第四十三章:解釋711Please respect copyright.PENANAVy4xITrPFa
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDJpK6VKQ
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。711Please respect copyright.PENANALFTtALWydP
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。711Please respect copyright.PENANArldjH6Jg1A
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……711Please respect copyright.PENANAuKKKGPUQHl
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」711Please respect copyright.PENANA9QDeHoanfA
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。711Please respect copyright.PENANAvmittMKTdJ
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAaBYFXPQlBz
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAZLhCPmdYoX
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。711Please respect copyright.PENANAN6k1pU64cn
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAxqN1I5fmtK
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqODTqxGK7Q
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」711Please respect copyright.PENANACHHmSXiuJa
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。711Please respect copyright.PENANALK92gNsTHP
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」711Please respect copyright.PENANAciRV8faaV5
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。711Please respect copyright.PENANAr74zSr4Nnb
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……711Please respect copyright.PENANAtxJAqjwhta
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」711Please respect copyright.PENANAQfRmiBd6eo
她的眼淚開始流下來了。711Please respect copyright.PENANANiC24wl07v
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqtxwxDZ8ku
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」711Please respect copyright.PENANAYZet00InkQ
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。711Please respect copyright.PENANAGtsgkYhcnR
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「依玲!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAjRAZ9ifOUB
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……711Please respect copyright.PENANAqTsv7TsTcn
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAdq7MZWn30s
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。711Please respect copyright.PENANACzHM14t712
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。711Please respect copyright.PENANAadFGyWzo9x
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAAY5qPFJv0j
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。711Please respect copyright.PENANA76qNyQUiVm
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。711Please respect copyright.PENANAUIXgpt4BMf
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。711Please respect copyright.PENANAMebNdCDWP5
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……711Please respect copyright.PENANAnfMBVKti5R
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAe8lg4DzDVP
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。711Please respect copyright.PENANAep2pzKOAoI
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。711Please respect copyright.PENANAhVe0n6bMWe
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……711Please respect copyright.PENANANCltGfig4P
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAm9nLBMFDBk
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAfHrNXad4CF
我最終都是向她道歉了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAYkFV74tSCy
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。711Please respect copyright.PENANAETAV0POsVz
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。711Please respect copyright.PENANAC0Hg3Uh9c1
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。711Please respect copyright.PENANAyncXCihsrh
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAxbglVxxd8b
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。711Please respect copyright.PENANASKb94yPpRm
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」711Please respect copyright.PENANA7u72dYFkda
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAmPclfkGCTQ
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。711Please respect copyright.PENANAQMU0xHpUqc
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5N1oW2tLk0
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。711Please respect copyright.PENANATMstusZQSd
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANARArvT0162Y
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。711Please respect copyright.PENANAITiEZUZMGI
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。711Please respect copyright.PENANADW6md6tWxJ
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAmgR2DDC4Vq
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。711Please respect copyright.PENANArvnEaK209P
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但我仍然沒有回應她……711Please respect copyright.PENANAAAcoGiJEzl
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。711Please respect copyright.PENANAx6mIIJpzgB
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。711Please respect copyright.PENANACOVCuwr9Kv
令她失望的也是我。711Please respect copyright.PENANAxQMOVrvj8P
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAsNSyS4H3dA
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。711Please respect copyright.PENANAwKxnMsGIBb
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAaxD4neXFrw
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我沒有說話。711Please respect copyright.PENANAFuTkLsUVtI
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。711Please respect copyright.PENANALHwAF0wmYq
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqvGENfcKmJ
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。711Please respect copyright.PENANA42mZkEhZAp
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAaCrShbvD1n
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。711Please respect copyright.PENANA8yv1D1RbxP
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。711Please respect copyright.PENANA0ry6OFr37D
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAxtdxjzdPmH
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」711Please respect copyright.PENANA67TnebHZO6
我仍然被她緊摟著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAKPhmQmsgkE
