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「你諗清楚啲？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8CKVqnJ7Z
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwfZ0qXaV8
這個畫面似曾相識的……404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLonA6Ici0
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGpnoxvV5Q
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxCp6Q8gjn
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I8svBrk3H
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsJulIOVtS
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTA5mWJwQM
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbAM2ZtJiN
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUgCRXIqZj
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dORUV6faB
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0jxsoGaGG
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHBXuxR8a9
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffhK2SAfOs
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO3FmCkcR1
「唔、知、啊！！！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6fjPfAeOZ
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzH2LoCJoW
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgAKhepRhD
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwIwtjyhUG
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHJ9nI9rX3
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqlcakXU35
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNw7dsTBTa
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc6O6DQaiw
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41mKpV6ZHw
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0NM1SJeQz
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YiB6WrHqR
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuZq5BWl2i
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yXZN3PU5B
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl2M32Edpl
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkN3luTNbd
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOMLbjghe4
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe1zKsFZnp
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokPQLBuHLw
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCX3VN1GnW
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY8JWZJP8Z
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAGxBMUBNu
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDv6iseZbH
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhakxeW8qr4
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgSx7y4RlW
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2klZgqOnZ
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1erCRJV00
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIXhXmtQjB
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmMUUv4oe0
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0lD6OrCYV
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm2UR2CCyf
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlll7QP43Lu
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRzoGHfjJa
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XTpBv40gv
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhGi9mCwsb
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hppUYsFCQ
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJFhSa9EHV
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT0thRbUyY
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdwqGEA9Qm
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH4WdCEOxS
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhzTO9w50K
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJjPmUJrFW
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTZR06HwNO
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh86xRWVmzs
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsplOkjb2cH
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gE1cldU4M
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZHWYGpLzp
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaswXSCzg8
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDql0wBuZi
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkVOPx9hnP
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vr029v5cM
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4e8et0YPf
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla4SIHaJD0
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6GIdWlhft
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAZRi0nee9
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTubbOv3tDO
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ839KyONONf
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1hacXM8mh
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWHQBEM87A
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEEqfgWXSh
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb3LY7XUZy
「快啲教我點做。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXwn5a08iy
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuytafUgWf7
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdJXA1GOya
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HHFEO1ncX
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZOx9grMfC
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcuEMCqjBS
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsUeV7VWaR
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY1U2eDOrk
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxsf7Q10PP
「欸！？」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzbrPkAtNs
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmT9gojAxR
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsNo14X7uN
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSufUIeZ5dv
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf2wYuX4XO
看來我還不夠成熟呢……404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tVaWGQin4
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFLGOAbclv
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciZhvKHOfR
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SHNvQE1T8
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfAgq5ArQ0
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz09bDU1Sy
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4bRHiK59u
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgiCX3l13p
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTloswGBvi
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQIqmrhUFk
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qnb5uXXWx
還有六人。404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE3ITfdJ1H
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「成長、成熟」404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4sd8ZlPyL
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uNqCjNcdG
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