第三十七章:問與答687Please respect copyright.PENANAG2p1IX5Eyt
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ1MgECeRL
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZgq7KKbbfR
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:687Please respect copyright.PENANALbeM36ykbx
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAnV26BazM1P
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。687Please respect copyright.PENANAL2PnEXaoV0
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「做咩啦?心情差?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAJc6Y9LLFIo
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。687Please respect copyright.PENANATT49nh8xqh
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANATDMXsh9aqD
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAga1pkxtpuC
避免令她感到更煩躁。687Please respect copyright.PENANALKeKfJ2t8K
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。687Please respect copyright.PENANAjM6FV7WOKi
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。687Please respect copyright.PENANA70WXgBLcf2
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……687Please respect copyright.PENANAWAsZkEKtFX
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。687Please respect copyright.PENANAOhU1fkJv98
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……687Please respect copyright.PENANAhI8m3ugRoP
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「喂!Alvin!」687Please respect copyright.PENANA5m48lbQmJI
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAcA1fWDxiB5
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAqxt800hy4w
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。687Please respect copyright.PENANAYROOgGckdP
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。687Please respect copyright.PENANA4v5vrOHtr2
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」687Please respect copyright.PENANA1LSRHc7IFt
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZ30Onm1vY9
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。687Please respect copyright.PENANAuUlravnP4N
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。687Please respect copyright.PENANAHy8RGBbqGp
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAneHMBBXUWy
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。687Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Vdymqeim
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAoDQgvIgCLI
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAQEdAJLxFp0
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAtnlLrvrbXf
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……687Please respect copyright.PENANAoK5bCHcTqr
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAo8VQGTAK5a
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。687Please respect copyright.PENANADdV1MXQN3W
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」687Please respect copyright.PENANACX7MYwzhtI
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。687Please respect copyright.PENANAJNj6Dp0xAq
但我沒有回應她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAkPR8S33HVZ
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAmleQi4QKkR
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAeCoBoOCxBW
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAmUaQcBpmrV
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANA80shi8peXR
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:687Please respect copyright.PENANALEPAzEcAe2
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」687Please respect copyright.PENANA1OwlzOEPYB
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANADNTqWnXHR4
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……687Please respect copyright.PENANA3a1TOQ4bll
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。687Please respect copyright.PENANANk5g3DfxoX
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAjV2fn8k0j3
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAg61e0JSWwO
她思考了一會後再說。687Please respect copyright.PENANA4A3tMVT98w
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「如果啲咩先?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAvpU3VXh9Z1
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAWwfvNDVL0J
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAGW3o4ObI7x
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAEBqHVQVdDR
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。687Please respect copyright.PENANAU6wPR7ETbB
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……687Please respect copyright.PENANAFL8TjRz2dW
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」687Please respect copyright.PENANA4NuvCn3NTQ
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAoKi67JPpZs
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。687Please respect copyright.PENANAqdrkObYSD4
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。687Please respect copyright.PENANART66gD4VCh
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……687Please respect copyright.PENANAKG6gUzUtaW
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。687Please respect copyright.PENANAIXEEDrOast
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……687Please respect copyright.PENANA14rfUAMkbf
所以我都不能確實回答。687Please respect copyright.PENANAh6r5XwRiS5
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。687Please respect copyright.PENANAfOBbOs0aDy
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAfueXRyXQKx
我直接與她說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAjAG9OOxzpw
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。687Please respect copyright.PENANA4ObTaQQDgq
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……687Please respect copyright.PENANAri2XkrBfC7
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAAXjzTD2elc
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。687Please respect copyright.PENANAp5exPWYRfs
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……687Please respect copyright.PENANAgnCqO8BGxO
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。687Please respect copyright.PENANAQc8y85FjcP
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAICUg5xNQit
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。687Please respect copyright.PENANAa1UQVTr7Un
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而我正在換衣的時候……687Please respect copyright.PENANA9hmxwJqJt4
「鈴—鈴—」687Please respect copyright.PENANAFzzvqOavkf
突然手機鈴聲響起了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFcrVH1hQL9
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAPPNVNT7Loy
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。687Please respect copyright.PENANAeIaOLyC5cU
我二話不說就接聽了。687Please respect copyright.PENANA5o7FU0SLHU
「喂?依玲?」687Please respect copyright.PENANArQZsbfx9Bc
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAlRDMkc2XlU
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFnJ393TNBb
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAaFi516vMGU
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAWL64YZb6B2
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」687Please respect copyright.PENANA19zll3KByZ
她向我道歉起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAsZWMFmXzsI
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」687Please respect copyright.PENANA54vKIYdJJ9
我希望她不要太過介意。687Please respect copyright.PENANA7ODSTPiiaE
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……687Please respect copyright.PENANA6rY2gfPYNC
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。687Please respect copyright.PENANA723wGoHaqN
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……687Please respect copyright.PENANAELrlWDFUk8
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANATtOQKNP9H1
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……687Please respect copyright.PENANAQEqQasZpzT
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAj1JwwfEQ3V
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAuqmnRYWLIC
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAdL7Xu69jMj
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAk1jB19rXEq
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「原來喺咁……」她說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAGkm1ZsIwJQ
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。687Please respect copyright.PENANARJbJggOv7J
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」687Please respect copyright.PENANA0BAk6F8H0f
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……687Please respect copyright.PENANA4CpIKCSRAS
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?687Please respect copyright.PENANA9XdDBnKDmN
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」687Please respect copyright.PENANAQMO9lYsy2w