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAzTLyEdZGPx
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAOVdaDVW9cw
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。711Please respect copyright.PENANAbW62bnEywL
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。711Please respect copyright.PENANAhbwA6EgcEJ
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。711Please respect copyright.PENANAllE7CRMHjX
我不是故意的這樣問的……711Please respect copyright.PENANAhj1fypCfVl
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」711Please respect copyright.PENANA6CKNnoTbWM
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。711Please respect copyright.PENANA3IoJ5NZhkk
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「哦……聽到啦……」711Please respect copyright.PENANApn2n7FGyFc
我又被她罵了多一次。711Please respect copyright.PENANA0fZycY7cRk
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。711Please respect copyright.PENANA9U1IC8zVmM
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAgRjAkHnZt1
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。711Please respect copyright.PENANAUG4bHFaVdZ
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。711Please respect copyright.PENANAheyVdN9ISH
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……711Please respect copyright.PENANAP4vZ3pBDnq
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。711Please respect copyright.PENANA2trBhYlmXx
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAyR1zaFCtkT
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。711Please respect copyright.PENANA1UraTGb2vo
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。711Please respect copyright.PENANAfmgjoxXzhU
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAOnsEFrE9mb
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。711Please respect copyright.PENANA8vKCVvhetT
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……711Please respect copyright.PENANAAkUDMXjwM2
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」711Please respect copyright.PENANA4X9WgKNlJ4
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。711Please respect copyright.PENANA1fzXBjENwV
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。711Please respect copyright.PENANAt81aQs4eMv
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAq6SSLPYvzw
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。711Please respect copyright.PENANAhsAo005EOU
然後就拉著我一同走回去。711Please respect copyright.PENANAZXAXeNX0Az
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。711Please respect copyright.PENANAKPMpsl9nk9
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……711Please respect copyright.PENANAru9BHjLtgi
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。711Please respect copyright.PENANAIACocQlHqY
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAsWtavcEdxm
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。711Please respect copyright.PENANAm01ar4nDCE
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAsTiCUeYLRI
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAWyO4qvj8dA
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。711Please respect copyright.PENANAiZLs8f25A1
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……711Please respect copyright.PENANAleHgRz1GIe
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAUuAywztM5u
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6DlIIITSD
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAhaJF4NFiXr
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。711Please respect copyright.PENANALv6vMlX2bi
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。711Please respect copyright.PENANALQc2DaiFqs
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……711Please respect copyright.PENANA3C5d6WKHu9
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAAyBwRNKq5b
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。711Please respect copyright.PENANArt8OMN9Xlm
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……711Please respect copyright.PENANAmYT93oQmkn
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」711Please respect copyright.PENANAlwGazAdz4t
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAuXeRk0mlKd
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」711Please respect copyright.PENANArsYGV10bHn
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。711Please respect copyright.PENANAvcqRoFwKiS
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAMqWUlR9kfn
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。711Please respect copyright.PENANAiQhPhYRhVR
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAS2L1118tdP
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。711Please respect copyright.PENANAcJwRttwzXc
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。711Please respect copyright.PENANALd7Azt80iQ
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。711Please respect copyright.PENANAtlmSmTlXth
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqRxzSLSOsi
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAzpYrcMpyjE
然後就一直掃著我的手機。711Please respect copyright.PENANAlWFmNNr5ae
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。711Please respect copyright.PENANAtV2b8SM3lK
我八卦地看了一下四周。711Please respect copyright.PENANAJSKkzHdvrb
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……711Please respect copyright.PENANAwVTfAAzdc1
我看見了Mandy。711Please respect copyright.PENANABO0yJhL2xP
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。711Please respect copyright.PENANAnzy9lxgvxt
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。711Please respect copyright.PENANAZbcEQkkr31
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。711Please respect copyright.PENANAnX7FVv0At5
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。711Please respect copyright.PENANAWnFYa7vjR4
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……711Please respect copyright.PENANAsM71mhcWDZ
我並沒有再看到她。711Please respect copyright.PENANAauVm7NxmrQ
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……711Please respect copyright.PENANApMzQcv08ma
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」711Please respect copyright.PENANAzzYOjbaSnZ