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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljQMfOh4yW
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyc8IPq9R2
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTFCp54wes
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAbnmNAFt8
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXxj1USSgx
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsbhdAvfd3
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「你是誰？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxiwjEc9dX
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「長頸鹿。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3pi2xHO68
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「甚麼？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrdG0F9Bav
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「長——頸——鹿——」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVj9zMefUQ
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcqEkAxhgs
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfAsszzNmE
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALE71PxDVr
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「雪櫃。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFek3bORO
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYuVyKf4Zd
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAwYVDMvzB
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHoM2pB4Rn
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXwhEDpXIG
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RJuQXPgD7
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtvWjOyyG6
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE88RZPSMfh
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHj2LOjnM9
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwquMfL383E
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX5pWy3dW2
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOSKLEJBtx
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHsHovrdcm
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXrVEvSj0Q
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYa0hWpHgR
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「噢！謝謝你！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemhQBtnqBn
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDdN32nz49
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTILlkxtEHd
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qoxc7BXy7
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWMoIUvvRA
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dl3OhJ79r
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRvuJaV6E9
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7QwGhnxrD
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP07CnCT2tu
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就這樣？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4bebFfKJV
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas9G8PgBNT
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太突然！我接受不來！479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rHCRPAr5w
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hTg4tK8zn
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr91Fsrsqb
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2GjTTXIVA
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuCeIH94Ky
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「那就別去嘗試。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMxLQFo3u3
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXMfRR8h9o
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaSJs3j20f
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec5H5Kbhbc
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzhIj7hRhR
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMNFX8yx6B
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbtafyh9KA
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy7heFURkd
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQLfc4f5rg
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvlWZb1PhW
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「你好。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL21ZZI1O2l
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我沒有搭理牠。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i8v3VkGmJ
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTPwMjJ8I4
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKenJbIMyx
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgCACT6FgT
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ62XFYCLei
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IRIkyPiBh
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eJRzOxt9k
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpGpnplg9b
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvyaaZaeCN
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAuMtIojQh
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmj0cu80uc
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAoGZXNmq8
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Hxo0AvjO
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lWycM21ge
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iDi3z58D5
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u1A8QUi57
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi2fG1IRuT
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPRgCzaTNC
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBNzuRkp8f
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「你家在哪？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAUFqs6uca
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「草原。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVfIxc4jpU
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYphL4fw8j6
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgckmtZ9LjV
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「甚麼？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQY48GYNXY
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC1KzORzmk
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Zx1ugmQu
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「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDOIQZcyAB
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFNjXPHOu7
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopD7npMIki
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YfKIlfNRm
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiYQ4ryl6N
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CXebuPdL8
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Acv0hBDdf
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2NVjlHjUd
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXXsTnhKnc
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKcKvQEqCQ
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdTaCJANW
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmkhv7DedS
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzb4uMWsKS
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWyzRsdVyZ
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我報以幽幽微笑。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W2CVfQ0mp
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD0G2tvT4w
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2G9JgUOVe
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「只能笑喔。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEWyzAvufU
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「何解？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbEwW3yi5G
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「我哭累了。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAkSWYf2Mg
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvCFEk68L0
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb64xf1JZI
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FMvTpY7FY
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pY76xLXEJ
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bR7qVEslV
「你打算怎樣處理？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfVbdtOHZ
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDTFmaZP1o
「回到你身體裡去喔！」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4y8TS36YI
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGOq4ODuM0
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8z5NoWQmn
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bTBFRPaSb
像嬰孩。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1NYDtvz5U
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwHDpJNgUA
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxDpnrZQDS
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2XhqbBcxK
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Vrf1aCkX
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNpc0bFhrr
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踏實。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z3JgaYWde
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安全感。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQtSGiKJf4
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSgUy9zqma
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnahHx3NZRv
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp45MYZPUIs
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipoByFKFMo
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9492HZpoG
「關於我的呢？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JO5ztpUwh
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP0JtKSTOT
「現在開始記錄。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K8Wa91wOJ
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pwB0B8TxA
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6kq1AoZy7
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkItsGIqHv
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitYsPLqWDE
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm70nvtLnO1
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFnK4GPmEt
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD7etZpgfu
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA76nEUdp5
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYnqE5A9OU
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv30Jps1Xqj
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPlGhaBPMC
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS7bvqiXea
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU7MIbvidU
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYmUVUutSA
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCpMQhGuy0
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U7wmCSQ9d
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYsKeJJbzP
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFA3jL3xmA
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHufZLwk3Jf
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNPOUT9tvm
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJOSV0znXQ
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ975pHsNRUK
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjegnbU2uF
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7LgxhIeVc
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCAClGAtkD
SOUL1314？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgqAKdNHLB
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我的名字？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4bW2BtHfA
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在我額前？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4il3v14h2X
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怎麼我不曾察覺？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zXxjHDS6e
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwd9L5d6To
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8OSBeR10Z
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8do7BRRut
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftYxVGMkB1
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主人答：「是的。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHMsANlm5y
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH6K4z2XaE
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkOZCBwWrU
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDxSrI4S2S
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「這是欺騙。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSO7JvkZeS
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ110s0PwQrX
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArV1mnVVTV
「沒有。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6gmWLBYVc
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJTI5mF0TW
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJLWbCWSoC
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkSFJv6b6y
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無所依靠，無所適從。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsDUhNuxZk
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaIyku2vIU
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvIpd72gWV
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9jhuKRWiu
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEUGa9MRMw
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAD6od8scg
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0Rf9LViQK
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcCjeBLhv2
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7BgrkHkgD
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH3ZMPRQdW
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFGaowj5yC
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69kSXrTApc
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0v6eyTCaP
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvtYN49V8y
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剩下的只有我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFnk1wZBFQ
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcRTSfZEEN
空白空虛空洞的我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYAt3kNja6
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7gdZXpvii
神智不清的我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK1s3lt7LH
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思緒紊亂的我。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW76hFKwqv
「主人，早安。」我說。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmaNj1wS4s
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjZ2EuM9j9
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00nKeIV12v
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AfTikX378
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqb34RqZCC
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO09mxwEJ6x
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ODtXvcr4p
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYuT4Hapo7
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzA24socMF
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLZZlXPoZh
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTagNrA5M3
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN1JGlek8i
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6gjfgKoAH
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrCOgK4Mv6
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3wrGpar7T
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我失去一切。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGUAQMjNrc
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzloLkib5TO
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReQSDdvs2q
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghwFhfvopV
空白，空虛，空洞。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIPJFbOOPX
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOGyiSwKxf
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPVuYd5IcV
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZsSNNPnxg
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PpRAlh8QC
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivEG7uLbJG
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNjicwzCvo
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2iyus52xu
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Svrco4oE7
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdygCOLfOFV
死意已決。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc3FWRlkk0
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv8zjN2V9T
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9BAE1IYgZ
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOoZfMmiit
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz6PnQOlNc
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnatyT3OFf
479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrfEL6i3Ri
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8FZ019Pve
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzUPbtdraA
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIfs3WOP2r
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwxNM4AwJD
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrUDSUxJMf
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有人買它回家。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNButkmUvdo
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDuJLqLhNK
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAKJrSTJBc
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeOdWw4QG8
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NyRxbGY15
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcBPXpH0Wv
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVKKPbusrl
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GgMkYwyB9
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzfhzvGFrH
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSAEAn0D40
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心境寧靜。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtMxMPHyWx
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生活順利。479Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFQPMQkwMX
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