧，墨藍紫橙灰白。空氣清爽，不濕不翳，恐怕正午烈日將會惡毒萬分。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0dadSfrwy
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老農不怕。他年過六十，從事農務五十餘年，見盡風雨，豈會害怕好天氣？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW6y29XcLk
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早餐後，他沒急著工作，先是繞著水田走一片，察看有沒有異樣。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqo7fgc9dt
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奇怪！昨晚無風無雨，怎麼部份水田一片狼藉？老農立即跑進田裡拐幾圈粗略點算損失。看！秧田不是大範圍受破壞，受損水秧不是集體被折斷或被連根拔起，而是每隔四五根就有一兩棵遭殃。根本不是大自然風雨做成，明顯是人為破壞！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHfYi3zeKS
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近來有否開罪別人？難道是住在村口那個小子惡作劇？一定是他！他是在城市長大的孩子，一年裡頭僅有七月、八月回鄉度假，從沒在田裡工作，不知農人辛酸。記得去年那個壞小子偷溜入老農水田嬉玩耍樂，將水秧弄得歪歪斜斜，影響收成品質，賣不到好價錢。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzvBDa5Ptv
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老農越想越氣，擸起木棍衝往村口向那戶人家討公道。對方連聲否認，說孩子這幾天都在家裡溫習做功課，沒可能偷溜到他田裡搞破壞。老農不相信，硬要拖那小子出來受棍。家長們情急之下執起鋤頭泥耙反擊，嚇得老農跋腿跑走。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj6Y62V8ze
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站在自家水田前，放眼望去，滿腔委屈，欲哭無淚。不。沒多餘時間傷春悲秋。洗把臉，然後盡快拔走死秧，以免腐根惹蟲。蹲下來細心檢查水秧狀況，好的留，壞的拔。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4HANVPfpP
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拔拔拔，拔掉心頭肉似的。一棵秧不僅是一棵秧，而是他一整年的努力和收入！他想在做冬時吃好肉、喝好酒或是在新年時買串爆竹煙火。兒時樂子不多，爆竹紅噹噹的，燃起來時熱熱鬧鬧的，是他最期待的玩意。這種期待彷彿自當時開始落地生根……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDQRjnFRUy
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「我來幫忙的。」一個瘦長影子從後而至。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtibTzrBcoj
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「你剛才不是否認了嗎？」老農氣在心頭，繼續半蹲拔秧，沒有回頭望。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8aGkFWDyE
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「真的不是我做！」小子急急耍手否認：「大家擔心你獨個兒……」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU5Ln1QQeO
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「擔心我獨個兒處理不來嗎？看不起我嗎？」老農提聲斥喝：「我沒有讀過書的文化人那麼見多識廣，但不代表我無本事！我種田五十多年，有哪個步驟會難倒我？沒有！聽見了沒？沒有任何問題會難倒我！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6aaglCbsG
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「我不是這意思……」小子不知所措，怯怯後退幾步。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjTz00EIAL
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老農脾氣暴躁卻不魯莽。他吁一口氣，壓下內心煩鬱，擺起臭臉以平和聲線對小子說：「你能承受粗活嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajxkm93iUH
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小子沒頭沒腦點點頭。老農奸笑，笑小子不知世途險惡，猶幸自己不是甚麼壞心眼的傢伙。他想了想，給小子分配些許簡單細活——說不上粗重，亦不需怎麼動腦筋——但對成市人而言，這無疑是真正粗活。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrug1W6pwSD
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未到正午，小子已汗流浹背，兩頰通紅，紅得像爆竹。老農看得樂呵呵的——他聯想起兒子孩時可愛模樣。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2aK9qSrBy
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老農的獨生子名叫阿犇，今年四十七歲。他早在三十年前到城市找工作去。起初一、兩年會回探望老農；後來幾年僅是寄信、寄生活費或日用品，說新年期間留廠工作會有高額加班費；接下來的日子，每隔一段日子會托朋友捎來一兩句簡單問候。所謂一段日子，短則兩年，長則五年。屈指一算。不對喔！原來是七年。他最後一次收到阿犇消息已是七年前的事。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgs13NPmOB
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阿犇永遠不會回來——老農如此認為。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCsUvoPX76
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憤怒。悲傷。無奈。寂寞。希望下一階段許是「沒所謂」。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Zq3Mu8rQ
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就像住在村尾那個百歲人瑞婆婆那樣，老得癡癡呆呆，忘記一切，生活日常全靠家人打理。老農偶爾會經過她家，總會看見她坐在屋前搖搖椅，搖搖搖，遙遙望天望雲望鳥。有人說她安享晚年，有人說是折磨，老農認為她對身邊一切沒所謂——她無法感知，因而無法思考、無法反應，只可被動地隨遇而安……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVeba1k2GC
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「你回家午餐吧。」老農懶得走路，乾脆留在水田另邊原地高聲喊話。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3dKT8TA3D
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「好的。我用餐後會盡快回來繼續工作。」小子喜上眉梢，連忙放下水桶跑到老農面前回話。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjpcfjhMu2
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「你毋須回來。」老農下意識揮臂抹走眉頭汗珠，以免汗珠滴在眼裡妨礙他仔細打量小子的臉。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPalUmjMtk
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「我犯錯了嗎？抑或我表現欠佳？」沒料到小子的難過表情與阿犇有七分相像。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ht2Xk0oTL
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「你的表現很好！我是擔心你承受不來。絕不能一下子過度虛耗身體！」當年無法對阿犇啓口的關心話如今竟可流暢說出，對一個沒有半點血緣關係的陌生人。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSSFV2hwRq
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「明白！謝謝你！」小子如釋重負，與老農揮手道別。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmfSxFRyLI
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目送小子遠去，老農始回到屋裡用膳。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNMsOzqspg
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午餐是拜託鄰居女兒從城市買來的自熱飯連簡單餸菜。只需加入少量清水到碗底空格，靜待幾分鐘就可以飽餐一頓。味道佳，步驟簡單。來自城市的玩意真的很不錯。難怪年輕人對城市生活趨之若鶩……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtuL7O9EtR
