第五十章:我是你的好朋友 (中四篇完結)783Please respect copyright.PENANAvFFbww7uJT
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「咁其實你覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」783Please respect copyright.PENANAbHBrAxU4eb
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此刻我正在依玲的前方問道她。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYbMPxLfMlr
可能今天將會是我與她「好朋友」關係的終結。783Please respect copyright.PENANAho2yBxt3YK
而為何我會這樣問道她,大慨要把事情回到大約一個星期前說起……783Please respect copyright.PENANAcEs9LEK7cM
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現在距離這個學期完結還有一個星期。783Please respect copyright.PENANAHdnhl2zeu4
基本上在開放日後,我們返回學校都是做著些無聊的事情。783Please respect copyright.PENANAk1RmXKlsZW
不是到禮堂聽講座,就是進行些班際的球類比賽,還有幾天甚至是任由我們在班房裡進行自由活動。783Please respect copyright.PENANAWwWRDJMooO
等待暑假來臨的這段日子……真的有夠難捱。783Please respect copyright.PENANANTnVSZXSs5
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當然還有另一個讓我感到難捱的問題就是……783Please respect copyright.PENANASenBb72XYO
依玲仍然還在與我進行「冷戰」中。783Please respect copyright.PENANAFfoBGUlDu0
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自開放日那天後,她就再沒有與我有任何對話。783Please respect copyright.PENANAZoYJFyfo5n
連平時晚上我們在手機互相發送訊息聊天的環節都沒有了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYGxKFn1NZD
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我當然有嘗試與她交流的……783Please respect copyright.PENANAB4ElY0uI8o
但換來的卻是她的敷衍及無視。783Please respect copyright.PENANApWiUzFlS9l
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起初我都是有一點生氣的,始終我都算是突然被她無緣無故地生氣了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAwl80u78tq6
而是不是真的「無緣無故」,我都不知道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAp8sTbX5Y8K
始終只有她自己才會知道真正的原因……783Please respect copyright.PENANA9F8zGHYCD7
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「你仲未同Elaine好翻啊?」Devin在一旁問道我。783Please respect copyright.PENANAzQsUkVOgVe
現在是小息時段,我與他一同走到了樓下的小賣部去。783Please respect copyright.PENANAoCTPI3YJzQ
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「未啊……搞到依家連你哋都知佢嬲咗我啦……」我無奈地說著。783Please respect copyright.PENANABWrGUNKroe
因為現在整個4F班的人都已經知道了依玲在氣著我的事。783Please respect copyright.PENANAhdyBuUgdIz
始終在他們眼中,我與依玲在課室是成雙成對的。783Please respect copyright.PENANA7UHvv9J0tb
但近這幾個星期,我與依玲竟然沒有任何交談。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYITWBKONhk
所以他們會察覺得到我們之間出現了異常。783Please respect copyright.PENANAc7rJjn4NAm
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「搞咩嬲你咁耐啦……嬲你同Venus啊?」783Please respect copyright.PENANAK62D5F3fy6
Devin又說出了另一個重點。783Please respect copyright.PENANAyGTXcmAxY1
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現在這個課室中,知道我與Venus的關係,暫時有與Venus較熟絡的Charlotte及Devin。783Please respect copyright.PENANAXvxClMtZqT
Charlotte應該是由Venus親自告訴她的,Devin則是我自己與他說的。783Please respect copyright.PENANAhnKvGTo1nc
而除了他們二人後,另外知情的還有Harriet、Felix及Daisy。783Please respect copyright.PENANAxltDxZdDkr
他們三人都是在有一次學校早放我們去吃午飯時,Devin無意中提起而讓他們知道了的。783Please respect copyright.PENANAtK8OnXpcZp
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「我諗都喺架啦……如果比佢知埋我同Venus喺咩關係,佢實斬死我都有份……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAqiRVlLsVav
我現在只是幻想著當依玲知道了我與Venus現在的關係後,都已經感到很害怕了……783Please respect copyright.PENANAkHNcMC3d1W
