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一九九三年，他六歲。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW2dIqsk0X
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPKtjcR9O1
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH4jPJ8ITL
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPyrVhqKei
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看不見，聽得到。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqwVo89Ahq
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3blRbWxbnW
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電車。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fxQGLiMCq
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxxO2mwKD1
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs0M2HimvO
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpptUr1CBwl
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrRT6nJZIU
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刻骨銘心。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHNkKP3O6j
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kYVGv3kMa
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（02）482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcecVIlBJNg
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看得見，聽不到。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9AnhN9MKw
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFAlQ3pvRW
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8fXUhVzh6
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWwyE6YXSg
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuFTr6fLpy
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYHEssjMcG
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnauzDIFhYz
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4QMhCJsY7
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRpDFLCRUW
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL0x8kQn4w
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GCKddfSCe
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l1VoEJXla
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叮……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88otgek3Yg
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（03）482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAViSRBdEit
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGP2sDh7K3
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeqc9ewoy7
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngkFZ0oFMw
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd8SqISUAM
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lX6y6dvPN
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz94k6hneL9
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg1Vnl2bgs
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLHKng61lf
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqQbNrygjO
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIBoW6ODif
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震驚。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3o9bxHuZD
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQlRgH5K84
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzBXk2z9Ah
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucv0lcEwNx
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtpw75Pjn0
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilfOwnYTqo
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他不想再追。很累……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtvEzwzrzc
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHdFbGT1gi
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBfGkpQaY7
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lwqEciLXj
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXmoCeHLzO
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpeNIG5Ove
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES2nnDV4Iq
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOR01dHzMr
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他接受不了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae4MW77UXS
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94KeggINK0
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstNR1io0ap
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綠手開始氣化。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCbgT4Xakx
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fmCvFW1sa
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6s0Glztjq
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwKx9zSdhV
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叮叮——叮叮——482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLXJ6FfSjk
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzty9jeDrYK
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緣盡。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUTOIJTk2n
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無謂執著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPp2SDMnoU
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忽爾澄明。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEO6nUZfQz
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gyTVW9eha
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrzI0PxnB7
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排隊，付款，上車。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmKJJSIAZK
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如同其他乘客。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxv1LH0A2I
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
