第九十二章：承諾與失望539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Kzaz3ZbuW
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH6cPHaFKL
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidCdgWL0QB
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAJju8BDCT
對，那個人……就是Mandy。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRdLYfW9Fy
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0ypFPlAxk
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34SjO0LatW
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fzsIgiFEa
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCONDE2RFR
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr4FLmEoii
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7ZLajoVLg
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCOg75BMCT
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGxOMyiHXg
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQUchiOdXm
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNeEpvzWnl
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgzAzopagv
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBpjRgDup6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x5NjHv7Da
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkoOWcHzK0
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC2BMRaFsM
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXgtCwMJ9o
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxD5RHd4J2
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrttAzkXF3o
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpOqOKYHEJ
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKBDgwZ7im
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiA2Rv21Bz
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqsM8PGdKz
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6wd7rQCkl
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb7QTIDzIn
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHWtU2N12T
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH6apz8xWe
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rOWehlz1c
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0Mb9NjCsf
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprrs3Z8UW5
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMU0Ao9ffq
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeJSvD8ByN
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUx5kChIBo
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55LXnzf1jT
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5wtkP5JsQ
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2ujgQK53e
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLNTRFMjA3
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4wHOrb2SV
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA5pjaJRXx
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rwASvgSr1
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNNYjMNRut
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQZ4AZrRtY
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV13ejsAT9q
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwsiONbFMP
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok6XwC9XFh
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXKva6rzwW
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDsCLpP2hb
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNR4jurusp
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EJVdiCA0z
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtlzv3BOIl
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERmhH43weZ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6ZWL3dIMw
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3QLFLZz4R
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WtU7aZsxx
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZz8uMxGAw
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGOGCRAdCy
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5NyOPOcNB
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdUKNnCCNL
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrxji1x9LC
「Online住唔應嘅？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOhkgzQrpI
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInBgpdVCtV
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaZwZwmJ2L
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkQtZSXnSt
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqbu6ukbk8
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkvviCypwK
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTuhdOnSfY
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAYL8PGE5N
「我準備做手術啦」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfDUoh47af
「做完再覆你ouo<3」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLwenE1sAa
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb53izGKzHN
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiWhHq0JZD
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq5KE1fVUk
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z1D0uraFX
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLjEiOIJE2
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0fmse1589
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM5WjEBU8u
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAbRymAJVM
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcAejFHsE5
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHv3APTaNd
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WssdcVQcI
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1THoUDZekk
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RePiOVkPm
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEU1mGGd3z
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgc1KnpYyv
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「各就位……預備……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaoJRuQVcT
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ4dda11Cg
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflhzujRdZQ
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAAZPTTfKL
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1bQa0hKPk
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「呯—」 539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH475HCZzE
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0AmXzVffs
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExRLMuzzcZ
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbZfjwJL7Z
最後更成為了最後一名。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8biKkW2aFD
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRZup6yWxM
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDeat6inkC
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPmRSGCq7r
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfHQtJNPI4
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6fa7DgeHs
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9P8tqEQVA
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe1wtBhyMr
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdWXYxcU87
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8szgMDHE27
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4QFZjQ1aQ
是Mandy。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbFXo4wsbS
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuzHl1uq4t
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH9giE5rPB
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz6fm3yzJW
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9qBIoEwiF
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeyhLhKCnh
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl10yhCEQeQ
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGlkPHlZgj
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIZKCcNrHd
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN2uyp2yu0
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEkjLvLqCD
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xk01eZhYh
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eeVVrEQb2
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UecfiE7GH
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh81sQFxmi7
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmyzcHm9RO
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「啪—」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXNH3y0Tmz
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nNaliOFKR
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTxfJ7Zvm2
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmYuFUm2xu
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYYfBYkBSK
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7CmxUiEc5
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ClNNzQkR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uHboCgXZd
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMCXIxSXY7
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