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「吓?咁Elaine又唔喺你女朋友,你同其他女仔嘅關係佢care咁多做乜啊……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAvrGZPMcDVE
Devin說的話也是有道理的。始終我與依玲只是「好朋友」。783Please respect copyright.PENANAnsFtHclGZz
她並沒有理由去管制我與甚麼人交友甚至交往的……783Please respect copyright.PENANAKzLOHA841i
但交往當然就是之後的事情了。783Please respect copyright.PENANA7VeUidLk1l
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「Elaine仲未睬翻你啊……」Venus在電話裡說道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAaxxzOzisLH
由開放日那一晚起,Venus不時都會在晚上打電話給我聊天。783Please respect copyright.PENANA8B4Du1hs8D
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「未啊……可能佢會嬲一世呢,哈哈。」我冷笑著回應她。783Please respect copyright.PENANA0xzrN3usYl
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「但無理由keep住咁樣冷戰架嘛……始終你哋都喺好朋友。」783Please respect copyright.PENANANFLBPCYGzY
她說到後面的那一句時,放慢了來說。783Please respect copyright.PENANARpQo4nVl1p
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「我都唔知佢仲當唔當我喺好朋友添啦!」我用著諷刺的語氣說著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAy0KeGObWob
因為我都有想過最壞的打算就是依玲不再與我當朋友。783Please respect copyright.PENANAvmPJKpwLAC
與我建立「好朋友」關係的是她,但可能終結這個關係的……也是她。783Please respect copyright.PENANAy5lR8hpqS0
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「對唔住啊……搞到你哋兩個咁……」突然Venus道歉起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANASPd2DOdT2R
「唔關你事啊!做咩道歉啊!原本問題就喺我到,我早啲同佢講其實我同你嘅關係,咁佢就自然唔會成日誤會我喺刻意隱瞞佢。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAGT10DDMZTm
問題的確不在Venus身上,所以我都立即解釋起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqGQslXltEs
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「其實都只喺大家無講清楚,先會搞到依家咁。」她又說出了重點。783Please respect copyright.PENANAFg1Bh9Iw9m
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果然我與依玲會開始「冷戰」的導火線都是自社區活動那天起。783Please respect copyright.PENANAlyHEX8CfcA
那天我被她發現了原來我一直都有東西在隱瞞著她。783Please respect copyright.PENANAI2PuRivAeY
即使我應承了不會再隱瞞她任何的秘密,但其實她的內心仍然是覺得我有東西依然在隱瞞著她。783Please respect copyright.PENANA7iwfDbek0N
女生就是這樣的,直到不把所謂的真相調查到底前,都不會罷休。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqoT5ee4iSk
而依玲當然就是覺得我還在向她隱瞞著我與Venus的關係了……783Please respect copyright.PENANA83xG8AHZDt
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「洗唔洗我幫你同佢傾兩句啊?」783Please respect copyright.PENANAVitE5UyGhE
我還沒有回應Venus上一句時,她就已經說出了下一句。783Please respect copyright.PENANAv6Rj0ftHqH
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「唔洗啦,要麻煩到你……」我有點不好意思地說。783Please respect copyright.PENANALdrPp1Cp8S
始終這都是我與依玲的事,而Venus都算是「受害人」之一。783Please respect copyright.PENANAlazJL2WiyA
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「我都算間接有份搞到件事咁,所以我都有責任幫一幫手……同埋阿侑你啊!記得有心事就講出嚟,唔好成日收埋收埋。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8VACJNBWD
她繼續說著,看來要阻止她這個決定都有一點困難了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAkmsX0pj7OK
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「我個心一早就比你睇穿哂啦,喺咪先。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAHmT5hmJAEp
我不想再把話題集中在我與依玲的「冷戰」上。783Please respect copyright.PENANAnUt7w6VlH1
於是稍為向她「調情」了一下。783Please respect copyright.PENANAxq45JVKg3G
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「好衰啊你!講埋啲咁嘅嘢……」她笑著說。783Please respect copyright.PENANA09XVlJNhE3
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接著,我們就開始在電話裡頭聊著其他的話題了……783Please respect copyright.PENANAsvAjWCxKKj
