我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CRRBrYDDN
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpJ6K0Ab5e
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmfWOPsLQX
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTvz7fI6Cg
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvjJB8XDVw
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoErkJhNxp
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「你是誰？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7NfwsprnM
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「長頸鹿。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviwUt5pqka
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「甚麼？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L2TmAqiiv
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「長——頸——鹿——」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvga8LyVdjs
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWjQEq1d7p
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXhx4p8a03
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuzMC0tBhK
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「雪櫃。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqazMxaPXch
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm6XuQV3Q9
「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG3qNCkhgE
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqV4eYkKys
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82FLUISO6J
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWex63WwsME
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlapFsLHPw
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdSoEDeNax
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3oWcrkQb9
長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhutm2Lzkd5
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BlVdB6c3b
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwgkJSaLPs
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbyR59oymf
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTrrDNo7r4
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RpIYdYuxW
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJd9mzhTUn
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZzmsDMggD
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RLT1FZtPB
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmP5hUwfPo
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimtpKkFqP8
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3yjKkjk3h
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「噢！謝謝你！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIpU2LYtib
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tQ1LYSidh
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73PLEnOUFN
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeWe30Swnh
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmkaHH625c
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Fi3IqxZS
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U9Q6PLzAo
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDSl7SdnAS
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxXPNG2bkD
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BpDPcZD9d
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzNqfdzHSm
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHGABFIFzs
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ni1pmKEP8
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5ZmPLQ6pR
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就這樣？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEm9uDTBzU
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPpw4kRZYk
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太突然！我接受不來！614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5C1Y5pnQt
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQki06i1ID
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbqTGAU21u
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WQrpePriX
「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ0gxjhWE5
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluzmZlEhRc
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「那就別去嘗試。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOqTUr7iHt
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN4S8DnoO3
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8HLZYddVW
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nQMa9EGSY
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjlvaFyQmM
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJylBN46WNs
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8k7DMYqrM
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm36opTm82T
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxngb1gabkJ
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAhGRbioTa
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZxxlRblgP
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdv4U8lZDJ
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirlHPoT2Uc
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「你好。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAC2O0o1u4
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我沒有搭理牠。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEkFFjFopZ
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFeOcE6e6d
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtU7n6x07w
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOIVIYiUmr
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl2uQcp6mu
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKCUB4sx5N
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNms6LYUSWm
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mqBIGzeTJ
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxYSBwjj6F
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8PeZvJYtI
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbLJOLAm2c
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK06fCDD26v
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlwbzjUb5b
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAtkRZAD3w
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgOgOdTq0A
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBLP4AUir2
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4j6Wq1kYz
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2gGATjTP7
芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3YWOn4rlr
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3DfZNH598
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMypVK9Xzum
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f4DF3w9Lu
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKGukrkW9Q
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmlCTwRxeu
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ISLvXt070
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOfYFA8Awf
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qyf9NnD7Y
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「你家在哪？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ377IXB4hj4
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「草原。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Aeg8fkLmp
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cCXSBYTz7
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQLL2CmPs9
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2Bvsab2Nn
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「甚麼？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkf8LYDcrf
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD9f1nEC8T
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4CUBgHctR
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOywu4CmTVv
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUnnYb8ar3
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XtGVLgxVQ
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasWQbcYpjo
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb2t8M7twL
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hvj6K3WvV
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcl33Ke9ZR
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit3kt2c0Ct
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUudYHMIz2o
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2drcempdSR
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsRD8Hf7ir
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxDkRDKFIY
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMjbdtS1TU
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUtZSBZeS3
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3GAbVDoM
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJfnFLbOaX
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh693VUUBRM
我報以幽幽微笑。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J6Pf0gsjU
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE306ChYah
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBBzM9QU06
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「只能笑喔。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd43kB59KP
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「何解？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadrjcEqOqm
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「我哭累了。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O2sAJxwU3
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GNSkehrPl
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvrN4fclp1
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS92OUjPiY
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZoa6qrjqH
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuczKKob0M
「你打算怎樣處理？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPuGX5AjaO
