第一二七章：過去525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIep9RF68zk
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我們分手的那一天……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4ZtUXeIsN
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuLUOWrJVd
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSeKB0wJWX
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM51Ftnz3V
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAKrZMsrOO
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvew7p84FJk
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO54YBFnMJQ
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPPBe30xwJ
顯示的卻是單剔號。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9gM6AeP5g
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI0zNhRTDX
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBD0M3h0R7
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrxYGzDJFx
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlntE03uWNU
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47WkHUACVu
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOqwtq2vLi
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhomECSJgnv
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpM6dEhLXl
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpT7HjSiJc
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4XnURZynt
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm30q8Mt41
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8JHecieKl
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlSGBREF3s
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiMKVk9MpP
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVcrpgGhzv
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMJmwLNuqc
這是回憶嗎？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweswOTiL5J
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6KCfwita1
又是回憶了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqFv7tWv7N
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuCgXEET5w
怎樣都是回憶。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyTlmKwZaI
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpreHmEdzdT
不要再是回憶了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONnMpi4Dvf
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJxsn8UGlW
不要、不要、不要！525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1sWwpIXPN
「我唔想離開你！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hJO3V2FU4
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「夠啦！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEGtxqD1En
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDXLJ6qUR6
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fiKnDd0Yb
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLj3zjvJbf
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEenuGoHDpu
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyz8DPVQUt
「咦？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV7eWqZh6D
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhI9XQmjww
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ejgkVoJXe
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly4z0iIY25
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBjxRnjLmY
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVlkErodQ8
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA70VlftlG
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQMGjMcQ6F
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5tBFL4iK8
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk868SG2Qb4
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O03VKz5DU
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5itSjqI5S
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3JL2HSMCU
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8ndwopUq9
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc064QOY46u
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbltqJv9b27
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx8EJeW7OG
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt71JWoRcnQ
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlJPRUe1Hq
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJypWiKQDxP
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QA05W6JEC
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyKqBBlTdE
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfJkaK2Beu
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutpFKiU1Eq
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWIMAGHJV3
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rwpzZ1eKz
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY3A89zrYf
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfHP3y2Goi
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDxiVy6LVB
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHZ8M5Y1Vy
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63TplEYW9M
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMTxTC0Ljt
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImwyAnSZnm
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nesD5Bq3S
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjhWuHxVy9
不過，當然是沒有了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWdE69GQ3s
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppTjCgjwhy
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPNjTxcnlN
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00x8tjMt8E
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvYEudUwwk
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOvwWCfztp
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1W8x0lDy1
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjKJ4scunv
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa0pCuyMaa
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFze5QukrAx
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6vQhehtMq
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp33bgehldZ
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Zj0A4gDW
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhoY2Dzj1f
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LyGY1U84U
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmOicyd4NW
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAnwoz58R5
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89oNbmwoQt
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedD8IgEE8t
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS73rnZ0Zxe
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl3yY4xhaT
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFijXB1FGfY
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJPZ43faT2
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6TOBc9NZQ
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