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接下的一個星期,當然依玲還是繼續沒有與我有任何交流。783Please respect copyright.PENANAetzArYfpRC
而今天也終於來到了這個中四學期的最後一個上課天。783Please respect copyright.PENANAukzL566MBI
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「咁大家放暑假玩得開心啲之餘都要注重安全,同埋記得做暑期功課啊!」783Please respect copyright.PENANALtQl4amSro
班主任劉老師站在了白板前向我們所有4F班的人說道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAu5UoKyItSN
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然後他就走到了教師桌前,開始把已經整理好的暑期功課放到了每行的第一個位子上。783Please respect copyright.PENANAwqPdO7bTHi
「大家都已經喺高中生,啲暑期功課都相對少啲,但大家都要自律每日抽啲時間做,唔好迫埋哂最尾幾日先做啊……第一個位嘅同學向後傳啲功課啦!」783Please respect copyright.PENANAKTuqaLJrI9
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接著大家就開始把暑期功課傳到後方,並同時查看了一下功課的內容。783Please respect copyright.PENANArJ4G6HKb4N
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「哇,中文要作三篇文?!」783Please respect copyright.PENANArDKbRLLtsz
「劉老師咁樣好咩?」783Please respect copyright.PENANA6mfQNNfMyq
「通識要做剪報評論……咩年代啊……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAWne8xxXUCX
「點解高中英文仲要做reading report架……」783Please respect copyright.PENANA2ibN0qVJIw
「喺囉!又話做movie report嘅!」783Please respect copyright.PENANAV3y4AeB6Db
大家開始為暑期功課的內容吵鬧起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANA3u7ffYSiIk
但可能今天是最後一天上課日,劉老師都沒有特別喝止他們。783Please respect copyright.PENANAiiRiX5Fn8T
只是在一旁偷笑著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAgZKE9zVjl8
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但過了一段時間,我還沒有從前方,即是依玲的手上接過暑期功課。783Please respect copyright.PENANAsBvq2rRKMx
難道她不會是氣到連我的功課都不想向後傳吧……783Please respect copyright.PENANAGLxHBqNbdw
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就在我想著這個可能性的時候,她終於向後傳遞了我的暑期功課。783Please respect copyright.PENANA45jxwmXXuM
而在功課上面,更貼了一張便條紙,上面則寫著:783Please respect copyright.PENANAsAr2xiz0yb
「一陣放學留一留低,我有啲想同你傾。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAGb8KL7DOnq
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我看過紙條後,我心裡都立即想著:783Please respect copyright.PENANAdZf972MMMu
「終於肯同我傾啦,一喺繼續一喺玩完,睇下喺邊樣啦。」783Please respect copyright.PENANArp4i0mDfeW
然後我就把便條紙連同功課一併放到了背包裡……783Please respect copyright.PENANA2jwyJHBSVj
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接下來,很快就已經來到了放學的時間。783Please respect copyright.PENANARaHOdq2WC7
其他人都開始陸續與大家道別,然後離開課室。783Please respect copyright.PENANAJFnWdMU0gy
始終這一次道別後,可能就要等待到九月時,大家才會再次見面。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGv1b0xjHh2
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此時,我就用著一個非常慢的速度收拾著背包。783Please respect copyright.PENANAgfYRgEm2wK
而我前方的依玲也與我一樣,慢慢地收拾著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAK9pmFfaKwA
看來她都是想等待大家全都離開後,才與我開始傾談……783Please respect copyright.PENANAPyw6cfzIvC
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「Elaine,你走未啊?我哋一齊走!」783Please respect copyright.PENANATVB1mNDYd7
突然Dan背著他的斜孭袋走到了依玲的前方說道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAtWAag18SeZ
難道這傢伙連最後一天都要來搞亂我與依玲的「停戰協議」嗎?!783Please respect copyright.PENANAwmxKVWrqdN
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「你走先啦,我今日約咗人。」依玲用著一個平淡的語氣跟Dan說道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAs8X0ZtXDe9
暴風雨前夕果然是特別平靜的……783Please respect copyright.PENANAiWX5f7tuhp
