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（01）382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZsP0erWG8
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一九九三年，他六歲。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6NvJsji51
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA59uChkBV
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZBmwZpx06
夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7O8qVcoTq
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12UvEPeCPN
醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf8Max2BPt
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看不見，聽得到。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMSKUgY7rw
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbLvOCHlz5
尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIKdybqKLO
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHVXQCpGXR
電車。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMcgtiQDUm
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX3zqnul9b
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGUavtzJ6B
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYH9Z4Vr8s
他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArgm2S8qO4
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlGTDtfr8k
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjdCuhLqx8
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn6pnE3Fey
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBP144b4yE
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhkRYobfxT
刻骨銘心。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU2tQqvibM
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhz6jvIU2J
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL7I3zTL1x
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（02）382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVuV5rNy6P
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLIQ98K0KU
看得見，聽不到。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTH6KOFFCI
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeOhEmOb44
聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZYhbQXD22
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1pceIBWqW
聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSleUiF3N5
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjrdIb79Ks
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvxcJMc1rg
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCtcOlTxZG
但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P75ckB14P
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2MHeKftBt
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MVTGOOEHX
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxVnKpHGK0
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdjmyn2ceJ
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuinRx7iK0f
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4Cw4ftZ3v
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ9hS7AoW8
世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGaVpBmuA2
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsmjnebA6K
他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7XeHPHNK2
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHHHUu74LR
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo9yKO7nM2
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMgckQBe0q
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUlVmTSi3G
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEtuSSHWhm
叮……382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5l9RQVMUX
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（03）382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2foELmnAea
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRJiRolC2B
二零二三年，他三十六歲。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAsBUPEHrL
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ7rlDV3by
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlacH6WfJdl
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFKg7noxJg
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9mVvXR8S8
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjCA824oMz
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIukVPTMXcd
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn9ZzUMkC4
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bBR0pYfaC
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ175pMkPcbN
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTm2h4hHBe
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NNSE0dDfw
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AXlmR7ZIj
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KRXtgL6W2
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRPIdow5TY
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyoB3bjjxY
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Q0pPEEhe
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfXhpk63Ez
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWugWGTLuK9
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuVzHIKpgi
震驚。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQULSTXLOI8
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IlD3124Xu
怎麼可以聽到聲音？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjs9Lf2DXf
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaze2bro3a
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUNbxYFxSw
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzfY0DeKYT
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYTy9eRw54
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M1sQakaMJ
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNkT9eocuK
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqdFPBx48I
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1d3mIqqvl
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVZnjyrN0f
他不想再追。很累……382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYNx5t8R7T
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwd0Z46C2b
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCxu4PQulw
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBySwwTzHTX
乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AnoU1xszw
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKALSdWOyII
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa12OE5rexZ
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBCGxvB67S
他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0pwAW7CfU
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEVekTqFp7
他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa3uSbBIyt
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ2IijWVzx
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKE6Czu9Xe
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkIWxKHa2r
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZevIskwE7c
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg72nxckctR
他接受不了。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXfOJkpbE3
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5XlnMxvxW
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNThJrYWgA
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiFSUTTzly
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM7gJ1BL4H
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNMiI9Wv3u
綠手開始氣化。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXyNIBLBii
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsez0yVntE
再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpofY2byuTq
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEZX6bfDYf
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwORcQ7QL4
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyBRO9y75t
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLauSCSoaGd
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhJN4SGCed
叮叮——叮叮——382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQHrcVXiky
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1wCAsTacr
電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0fjSYh7uf
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41i6KMNFQC
緣盡。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0bcDfs8w2
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIA22gthfM
無謂執著。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxPhVDP8iR
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWZeBtY0W6
忽爾澄明。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QPDmMUGeP
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyBetjxy5z
汗止，氣平，淚盡。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlXI8jYieB
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimqas0Si1T
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuwTFXqicV
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAjocVId9D
排隊，付款，上車。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDl7k9I6f6
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dkmt6RPDi
如同其他乘客。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByF1lGd9uf
382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1nJYvAqWi
如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
