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（01）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlW7JgXUm2
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一九九三年，他六歲。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGC32Sg2IX
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjykx0Z2zuE
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmgSQUQQ7i
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI7XuvUoIX
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看不見，聽得到。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXDdD9p7iv
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7PsOMsudx
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電車。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7anIuWMMsz
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qaqVqnm5s
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiyErbG9Hc
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelTsTzThwK
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLZG9DYGGy
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MrU19gcmN
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刻骨銘心。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2hjjsIhqq
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0koWKbUpm
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（02）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6lzPE0xjX
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看得見，聽不到。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmEA76vGx5
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vY7pitvxQ
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgmaNP3SfK
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XejfRA04L
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGiqWj31xX
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZYiSr9Y7M
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LN31SQLwt
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIqHAU0uxT
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN5rfEdUw0
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlCpymiDC9
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RicjOhog1
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhZyXgV5nq
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叮……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnUJAsF2MR
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（03）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIcCbVlT5v
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrckrJBbzv
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tlzSuLae3
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgARnqrYwX
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlF59UGZ5R
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInuQMvaDSe
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiOiVDLwEc
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnUHJppvyD
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL66JdtT3Ek
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yZUhyb5hR
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9zVkJDWTH
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPz3Y9L1u6
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVJwZlWB0M
叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaY3Zfd6DF
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震驚。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF7UoDGrSc
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6strXiQqC
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEgPFwIuG4
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXDeX21U8b
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSiIGJL3XO
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulw98uZ9vH
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n76UO1Xep
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLxOFA9bA8
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOoH5ozEsx
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他不想再追。很累……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZcqZu4MnA
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IpenMeVxq
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2dSLAPfvd
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69E5NDuxHM
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nf6KMTMSK
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T03mTX4Cd
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPPN5qkL96
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MEqOBNDyU
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AwhRuKZE0
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFJGp1B2iH
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvsx0uJr9Y
他接受不了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uBar2fH0Y
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerUoAsTCRn
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqGS44IvGi
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmY2aAiIb4
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb6PF8IEI9
綠手開始氣化。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgFcDhOJQN
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hSKfFOH4t
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYigbAhJ5E
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIM0QgOr7
448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX2Juk5ozY
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7VBVoA9L0
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叮叮——叮叮——448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOP8uB0ROr
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgHGdRpOBj
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緣盡。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gbn7V2VWz
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無謂執著。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRB0Rcrzzl
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忽爾澄明。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFGK8L1Xz0
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q9BMYp3wW
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Qq3kXRLS
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排隊，付款，上車。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5TqQIP2ak
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如同其他乘客。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Y6CoklDU
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
