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「你諗清楚啲？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6weNnRIYsQ
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes1nhAnkqU
這個畫面似曾相識的……391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVReY1D5LVm
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPt50vLjON
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRrSjI6ztf
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7xL9gEVCI
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOPJ5LhgyR
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkt748U1wI
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClu6zlaJ7N
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkffW2w5pbU
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQA0PXj8UN
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8DWl8gxSd
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBdslsd7BB
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbKtPMLzWt
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE33FegQ7w
「唔、知、啊！！！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbJK6RVkEW
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUD0I5klO2
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pjL4OCm5P
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojBeFEKtcJ
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MveMIu1Es
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoceV3jkowQ
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvHSMuCOAx
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6izf9L4Jg
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzHMiVZY1M
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdjV3SjFwA
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBASPD3LhL3
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC7We8POZs
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1gVct2nrG
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUYO9F8hku
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY7YPllW0p
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mfrmXaqHB
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHXEk1W5Ep
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutf9w2ydGK
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QOFYwfMQB
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNIeAC3C8a
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX27ES2M8Y8
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhmwIr3i0f
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPInmOlV4B
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD11BuY890a
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzJZLbNspR
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzlBHYcWK2
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcnU7C0Zgk
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrznZRXfgLb
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTF5vy0Uqi
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYdTpczgUb
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GWF3AOXf2
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRobuS737F
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S2fFPdJoU
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VhXQJy0tx
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXIlY671an
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHtHijAhXm
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLig1gM8kU5
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIfhtV7HYj
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RUUiFC9Rc
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNbBLrj2kP
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnXFqddgpb
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmsvV9p8aY
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpHJWyPRQA
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTiMviFrsb
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMggQtMfDeJ
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmoSWv0TNf
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik2vmHNtjw
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSY6zCLxLB
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPySgoLcb4E
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391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHERbK7ewT
我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawbJOEpnDo
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW1bMAQZsh
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uktxG4MTv
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FO86Lmtk7
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuErBLwWoI
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lc4TUlbpk
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINNGXTI5gx
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMbb5LgVpP
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWwYtl0X60
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7milYdUU9v
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDvPLvRj9N
「快啲教我點做。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUCj8xb5MZ
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8rYajI7V6
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAOJgWuMhM
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfMoFTSA31
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkm5EhPYkF
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3lY1Syp9P
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnZ6FuLz8H
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKifY5MJsuQ
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEnXCNfg81
「欸！？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBtT8wan18
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkaISwxLUI
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgVkaMGWUj
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYndPyBxJ6l
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbSByao5FT
看來我還不夠成熟呢……391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGf2zuJPYG
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPhD0DtBdN
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlrsuLX872
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwOViLyKCP
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDDU9LZtgI
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiarxohZx13
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEW8EzcsGY
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWEnU6jFxF
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFAw4T7sqt
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFSR6AnX6d
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH4V0sB3Cc
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL4eejYjJs
還有六人。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzeN5sdTnX
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「成長、成熟」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkTSBZW9xi
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作者的話：391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNGI8HXEIm
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0A7xGEOiE
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