暑假篇：復合？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrSh9yh99U
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0878GoNIz
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7orZIZCcZ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ05r9OuMK
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJAHHfzn6J
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMm9sil5yo
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt01nHeuvYO
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3cc3KAOoJ
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV15Cljge1
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZnPUSPrJX
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfTbWJ3bpw
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXg5GvwNJP
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOWbpt1lk8
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L6nx3HADo
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmV7qXA7eO
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaThlQOdao0
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5as2NpTOu
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34FRkiDdRn
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ALY6LlWsU
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofloLipmup
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCBKkhlitp
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVe48IqmL3
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86Y8JvT4Cg
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstOF9Xa2og
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9sUOQW0uj
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEzgYOt6Hn
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMXtQ2YS1p
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIugPtv7tkX
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQcyf0mMUO
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qGYriUMYI
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1sc3CWiSV
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs4vQ86x6g
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4SF4sIIFg
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ihZGzGtdG
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5EZnP2FEN
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvll1fkH8S
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq2P9zo9Qx
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ50K1PpF9
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MvAcS8f4v
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vbfJtbWHf
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfKBZGkwCv
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzuI6g8zbt
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcupa6lsfnI
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EenSwGOJG
我必須想辦法……有了！459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl9M4ZH0vG
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoOG75MM72
「伏—」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ESxQQYMdl
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CR2KPunZL
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq2eGYe2U8
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSxPd7wb83
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBZKWI8rVg
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYcCuT3bus
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFkjKIA7Wd
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmgO1OLwdo
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i5Cl7HqS2
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaja7DdsMy
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ7fwbVmvZ
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2av3izkbQt
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFZziAc6lC
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58T4XrWrnZ
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C4fR9PrH3
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz1gkGZ5PZ
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQhXUqMJFo
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUnFd13lx3
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uQacVVm61
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3EI56z9L6
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrMZiozPnc
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgJu1buzzK
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FaFO2eGw9
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7G0Zv0TmG
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K1fqMaZA5
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtmaWRzc45
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMwUW6XecW
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Z83HVXrv
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38DCJBIOYl
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRQRtm01bJ
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3ydvxmffn
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm3q2UYZOQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiv3Oqo7p3
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKMKWsfd8B
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl5B80jhv0
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ341WTeX8am
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6xVuNlebC
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EH1TK7z07
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHoKVoyWEB
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFn9gQxicR
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz8n6gZEKU
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLllOLDtbJS
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQsmVTyFCN
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjRrm3bQo6
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEnsGVmDnm
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0Ke7c7B1x
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LCfOrvVn0
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8yOlXC19N
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM2DU3bKKf
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Wwsf9Tvk
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGYojw5iXF
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdcnUPjAdC
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW0FldsR9f
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfHDcN3uAB
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXDDyUIvVP
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLipaYdr5gD
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJxyZIM62D
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsR6USRyHP
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStB83pmu0K
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDkmjq0chA
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bvYyRuk9a
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPJSybqtEX
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf9UxYTyDs
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbwBLxCUNT
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSaitd6MCQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtOhKUUkDp
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPgBChbWBX
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SNEfZ3CLN
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFluBpwtzkA
小番外：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2C3fZsodI
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimqVIiktwg
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaW3c6uT5x
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX5Xn0c8Cl
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoesMRODXaY
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ShYPM3VXN
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作者閒聊：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzKJdC6TmZ
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9IMqu6rPx
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