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「吓?約咗人?你唔會喺約咗呢條友啊嘛?」Dan很錯愕地用手指指著我說。783Please respect copyright.PENANANndFHnhIwg
其實說話就可以禮貌一點的。我都有名字的,不是甚麼「呢條友」……783Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8AnbxOxs6
我差點向他反了一個白眼。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGjaHSequIL
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「唔喺啊,你走啦!唔好煩住我!」783Please respect copyright.PENANApM1iYJl8Ul
依玲突然很不耐煩地大聲說道,然後更盯著了Dan。783Please respect copyright.PENANACwqYD1qz0n
其他在課室中還沒有離開的人都一同被依玲這句話吸引了注意,並把目光放到我們三人身上。783Please respect copyright.PENANA3UjRI5BsM1
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「嚟!Dan!我哋走啦!食飯啦!」783Please respect copyright.PENANAnfuPGeW6u8
很快Francis就走了過來把Dan一併拉走。783Please respect copyright.PENANAemqUemVxHJ
我想大家都已經預計得到,若再放任Dan在這裡繼續對依玲死纏著的話。783Please respect copyright.PENANAIPZqAfVVxK
肯定很快就會爆發世界大戰……783Please respect copyright.PENANApG5PnMkh3t
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而直到Dan被Francis拉離課室的一刻,他都是死盯著我。783Please respect copyright.PENANALz7rfdjRjN
彷彿是因為我而令到他被依玲趕走了。783Please respect copyright.PENANA9GdSqwDcfR
但我只能說,這次真的不關我的事啊。783Please respect copyright.PENANAbFjtS8iGlE
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接下來,大家都很快離開了課室。783Please respect copyright.PENANAOko1hfgwa2
最後Felix及Harriet在走前更向我豎起了大拇指,彷彿在為我加油著……783Please respect copyright.PENANAvGCxMQjjTV
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而這時候,課室也只剩下我與依玲。783Please respect copyright.PENANAoK0haRa6Qu
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「佢哋走哂啦,你有咩想傾?」我先開口問道她。783Please respect copyright.PENANAsMSDIWGxpH
始終與其在支支吾吾,倒不如直接開門見山。783Please respect copyright.PENANAAzySOTP2aQ
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但依玲沒有立即說話,而是先轉身看著我,並坐到她的桌子上。783Please respect copyright.PENANAE4vs9ebpeB
接著才開始開口說:「其實琴晚Venus有搵過我。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAsekJAxnRzj
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果然Venus最後都是去找依玲傾訴了。783Please respect copyright.PENANA0vD8ow0iFc
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「佢話佢鍾意你,所以先會開始同你咁close。」她繼續用著一個平淡的語氣說。783Please respect copyright.PENANAD54av9YeiM
Venus都避免比我更開門見山……783Please respect copyright.PENANA3x54O3WS5T
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「我都知Venus喺無意嘅,佢真喺純粹鍾意你先會想同你close啲。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAap3leBIepN
她繼續說道,但似乎還不是她想向我表達的重點。783Please respect copyright.PENANA3DeGiBR9MF
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「其實呢……呢幾日我都有反省,點解自己會突然嬲咗阿侑你……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAwWLSbfahoH
她開始低著頭,並一邊用手不斷捏著自己的裙角,一邊繼續說:783Please respect copyright.PENANAnFAsrvdi1H
「初初我可能真喺嬲因為你同佢close……Poppy都話我其實喺呷緊醋……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAWcMY242903
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「咁你喺咪呷醋啊真喺?」我終於有機會開口問道她。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqLRUG9nQjC
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「其實我都唔知啊……只喺每次見到你同Venus互動,我都有啲唔開心……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAkgoHV2C0TY
她沒有直視我,而是繼續低著頭捏著自己的裙角。783Please respect copyright.PENANAfYs4GCRRuN
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「唔開心?」我追問著。783Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ay4mMZbwB
