![](https://static.penana.com/images/chapter/647721/Xk_igbg.jpg)
天陰雨冷,我套上短褲波鞋前往戶外運動場。249Please respect copyright.PENANAxNZY32HH1u
249Please respect copyright.PENANA3SSKuSgQrp
如我所料,跑道無人。249Please respect copyright.PENANAZkwmnM9Pln
249Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6Qjh1kW1A
我淺淺一笑,在場邊開始熱身操。249Please respect copyright.PENANASPdCZiklkI
249Please respect copyright.PENANAMNbzbheRui
運動向來予人熱血激昂、活力澎湃印象,與壞天氣格格不入,但我偏偏更喜歡在如此晦暗不明的環境下慢跑。249Please respect copyright.PENANAi8OwYTgUph
249Please respect copyright.PENANAuTcyG4sE49
踏,行,走,跑。步速漸快,呼吸漸促,身體漸暖。身體的熱,風雨的冷,對比強烈。正好——寒冷反襯出溫熱的舒適,壞天氣反襯出好天氣的可愛。壞天氣其實不是絕對的壞,對吧?249Please respect copyright.PENANANBJG2mcZZH
249Please respect copyright.PENANAxk60te8Py9
首圈,身體在冷與熱、繃緊與舒張之間來回探索、調整與適應。249Please respect copyright.PENANAFLknsEEbZ6
249Please respect copyright.PENANADsosrfhm22
次圈,呼吸已然找到合適節奏,大腿肌肉的輕微抽筋狀態亦已退去。249Please respect copyright.PENANAOIOGezf2bH
249Please respect copyright.PENANAEDF7PizI8T
第三圈,精神開始失焦游離,在路面情況、身體狀態、生活瑣事、放空境界之間不停切換流轉。這種狀態持續至第六圈開始。249Please respect copyright.PENANAHnybnJ0Pje
249Please respect copyright.PENANALMOdnEJVAB
第六圈,精神狀態不得不回歸現實——我的身體狀況正處於極限邊緣,務必倍加留意。249Please respect copyright.PENANAyDnJpz7zcy
249Please respect copyright.PENANAn4xwWMswZZ
聽說,只消比自身極限多跑一步,極限就會多加一步。換言之,我每次的盡力與堅持均能將我的極限越臻極至。249Please respect copyright.PENANAo7FdIgto2L
249Please respect copyright.PENANA8l9dfxvgRB
多麼令人興奮的一回事!249Please respect copyright.PENANAfs3C9j2kui
249Please respect copyright.PENANAp4dkOoyBpI
但問題是:我的極限處於甚麼程度?249Please respect copyright.PENANAAVFfW3ILSG
249Please respect copyright.PENANAqHkcYDLmzQ
如果低估自身極限,我就難以推高真正的極限。如果高估自身極限,等如將自己置於危險當中,隨時丟命……249Please respect copyright.PENANAqK98IKHGVz
249Please respect copyright.PENANAMXiZ13uHXN
驀地,她的臉在我腦海掠過。249Please respect copyright.PENANASAyJfooDhr
249Please respect copyright.PENANAquzLDkgjXt
心神一亂,結果立見。249Please respect copyright.PENANAh26IuXWjKM
249Please respect copyright.PENANAu769buH5fs
跑,走,行,踏,踏踏踏踏。249Please respect copyright.PENANAgKpdUtSFf0
249Please respect copyright.PENANAFN1iGDQHvg
理智告訴我,無論多累多喘多痠,亦要給予身體適應變化的時間與空間,萬萬不能馬上完全停步。249Please respect copyright.PENANANltO2uoM5I
249Please respect copyright.PENANAvqSEzCT365
理智告訴我,她與我結伴慢跑多年,不會不明白這道理。249Please respect copyright.PENANArKg5alkzmx
249Please respect copyright.PENANAUf4xTLzo4z
理智的我不明白,為何她會選擇馬上停下來?249Please respect copyright.PENANAjp0J6Rv5Wy
249Please respect copyright.PENANACyuLBBpCsQ
毫無頭緒。但我渴求答案。249Please respect copyright.PENANAqOhqWmEWy3
249Please respect copyright.PENANAfd0vlLMkKA
不應深究已成定局的往事。但我愛她。249Please respect copyright.PENANAgL16EugJce
249Please respect copyright.PENANApJ0vRymtsZ
天人交戰,在我這木訥的表情下,在這風雨橫飛的運動場上。249Please respect copyright.PENANAyUds6ww2dr
249Please respect copyright.PENANA6d6Qbo8hK7
我斷然放下水樽,重回跑道上。249Please respect copyright.PENANAXdjwA2mAr1
249Please respect copyright.PENANA6OKoM0ZePN
踏,行,走,跑,嘗試遠離一切胡思亂想。249Please respect copyright.PENANA8lMB8vu6kg
249Please respect copyright.PENANAMEcT3Fqd4x
耳邊倏忽傳來腳步聲。那節奏、那力道、那速度,統統讓我聯想起那早已離世的她……249Please respect copyright.PENANA4FWD3aCQJu
249Please respect copyright.PENANAXF1AkovSZm
工作上,她高估自身極限,對自己施加巨大壓力,結果承受不來。向來予人熱血激昂、活力澎湃印象的她彷彿成了另一個人,經常默默啜泣,面容陰冷。249Please respect copyright.PENANAwtroQsp0YF
249Please respect copyright.PENANAaUWSYxz4oO
我開解說人生路漫長,難免遇上困境,要給予自身適應變化的時間與空間,萬萬不能輕言放棄。249Please respect copyright.PENANAUDE2fZqIyJ
249Please respect copyright.PENANARrGEQJ4IY3
她問我是否愛她。我說我愛她。249Please respect copyright.PENANAvSHaEVyQDQ
249Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2BAGW1kfJ
她問我能否理解她的選擇。我說我能,因為我們結伴多年。249Please respect copyright.PENANAcOvBFKbXp4
249Please respect copyright.PENANALcjzybeUL7
她報以淺淺一笑。249Please respect copyright.PENANAaq9e9vR4LK
249Please respect copyright.PENANAkcgSpMoR4j
某個陰冷雨天,她獨個兒在無人的運動場上跑步,猝死……249Please respect copyright.PENANAsZCqszgP88
249Please respect copyright.PENANAOjGV5yQPW6
天色依然陰暗,雨水依然冰冷,耳邊依然響起不存在的腳步聲,我依然跑著。249Please respect copyright.PENANAoopH4Mocvg
249Please respect copyright.PENANA3Yv1lvQAzl
她在耳邊問我是否愛她。我哭訴我愛她。249Please respect copyright.PENANA39JW6Qc6Q3
249Please respect copyright.PENANAXUVVgFIFfG
她在耳邊問我能否理解她的選擇。我喊嚷我不能,即便我們結伴多年。249Please respect copyright.PENANApfNbGBrmXS
249Please respect copyright.PENANAMbBawybIsQ
她在耳邊提示說,既然沒能理解,精神狀態就要回歸現實——我的身體狀況正處於極限邊緣,務必倍加留意。亦要給予身體適應變化的時間與空間,萬萬不能馬上完全停步。249Please respect copyright.PENANAHyEbOkt3QV
249Please respect copyright.PENANAejbKZoSUQW
跑,走,行,踏,踏踏踏踏。249Please respect copyright.PENANAvS2jjWQ1C0
249Please respect copyright.PENANAoYXFOjG4Da
我沒有馬上完全停步,給予自身適應變化的時間與空間。無論多累多喘多痠,我誓要好好完成整段人生路。249Please respect copyright.PENANA3MOe2KEesK