過去篇(四)434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmkaU4wbh3
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiHjkWaHU1
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7VcFg2XZk
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw65BHoDlcb
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSxCMPkpRX
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kvKuuQdNr
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvx1t0EUnc
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k8AR8wm5A
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJOz1Xjz9X
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PfgQkSuNX
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbI05ekHZZ
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJB3Ia2JjU
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwhScIz1BS
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ki2MFUy80
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4WM8Jcx1u
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAvRq7402V
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cP8Z7qiB7
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG5gJ676kX
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOS4DeNOQi
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8USfKICJ7d
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9N6Di7MbZ
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSi6vSwfhY
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34woynpHee
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gvJi08DCs
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkkziSnzeO
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQwlDUWjQx
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32nhEO8Y9E
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHPLj7l62f
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSSLn0g4yQ
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiMQP5dUKC
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzCTjlj9S0
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTeAkNZsox
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHIay7aQVh
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw3ojDaP8G
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW8lkbnRt5
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs0QtrhASN
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z8pFtBzTw
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHwPh0Eg6P
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyZY1PPZpM
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhPyMcnsHu
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYgsvWjo4Z
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReB1xeeIiK
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrNmMVpZqB
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgDWCGLfUX
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG4DYDxZla
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe1yvlYmq1
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP06yi4Km94
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdpglWYGqw
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXFaeNT4ee
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowf6X6UnPV
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PtGgAn8VW
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYEb4HCj2G
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEglnSR233g
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2xHRmq1b4
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebRW3xQPEN
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXisYmWjAN
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxupl8xQoS
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434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRllcXFO3Gy
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVzTWbolGG
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXlbBlkOUR
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmOrwX21nP
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwixwAul1gN
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9cPBLCpBi
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31RygVtdPw
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj37BHdSe7
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdjQ86JxyB
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNsaQodDYX
隨即二人也站在了原地。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAHJEY0bk2
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKgUSSCOkt
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbp5NTOJ0V
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVIDs9sAK
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDX1gusTjl
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2bvexGIhy
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7l5rHMV06
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoJD7yRZOZ
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz4wFcGeBW
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHb5YxhrHy
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vKizM4gFE
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprWzdFMCfE
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1UmsUxI4r
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡautLf4orqw
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo0bb8sfns
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxs2JWyYbU
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5QA5LUwPL
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe7JkSpJaq
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsDQgtaBWZ
可是，她接著聽到答案是……434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8U4bYIBBa
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFrNGLWxu4
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiWzCLtYiu
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhMTjUM7n
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmywxTgRtZ
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EoogHwFT2
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrJPkiYNhY
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UxYDdwB2B
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK0LV1YxzD
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiPNqLF2q2
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFZZsq9wgP
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWy6eXpPyj
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hkyfKsFg1
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVtzXDmSAr
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG60m5vi6LN
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvLi7RdpNj
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjvfQ4FfeG
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH5AfJOFMK
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3tHK2fZdA
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB0epQnko3
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIhwSuxd0N
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LCkB63BEx
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434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiJQIfPS2y
「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3xHtMoEeg
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88TP5oXd3r
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfjWX4KpSz
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGqwtN3lwS
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqSfsOVWOo
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyISOOLHA9N
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jw2aVSmg8
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOExDsp00f
「嚓—」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFwevyJrc6
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyKBqn1jrh
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRtZwBxMsi
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPsnMzdhTr
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxUoUbJtnt
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45O61NEvSx
作者在此鄭重聲明：434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyJPagmrjw
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p1vByLFMo
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Vsgy5KU1
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3rrd8nuvM
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDTwvhAhz3
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeKt1uJdoF
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiaVr5Q0C2
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhS8COcw2u
作者閒聊：434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRB4ZNiPkP
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSxZFGzwS5
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t5iNYIPBu
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