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餐後，提不起勁工作。四處散步去。路經人瑞婆婆的家，見她仍然坐在屋前搖搖椅。推門內進，與婆婆家人打個招呼，然後找來小櫈子在婆婆身邊坐下。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ibXXe3mi
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婆婆是老農同齡友人的外祖母。友人去年死了，友人父母三年前相繼離世，但婆婆仍然活著。沒有留意婆婆何時開始患得痴呆症。她知否兒孫已逝？希望她不知道。話雖惡毒，不過患上痴呆症或許一是好事……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuqDiHnmuw
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日將落，鳥知還。老農正為自身煩惱而煩惱，對眼前絢麗無感。冷不防一坨濃稠白液從天而降，正好落在他頭上。他抬頭一望，不由得大為驚訝：「這是哪來的鷺鳥？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3gIQwaTuq
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婆婆家人聽到老農大呼，紛紛跑到屋前抬頭看鳥，心知不妙。悉才鷺鳥飛遠，緊隨其後的是數之不盡的同類鷺鳥。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nWL40SdVx
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「驅鳥！」婆婆曾孫首先回神，提醒眾人保護田地。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJBSmaZIlU
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老農恍然大悟，頓時明白昨夜破壞水田的正是這群鷺鳥！他拼命跑回家，因為鳥群肯定會經過他的水田！跑跑跑，跑跑跑。氣喘，腳軟，不得不停下腳步。水田重要，保住性命更重要——他希望可以再次見到阿犇！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09a9BmZzOv
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機會渺茫，但他還是想要堅持下去！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVor0Ctsmh
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他掛念阿犇！從不稀罕大富大貴，只想家人好好陪伴身邊。兩老仙遊，妻子早逝，僅餘阿犇一人伴在身邊。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWWxfHAAE7
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怎麼阿犇不明白？怎麼阿犇不知道？怎麼阿犇狠心離開他？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkmtp6F2PO
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老農突感後腦發麻，噁心，嘔吐。天旋地轉，軟癱倒地，意識模糊……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6egfnyGat
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幻聽？一連串爆竹聲在前方不遠處響起。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EsZLCmUFM
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噼啪——噼噼啪啪噼啪噼噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪啪噼噼啪啪噼啪噼啪——噼噼啪啪噼啪噼噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪啪噼噼啪啪噼啪噼啪——噼噼啪啪噼啪噼噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪啪噼噼啪啪噼啪噼啪——噼噼啪啪噼啪噼噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪啪噼噼啪啪噼啪噼啪——噼噼啪啪噼啪噼噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪噼啪啪噼噼啪啪噼啪噼啪——503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHxGlM0sNv
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驀地聯想起兒時歡度新年的熱鬧畫面。爆竹，油菜，雞肉，父母，友人，鄰居……503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QDTO31qXu
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昏迷一星期的老農終於醒來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuszEAfdv79
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醫院？城市？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUYBdnCLCK
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他顫巍巍落床走向窗邊。日已落，鳥盡還，傍晚的城市很美麗。華燈初起，萬家燈火，光點或動或靜，如水如月。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAwl2IoCZv
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水中月，存在又不存在，視乎觀者怎麼認為。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Tp4iCCg0
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載月的水，存在卻被無視，視乎觀者焦點何在。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdqOXQoDQb
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泣不成聲。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh4BjXZCc8
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翌日，小子帶著果籃探望老農，說多吃水果才會身體好。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVMPfcRIWe
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「當日午餐時看到新聞報導說一群候鳥因氣候變化而改變遷徙路線，剛好經過我們這地區。我和爸爸意識到事態嚴重，馬上帶同音響和揚聲器為村民驅鳥。大家發現爆竹聲最湊效！後來部份村民還特意抽空協助打理你的水田，大家都預估不了你何時甦醒過來。」小子清洗一個大蘋果，送到老農手心。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkMkCSCVaq
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「謝謝大家。」老農接過蘋果，感到窩心。「你喜歡種田嗎？不如我把田地送給你！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwUeXtnOt2
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「那不是該要留給你的兒子嗎？村民說你的兒子在城市打工。」小子看不懂老農心事，無意間直擊老農軟肋。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2RetB8CYg
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「他不會回來。」老農表情生起細微變化，淡然得微苦微澀。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNtcSpqUqX
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「那就等啊！」小子看來不過十二歲，入世未深，不諳世間冷暖。「下班後就會回家！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaogNmqTFf6
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「那我就多等一段日子吧！」老農輕拍小子的頭，笑得隱晦。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQkcZ95D6R
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所謂一段日子，短則兩年，長則五年。屈指一算。不對喔！原來是七年。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hKV5pQPPL
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或許更長。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LoPkA5fID
