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我們分手的那一天……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVrURzxCI5
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcczUOw6D7
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zr2FU2vcn
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofBd0VCQh4
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvlkQF7jCq
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRQg9dLI26
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuG0HFjx7m
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7LGMJKsUb
顯示的卻是單剔號。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNzx2S4Qpk
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GtSui2hjT
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7wCQkfxBI
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCrb1at6sV
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENtvd3U7UM
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMyJwafTX3
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmucn6MmJAX
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ONo5VwhKB
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveed9F9ZSD
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIxhf5jylg
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTsCitz1zy
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTSXQ7GNME
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHe6T9yJ4N
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZyXpdU3mX
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXXNX0QFh0
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7Z651YHKe
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMKaOnS6yj
這是回憶嗎？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDuqQkoC3s
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVYnQgTy3M
又是回憶了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKv1mibXMY
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jUbbKyZNx
怎樣都是回憶。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmXsmyYJ4j
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbetjfDFQO
不要再是回憶了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbDVkbmWjM
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuDY5Ll941
不要、不要、不要！465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMePot3se3T
「我唔想離開你！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ksDp4OzLc
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「夠啦！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwp44xlFuk
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVmPeeXcMs
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcktm7QD9e
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MfAcLtySh
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTCIAtuN4O
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5OYDhRC9h
「咦？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmd7zZ9z2s
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZame2Pwd3j
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb75SJpqc5r
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX8z9VD1JK
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPki4LociD
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLInSn48Fd
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsukHJ2v7kr
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdGYM7jeuO
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk6pN1tUXY
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GFRBnB4H6
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiukycXKps
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaC4V6242w
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6fnBvHam2
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z6mxE2mLl
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpAO6R59qu
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pzyp6Zi0W
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhh2JKVmiX
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsvYrIZqUa
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VH3CkQ0JA
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFZVkD6NxL
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXxLRmCFdw
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECUHHnCm3w
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7Cq8kqPoR
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAEkayLHM0
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4qIIEMwTc
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PBxKmlKst
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERP0gquHO5
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfRt7GnQOp
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzzEKUCULW
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e4ynld8KF
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ729ZAWe9op
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9qz1UBipT
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I7WOiOQzt
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q50XVyZ1h
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3DjVkuTdv
不過，當然是沒有了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizWNzKOzdh
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvkWsaQYZG
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryE7GNGDGD
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX1JtNEHdX
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxGtkrfOuD
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fpqHmupJW
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBGrqt9B9n
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XUe0vVNtm
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWNxL08yiI
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAaJSj6tuj
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYlj76m8zK
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV6uTSq81k
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV0uTmlnjN
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AbP22gNvF
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H6olMU34v
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bhH0EiiiG
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcNtneBhlk
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnvb00HUtV
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ308idr3I6
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWOdhRBQfL
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZZYeZ7ntI
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKEaICxZal
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHkH3QpKTy
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQdU5pOJ2J
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