第三十七章：問與答737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF7pNrwt0Q
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急，然後又要我打比你啊？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ914HM9crqi
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM1MIH7fc0
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5jP2vlWpe
她剛回來並放下了自己的背句，然後就轉身向我說道：737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCbxydeXPb
「無啊，琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EZrngrNnB
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1fPpg6cEo
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9pzGRsmMn
「做咩啦？心情差？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMoemSrzil
我察覺到她的不妥，於是再追問。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wS85wk6mu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQwZw1e4TW
「無嘢就無嘢啦！」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0GM3Zb2sD
我看見她這樣，都沒有再追問下去。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmzK2GDFfh
避免令她感到更煩躁。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U6Wa2BPGw
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V166KLNgF
然後依玲都很快就轉回身，開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課，並放到了桌上。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdLMwdqmxE
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差，只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8864VyIuzr
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm1z4x0gBr
然而接下來的一整天，我與她都很少有交談，今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWskNzv3ofg
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZjLgDGwHd
直到放學時，我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣，比其他選修科更早下課。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TxuzoOyhZ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEDt2ussfY
我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk49q7EKYqG
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「喂！Alvin！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyxzhKKzKP
我立即轉向後方，發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFx1hinWQG
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheWN6a1vF4
「等埋我一齊行啦！」Rita說道。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqn4SNphcV
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WncYTotl4
我站在了原地，等待著她走到與我同一級上。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW4i0rDtZF
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9Tqn1mIa6
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrLcxyIQhW
「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後，我哋一齊行翻課室。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXoxqtnVXW
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1whWxq6TWP
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmW2eGdu7b
因為以往生物科下課後，我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fdjdWgEqH
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談，而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdYzsoIdOk
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtref2S11WH
「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架，今日做咩得自己一個？」我問道她。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakOtqYNCfM
而June是以前我與Rita初中時，同班的其中一個同學。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPTJjxMp3i
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCI7RL9cdc
「June佢有嘢想問老師，所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1up9qKlU
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯，然後抬頭看著我問道。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73gExekM9n
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2FJ180rDw
「你又知我有心事？」我直接回答她。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHZkV5RLc
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWPmCiN5Gj
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PsHLqZjRl
「咪傻啦你！我哋第四年同班架啦！一早睇穿哂你啦！」她笑著說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAOkKUwdhN
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmSn6Th5L
「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊？」我反問她。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NTGNOiNwH
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo4sxB6KXt
「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地，所以連帶到你都心情差啊？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaU7kbkkI1
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaWEyghp0K
但我沒有回應她。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv39TQjPqzM
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwn7qoJ1xs
「唔講嘢！姐喺係啦！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV89Oem0ds
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HmET5QLwg
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPq9PpncvC
她再繼續說道，並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkghAEE3IFz
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGdifoTbWt
我看見她的語氣變了，於是便開口問道：737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy93LZfG2H
「問咩啊？問到語氣都變哂嘅？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpo2p9wsKS
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM5me0qCHe
「其實你放低咗Mandy未？」她看著我說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodxa2W0gBb
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdDdsF3AME
在這一剎那，如同空氣都靜止了一樣。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFS4vUc66C
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wa0klRPTx
「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhAM7VIBaE
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaKikWdQII
「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u93fQtLE1
她思考了一會後再說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hKhxyDF0m
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FtRkVoxnj
「如果啲咩先？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQiJIE3Eh7
我發現她沒有把話說下去，於是便問道。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFV0nl5d16
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18PDgPCG6H
「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rJZeCcnwy
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVet6cI8Vo
使得我嚇一嚇，並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt93wMSwoIw
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf9qN5sQg0
確認沒有人後，我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD3LDjl8VV
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦！咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XGp6zrnpv
我笑著說，但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkRvbCXjew
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE69DAMjae6
始終在與Mandy分後，經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyWxf35XJx
直到升上中四後，前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLEeukbIjF
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DmQ9z80GL
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶，斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveHzWiiGKU
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MmeEp33Ay
所以我都不能確實回答。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkobli1BiA
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5573cXRBx
「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案，似乎有些保留。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnmDb4M0Ba
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7Fw3GFoNU
「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛，就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE4SMVyloo
我直接與她說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYtgmrTVt5
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g6v6ZtWdS
始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrpgzFtwr3
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLlpnZ6UmF
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGnYWUJHW6
「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQXgQe7E3v
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上，於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaFldmYIz4
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuG2UmGK2E
而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話，只是點一點頭後，就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrAQvPzPpY
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回到家後，我立即躺在自己的床上。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFauWjHHEOb
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6uRDGuWQ3
「未換衫就攤上床？！快啲換翻屋企衫先！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqa3kDIHpU
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後，就命令我立即去替換衣服。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROtXQHCjyB
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMUvflrVMG
而我正在換衣的時候……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZHf1yXb6I
「鈴—鈴—」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS8l6rE8sz
突然手機鈴聲響起了。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4htOdHCGJJ
於我便快速地更換好衣服，並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtjuv5MmQE
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb1JNd367y
當我一拿起手機，發現是依玲的來電。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSQQ3H8a7q
我二話不說就接聽了。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZRodXNTTV
「喂？依玲？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQxN7LaIsQ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0Yi6Qmbyn
「喂？阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊？」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gctt6NDVo
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7lY0hmr2M
「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2k6hXeoiS
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx6x4o4OYi
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo2D7OAgEN
「做咩突然打比我啊？」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkntQOE9mpv
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁，所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ZXJqyeqg
她向我道歉起來。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw90TUJ31NR
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnVynkEZAJ
「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling，同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事！放心！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI1iC4BVAI
我希望她不要太過介意。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIkszz2fpp
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMViTvg4yV
但當我說完後，她立即沒有回應我，反而是沉默了一會……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkFkdGcmRM
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKUceLD6BP
「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊？」她突然問道我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPmpMzx6fo
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfQlhsjBq0
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh5y6DgzRR
「唔喺啊，我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqZ7ubZvAB
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwE6RpYGjh
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M4gMMrdfE
「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXuvipWawd
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtGeOZieY9
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBVkGVjbGv
「哦！因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋，而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身，所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2uAoLCtYk
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7nmF8WE0a
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP4Y6eH2ON
「原來喺咁……」她說。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6y7dtbmMi
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmHbsKOGEl
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkDEW3Ua2D
「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋，覺得你兩個有啲夾……」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdMH1kjHQE
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGCLvxcOjy
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事？737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5CEL2lfBB
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB7IF5IE6z
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的，但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBprmJvdHI
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