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsQMl9Nnxc
「回到你身體裡去喔！」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSPNyUVIvx
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我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzR2peKkaI
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5CLMChDnl
像嬰孩。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKujC0ZYcUe
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24UJM1esKU
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzAJRPvnWX
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBdejU17Uq
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwhedK8Vef
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNa6eMIMhn
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyuC7OTiLw
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踏實。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ788VljnLE4
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安全感。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bHE8MrEcK
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NlmJnTvUm
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqL8g8M22u
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz3AlApcvO
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbUt2indcN
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「關於我的呢？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinuDguva6L
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「現在開始記錄。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR3oSYewmx
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZJWpw7TGs
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Upzpgplt8
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemr5jZpfof
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmqVaXXDtV
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFax8uqphvK
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabjx3ss5Bj
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJzmAjqKo1
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPf8y2vs1r
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzGoQmnCwb
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WlgQwxt8z
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NzouSB7Zi
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkH6zgTX0W
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdcN5O7MWs
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXYGiaMdNP
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WjrqUdXqo
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRUQW2qh49
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzOr13yvK4
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm8aCCYaNb
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyUUV2FD4e
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrLidtTv9a
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwtnRH14Yc
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR8JsLwsiO
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdtQwFRwLL
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9tV0xDDmF
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gtiqJDlL0
SOUL1314？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviifrmPMtS
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我的名字？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz4yrnsj4M
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在我額前？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJRo2gqqpJ
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怎麼我不曾察覺？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYCY1Reiud
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主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rVyMSQ5lH
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfFLbBurc
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPoTV5gcUz
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主人答：「是的。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNhApOGtgA
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOYyDs29h7
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzxyLWnivB
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlAfHSMooz
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA0vqOUGT7
「這是欺騙。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3h2ZzahAG
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz68MJEOdS2
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「沒有。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1MRWoy0d8
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SrZgeLz7U
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfGBEPsPT4
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF2tmEVvDt
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg7xD5j2HK
無所依靠，無所適從。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjrLERTLPR
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoQgTlNwYH
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNpxo0MPRu
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTqVF9mxTL
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7ZjUVXMFf
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UclIFnC4k
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F4f82DnyJ
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5F0IHOBak
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLI96DEU3Q
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiMzYLHHLu
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayTbF8n08Z
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87HK14bEUK
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u6Q3ew56j
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijeYTcbqRZ
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWklzg4ZxAI
剩下的只有我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlIjxuaJga
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8992iN0pvA
空白空虛空洞的我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPnbj7OpNg
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeyLGCsk64
神智不清的我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7vTkWKmAh
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思緒紊亂的我。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLYbgo6CKN
「主人，早安。」我說。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9fdTFv0d7
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHF7SSJ8Z4
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7sdwnT5Sv
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyMToGvfCI
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDuBwGhXHk
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENyX5xJuGE
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxd5HLHAyk
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlBjTyMr5M
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMQV6uLC1H
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFTjK4aFgu
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0WnOCNoKG
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyp6uMZjsJ
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiP7A0WDc2
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3JplDf5It
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我失去一切。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhmTRQtF5g
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEA23WyKJK
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtxaDu6Zx1
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空白，空虛，空洞。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnptWjL9DQX
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpUDNMnLYC
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGasZRZCi3
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdu62Ls4w7
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnIF0UYXoG
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwTCuElmx8
614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9wGqs7oEe
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ622S4WkeA
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死意已決。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFWe3GRQSF
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電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fDKsNGPLR
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZs0hb2Bbp
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晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tj94iAmgU
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ke6NEt84G
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IsTEl0XvI
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82in0d3YrS
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUWTH9uMyg
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg0UOG2T8L
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有人買它回家。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt5mYzbkvx
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKLEaO2o2p
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7Plfuovv7
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Rnt6DJR9
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLSuI1CVdO
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzlZEmi5Uz
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhb8BVI67w
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBuJylQ1lU
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFSVazKN0B
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEMyo04GMO
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心境寧靜。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj6K0HE6c2
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生活順利。614Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEvPliz0ma
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