第四十三章:解釋687Please respect copyright.PENANAng6ohz0RJc
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAXQzVYTy1Il
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAXLAp1lLDsk
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。687Please respect copyright.PENANA7frNHjrzn6
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……687Please respect copyright.PENANAqIAtu4DcdR
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAUJNR1GSts0
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAA6zzNQVTEW
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAI0bkNjjCOE
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAGKmJawuH7H
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhINBzqR9zV
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAKKA677hire
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。687Please respect copyright.PENANAwyJJDu4egs
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAvaJe4EXPE0
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZPdhCavlHX
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAwrkq43k96f
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。687Please respect copyright.PENANAWxi47trV5r
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……687Please respect copyright.PENANAfRHHvPBLrx
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」687Please respect copyright.PENANALnlOKYYaYA
她的眼淚開始流下來了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAULUwQUxpSE
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。687Please respect copyright.PENANAoKzHvpgM1X
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAk8VTpF57EQ
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。687Please respect copyright.PENANAnpn7H4k40c
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「依玲!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAuF7app32AK
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……687Please respect copyright.PENANAM9rvyGWSNO
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAE5HYx1Y2GH
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAQe7mxSagKs
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。687Please respect copyright.PENANAeC8xh4Nrpi
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAX97xpfj7UT
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。687Please respect copyright.PENANAgHzrSyhlUp
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。687Please respect copyright.PENANA9OivXBCrqB
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAjaeBoAZVfZ
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……687Please respect copyright.PENANAf2aVJtH695
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAIQxANmW8Hg
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhLD2VV0v4q
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。687Please respect copyright.PENANAcjWo4Z3JVU
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……687Please respect copyright.PENANAVd06C7U2tf
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAH9TRaDB5FG
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAozqlYdILji
我最終都是向她道歉了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAYEQNEI5JOU
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。687Please respect copyright.PENANAbFUUZaUYa1
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhPc4ZvUa63
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。687Please respect copyright.PENANAsWuBWZvgQL
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAJn9YiVtPCj
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。687Please respect copyright.PENANA9xPWBEKu5m
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAGmZxjwlGes
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAGCkd9NxL1J
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFG8inB3enE
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAGjqlJTFbiX
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。687Please respect copyright.PENANA0F2XpAyL9E
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?687Please respect copyright.PENANAnSj3cpGfTS
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAmedarfmVFS
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。687Please respect copyright.PENANA9fgj8VSm1h
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」687Please respect copyright.PENANA9gQG0GHlEN
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。687Please respect copyright.PENANACULqBjUlsp
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但我仍然沒有回應她……687Please respect copyright.PENANAWqaXKxYocF
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。687Please respect copyright.PENANAz0MJVtJUkn
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。687Please respect copyright.PENANArQu3CGErlF
令她失望的也是我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAHHUdKfa6bV
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAexIX3CnzXq
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9bWlFer2b
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAfnPsMytGba
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我沒有說話。687Please respect copyright.PENANAYlgtqKYrgx
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAszBL0x3i92
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。687Please respect copyright.PENANAUpmRcvUCrv
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。687Please respect copyright.PENANATFDM7NFymm
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAE59uedIrSZ
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。687Please respect copyright.PENANAEHoJjKp0cL
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。687Please respect copyright.PENANABQQw8XpfNi
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAmfeAoyso0c
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAqhKZIEQs2F
我仍然被她緊摟著。687Please respect copyright.PENANADzj3Kyzd84
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。687Please respect copyright.PENANACBFxqg4sDC
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。687Please respect copyright.PENANA7ju0RHNBZ1
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。687Please respect copyright.PENANAMfL1QMoYfn
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAqC2RT6Wmkq
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。687Please respect copyright.PENANAXNAzhCzd4d
我不是故意的這樣問的……687Please respect copyright.PENANAdJwkAH6ZBC
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」687Please respect copyright.PENANA68aGhCBgTB
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAXyfN3lWRyC
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「哦……聽到啦……」687Please respect copyright.PENANAiUI8Uktq5G
我又被她罵了多一次。687Please respect copyright.PENANAz1OdkEv6vE
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAkxofqFBFC4
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAVvccmmMC9k
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。687Please respect copyright.PENANAqfLYk8iWYY
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAxtR9XBFfjK
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……687Please respect copyright.PENANAeyR1DvR6tY
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。687Please respect copyright.PENANAVAAQXzyEGt
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAplxDv7Jxcn
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAOVg2BFYDMi
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAdvBN7YALCK
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAkPSHHEi5AC
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAvoC3yqdWtE
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……687Please respect copyright.PENANAj4bk5XDuAm
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」687Please respect copyright.PENANAV1BUTmBu35
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。687Please respect copyright.PENANAUK7UuJcjT6
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。687Please respect copyright.PENANACVRBcgKm48
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAQsizvuqljT
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFLIDXZvgnw
然後就拉著我一同走回去。687Please respect copyright.PENANACWO1SwtmNI
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。687Please respect copyright.PENANAPTPDHhFY3n
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……687Please respect copyright.PENANABX763AUXhg
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。687Please respect copyright.PENANAprCS8nYwJe
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAVcQhvyW4TR
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。687Please respect copyright.PENANABhGTWa7zJ6
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFXc7sA2ouA
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAgXlr2mp2qq
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。687Please respect copyright.PENANAPTF9H4ob5B
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……687Please respect copyright.PENANAzGOfSXDeCm
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1R817ywQ8
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAdpC0qfvnIB
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAImwA2hLGud
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。687Please respect copyright.PENANAAbRFy48dZM
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。687Please respect copyright.PENANAcSCDoMpjzd
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……687Please respect copyright.PENANAFvndyabhdq
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAkOfaTlkv8e
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。687Please respect copyright.PENANALydhhnr4Zc
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……687Please respect copyright.PENANADWbRWaMlr1
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」687Please respect copyright.PENANALQNIcTQRvV
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZkqPefXJJF
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAJEBiDVrtHt
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAC0sLv1bWrb
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAzQGBBdhsSs
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。687Please respect copyright.PENANADxgIndhIkX
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」687Please respect copyright.PENANAgBDFygQPIm
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。687Please respect copyright.PENANAja7rTL5UEQ
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAriGJbJtGqf
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。687Please respect copyright.PENANAoIhTGS7Uft
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAfhb82L1S7W
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。687Please respect copyright.PENANAdJxjdBOhpE
然後就一直掃著我的手機。687Please respect copyright.PENANAIMPTUaNuu0
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。687Please respect copyright.PENANADJ4C6isYEZ
我八卦地看了一下四周。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZ11jt52n3J
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……687Please respect copyright.PENANACNa6P80BJv
我看見了Mandy。687Please respect copyright.PENANA0hV8s9zxdl
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。687Please respect copyright.PENANACiU24dVgZI
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。687Please respect copyright.PENANAdiKsMySp12
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。687Please respect copyright.PENANAXuWSAJjkb5
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。687Please respect copyright.PENANAFn2XEtM9mQ
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……687Please respect copyright.PENANADlhYKVvcTo
我並沒有再看到她。687Please respect copyright.PENANAlOmFrUr70Y
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAr7ZBeyEmLA
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