第九十三章：執著491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyiRoUn0ar
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEPJz46h3r
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0WgBFi5eD
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eFBrL4TAC
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5NS7V1UXQ
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「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkchP9Kg9a
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL3oNW4eIc
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngbu09nGdZ
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GpHqHWRfn
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTgJXtDWFx
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxS055hbjy
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO840nPeMET
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「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0npqj6oQ13
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QlGz9lDcZ
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgD4KASR9L
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「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtBcyYMrLt
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcyyy6tgT2
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNl2fqaVSg
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「我……記得。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJrxxNMfpL
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6yFEX9WcE
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroJVaZJzui
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「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGWWZb0IyL
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilblaFhlN7
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5YapXzGvh
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「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXJl9a0KAU
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyNbmO3LHO
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GGGCCBktv
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接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZDCY8sbi1
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJbbUI0orG
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「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufSXPcFB7I
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lv7IBT6Lv
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfSxOHxsZM
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWgnp1DZLA
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本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsdJMJpvj5
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj5Ni7VOhH
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaDzXX67kv
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「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNrB29UYBx
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HgsmkQXra
491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6oGpXE5xL
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28VPDsgIlD
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoA2RYTxU4
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本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGpO0kRRqR
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmtAyUbetk
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVGB2eJ122
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL9ZSI9uv3
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDkJ9s9RZ3
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接下來，來到了更衣室後。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeOdm3gZRx
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs93JosISeb
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlubNw94BHS
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0F9z12Ymf
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「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKEWtdXs1y
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMFeeRph8X
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotDkQHcX2I
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohxLYNNJ46
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtYQkOvBMM
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在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKljNgKzqN
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IerBq5h41
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO789Ljex2
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「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rtc50aRbc
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jmy3zIGKK
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB0GmNUZrx
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb20JZSCLN
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Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPlJBywt3u
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxkB47RO34
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NqAILCgt2
491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT1fDh1vPG
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBQabbHAQ0
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4mWQSmZQ2
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb76kx4N2R6
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最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC8Ca8WIhi
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A01zxpbD6
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyuYiEPWES
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjnqBGA6WP
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看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xiIi35EF7
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2owb3stpti
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接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafMdhNmWGx
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8FYbl52B6
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR59PXbzhJN
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5pkg61PSx
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DgKhoIxxu
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18VhPladYV
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSiVHjQRur
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb37PFpJT49
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「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3XZS6aKTi
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOUcrZjlxB
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GEyJQjWet
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因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrptl5BGlP
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「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlLTzDuJxy
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtHORdQfkm
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z5R2ovhfM
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