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「唔知點解……我會開始驚Venus會取代咗我嘅地立……咁講好奇怪呵……好似講到自己喺你女朋友咁,驚有個第三者突然取代咗自己咁。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAhdY7xGr9Jd
她說著的時間,表情也開始變得有點難受起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANAjHFuAgg241
始終她剛剛所說的比喻,都曾經發生過在她的身上。783Please respect copyright.PENANAdjmAaR3BVZ
那個甚麼Raymond與Jenifer的事情,都令到她的心曾經受過一次深深的傷害。783Please respect copyright.PENANAJV62RIOkSf
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「所以我好驚,突然有一日你會同我講……唔想再同我做好朋友……會離開我……」783Please respect copyright.PENANAt8z9IjGmpA
隨著她說完後,也開始哭了起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANAboQhkTVD1v
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於是我馬上從背包中掏出一包紙巾,並抽出了一張紙巾。783Please respect copyright.PENANABF6yk3KrqD
開始為她擦走臉上的眼淚,並同時開始說:783Please respect copyright.PENANAg8YKTQApAQ
「我真喺無諗過要搵人取代你……你同Venus唔同,佢喺鍾意我,所以先會想同我有進一步發展……而依玲,你唔同,你喺真心出於朋友嘅好意先會想同我成為好朋友。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAr7lp3tS04q
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她繼續哭泣著,並沒有回答我。783Please respect copyright.PENANAXhNHCSAH7F
而我都站了她的前方再說:「咁你其實覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」783Please respect copyright.PENANAUHAIidp5zt
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她聽到我的問題後,閉上了眼睛深呼吸了一下。783Please respect copyright.PENANANHnszXfQtX
然後接過了我手上的紙巾,再為自己的臉上的淚水擦了兩下。783Please respect copyright.PENANAsTU3ehq9kW
而我仍然在等待著她的答案。783Please respect copyright.PENANA6TYXZmvsgs
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「我同你嘅關係喺咪已經唔喺好朋友……」783Please respect copyright.PENANATExMU8QsYB
她用著充滿淚水的雙眼看著我說道。783Please respect copyright.PENANAdducvHFoBl
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「只要你一日都當我喺你嘅好朋友,咁我哋永遠都喺好朋友……鍾依玲喺我阿鵬侑心目中,永都嘅好朋友,喺我喺高中識到嘅第一個好朋友。即使我同Venus點close都好,都唔會影響到你同我嘅好朋友關係。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAnTNsuykPfB
我微笑著向她說。783Please respect copyright.PENANAhmKqxdXT6k
始終只要她不嫌棄,那我仍然都會是她的好朋友。783Please respect copyright.PENANAaaNd8gX7Wc
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此刻她雖然雙眼仍然充滿著淚光。783Please respect copyright.PENANAADYcbEq0Mm
但聽到我的說話後,也開始慢慢地笑起來。783Please respect copyright.PENANAtqpyYGffCB
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦……」她笑著與我說。783Please respect copyright.PENANA8HjVtFEsPU
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「喺……我哋繼續都喺好朋友。」我看著她回答。783Please respect copyright.PENANAkXeg0oDGzz
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此時,窗邊吹來了一陣夏日罕有的涼風。783Please respect copyright.PENANATDOdibykxK
而隨著窗簾的擺動,陽光的照射。783Please respect copyright.PENANAjuXsuI3IL9
我與依玲,彼此繼續看著對方笑著。783Please respect copyright.PENANA6D1Ilk0yBq
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我們之間的故事,相信也會繼續以「好朋友」的方式,持續下去。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ3HnS1SBA
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「你好,我是你的好朋友,永遠的好朋友」783Please respect copyright.PENANAX8hxRuz04d
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—中四篇完結—783Please respect copyright.PENANAgYyrK52ZEF
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作者的話:多謝讀者一直的支持。同時也敬請各位期待接下來的《你好,我只是你的好朋友》中五篇!783Please respect copyright.PENANAXUPued1dOk