第九十二章：承諾與失望492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGzUt8SRQf
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVkNclc6DE
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOybND51oCj
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJFswRtVPt
對，那個人……就是Mandy。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUh5z2v5qs
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6OZMxTXZx
我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnNgWxAQtA
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4Du123FSY
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcouuHCLIZ
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyyeVmEJrq
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0v4F80hhp
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwtoAw4Vn2
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIWU2g1QOk
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IU9JCmEgU
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9acXC0mLfg
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5NqdmJp34
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxHzuzLloU
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmy7NwxAMR
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMP6qwfj4V
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPm75K9oah
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hSl0bHwfi
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT26A6ZiqAd
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q8WNFZKim
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa2SzH6ZRN
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmzeIe46Al
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadP7cNLw9o
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt29zBeqQAT
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S4K88EOXI
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiTYn9YHAv
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSXc6KcmD5
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFc0lxMtDj
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6RTOn39Ea
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzupxi9147T
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRS4f7bq4V
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6Qy8jdcHe
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6WiO7LTt6
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUATPiGoZoc
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp8eSQDn2Z
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6xkzBnriR
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmhD5ShiGX
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2eNh2dfbk
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXskiyEwqm
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXqWzmpN0P
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS8V1fx6eL
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6J0Ges34N
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmrBn7xOtt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArEBm35a4F
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLRVQgUX0s
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Acj3dRbQJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TixRAU78g
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAkSCecY5b
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAC1p18Ljd
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10HbglX7tr
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAED2hoV7Q
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eooGMia5T
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9eUDVJttj
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMNAG5MnQs
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGoSCFS8zY
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZKpPhQUBU
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGpUdS7u37
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhMU8As2kw
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakDuEsCg8y
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V9mgjbEMX
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Be8YRl1x
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWTUdYjVPs
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuS06uYKld
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8glfUQ07wW
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YvAns4D7D
「Online住唔應嘅？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsTQxKfcKp
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvOY7myA4R
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O62mcek8G
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw4UD8JCet
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuUNYTv1FV
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATohjEiXWi
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcEMQpqq87
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qnlw8OZWJ
「我準備做手術啦」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy2AqfY4pb
「做完再覆你ouo<3」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sI0ytW9R3
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCAKZjaU6j
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9KZun3ngk
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQXdVOahQR
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4WWuEIW5X
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5WLEHNHDI
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMDignpQh7
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgchR50qIk
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs2oC3SFMQ
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1c9JBX2Xm
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xvEyqoqRu
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl61HCDiqDi
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5al37H7l7A
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ7G3zmHiH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb1OmZoQUf
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxotiP5bAPZ
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wLuj4t0oC
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWnePiKEuu
「各就位……預備……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mpmmspXzB
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQaugmonII
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDfYtKzaAO
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz5SN8q048
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnkmTfpGnz
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDqGIEuKAQ
「呯—」 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQNi5V9irL
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxhH0sgHGm
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs73KpRv0gk
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JRmmHeU9b
最後更成為了最後一名。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug2v3nfKdP
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoBxDqScxj
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYQrdX3C2X
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DM8cyUy2t
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2OhQlwc2h
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1aNumt4X9
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CeoKC53pO
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrViNnCINse
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJSRV23U0h
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7fiwcWiDw
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnHrEWJN68
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCEVAcPbT5
是Mandy。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFsoX4broi
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCb8SFItRH
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCdo3USjQF
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3irgTNh0o
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmATWOKtNl
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmi1a38AUT
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2k2eqdxLc
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIb6L0oCXA
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Psyw4Ti8z
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSL6GLcXcI
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa5NRzMfUw
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jyVVpxL0Z
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe4oo9AQHo
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QfTVCLZGj
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvLqAoO5Bu
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVsuIEFBSa
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSiPUK465M
「啪—」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphNE6gLIN0
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBXfwyy7WR
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq0GZ6zAub
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhyslmSNrn
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZugdK3Qmpz
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2vyqSTl0D
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65Yx4mxXEy
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG3aMtliOQ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQCfQlibs5
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwFLJiJ8F7
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