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「你諗清楚啲？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7pGK6BSQR
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmHJVckcyf
這個畫面似曾相識的……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXphCnRymkW
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgZ1qNskTn
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzzfYuhZsI
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDka1yUWUS
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4JEyNOtx5
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzQ5jF7PWi
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntoNUSK6kL
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDu3O4fN8d
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ7GVFFxvR
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLyq39y6QU
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIW0fNnt9t
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ39ckRvNcJ
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm8reKTdeH
「唔、知、啊！！！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHDV8AnV7O
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Uigx1fkF
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6fDHazKpp
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFKvAY3Fot
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL9Fmacbwl
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNvZfGnKTA
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDub8opYlAU
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE7gcxddb1
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd4BwNOdjn
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKE78qGHyx
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRMMjojh3F
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSoJWXBoJL
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMDtY0Re0K
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjj1KE0rsN
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY184yGrD3l
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dkuOQ0SFM
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbjriFcJ6x
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5nNnmPWNu
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ai7U2Plv2
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XCuScGNSq
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG4nYhSJzK
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN99GuCtCmG
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PQpozpImZ
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS8dPZmiKM
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVBfakdIsL
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSzYZNG9eT
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZLpPHDqEq
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTSoP5wsVs
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zaRcBFWs2
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JmubSFoi7
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4C9dWVoEF
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLJidO91yJ
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUZYuAanBa
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzqRGzmnz0
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvICPQE1Ur
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmiebKbU2e
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphjAZ82Jxc
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiGmgAbJXr
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq0tsonz1G
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIuFqNXgTL
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbiyFzak0U
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHT2jIpWgK
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP7ePsAjA2
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvsfdA4eCF
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHZYrlj7PL
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3s4zZpzNs
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xHHbzenpD
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSieE9T7E6
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3e7EwFqOF
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivArnSRmKZ
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjTmxLUkQO
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbIOO6tEuX
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguz0hMEfJv
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrkYxCIAVd
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcASZPITCP
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T5LYivl0K
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Dgda1sYvG
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ldjtuRvGW
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndwXNhiZ8Q
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtQ8CcLCor
「快啲教我點做。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv70tKTktK
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd2WcAM82R
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdyfEC3zOX
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9yyhycThR
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21ADxKFOSm
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZf5rHsboR
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhZxg7mHQi
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vt4EmcduO
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3b266ae0q
「欸！？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRkgXcAyY1
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROiZwvqqAH
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL7FFe98sh
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhNLFxuLq2
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS1FfjIiGN
看來我還不夠成熟呢……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSP4aBask8
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu83X482JG6
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSF4TWWpE
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBpp69UlTO
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuQHG9G0d2
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzdj8gsLVs
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRLBzeoBgI
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLfZNZmGJ5
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RQuZs108O
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuFVJ9amBn
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ss4rrcwJW
還有六人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlpFLKyHgA
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「成長、成熟」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc36vspRjQk
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作者的話：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DfAJlq7Im
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20mxKLIiAO
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