第九十三章：執著543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULb8Zbp27i
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSMAFwMT10
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WlB6raJwj
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSue4xPkLh9
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69IaMOVQsd
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE0eL1YJtI
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt6ZEi2xHm
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHWkChVmYf
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDgr6O4rVO
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfxqP5W0Cm
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm7pR6xEQo
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrloBPsPwOg
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWybIo3RrK
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MV0VkTMhI
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIuTetnE6C
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUNHrPWQkV
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRE0yGaaot
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6iYi5GZzk
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNLJkVO4xe
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEuvTpTxdB
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdK8d5K4Il
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT73kk2WcK
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99hGkdOmZN
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNH8pgxMdC
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8gaa4Ef2U
「我……記得。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WktzmpRvW
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3jqtBICq6
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ja9I75DtZ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaDUmIQa2x
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynvQapNaSt
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ11NNwhg3
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1w6pcwM6k
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcvMDC3QMF
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNcq1pYOHs
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEImHBSS2L
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxedG0PWPmG
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3miT2mzsBM
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWwliD1R7N
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s9i7N3GVr
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppATkvxkcz
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P69NtplH8
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwAUWLwpVt
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0BEtl0RFP
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVlBz83P8b
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bNShd0pV3
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSTyRIDhZW
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUCleRC6tx
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRTv9CmKHi
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePBw2C9tha
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGvY1fp0Rb
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsieW2ZxLf
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl2xx0zFej
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsXrJrc68u
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH7JXdLsTn
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczP1GPDLVO
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjJoY2VLLR
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg3vajUrwZ
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GT5aWdraN
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOlZcuMiJd
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2PnAMOCCJ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJHZvyVFm9
接下來，來到了更衣室後。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJn2hY015x
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1uQTmqK1S
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYft82L0gPQ
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwdEnUijUl
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X0Hw2XDeT
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdek5AepQ4J
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG5IzHCdqo
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIlfO2OOMF
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezh6xoCWq6
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgIEw0QhlQ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMaoIpvYH2
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQchAsoQHY5
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknO4PxrFL
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkEfpcPzSn
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJwBDcV1xm
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKO8Laea3e
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjYyhStY0V
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXy5vbZWyG
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRDUTetobF
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNPgqqEzXF
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ93sps7OU
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLIoSJw1zt
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFT4FAbIg5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DrqttVEZZ
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR5xcPhwpt
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3yyTXUDG4
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ffu5FCqWb
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3XC0ylXVy
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlBrnbK5C8
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OciR8LCzd
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBfiRylWLQ
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo5HCc7Tz7
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpj8m1xW81
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUgxu49UlV
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaqvhaBnnN
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIGz12XZyI
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuruR5MvoO
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKUUAnd4pd
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdm7jDdMsd
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoPNahyFho
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSRWrfVxKQ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwJBdR8c1t
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuKqDO3agn
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2aX4ePK9Y
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOSN8MNMNh
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHx9OpBf6P
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjoFLSSygX
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVbgAXAl5C
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Mbmg4llL
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7s1Jqhqbf
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoqXGMlHzW
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgsdYOfNMu
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXSQdxx8Rp
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZGQYfUM6r
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5spKR2jEw
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPDIUi4LeO
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaUHOPGivt
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