過去篇(四)586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4GE5OtICZ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULfCGPQcyT
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D6toXpvjP
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj7amrokcV
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP5nc1sDku
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvWg375Vlz
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRxnS9qDeK
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsInRcFYZJ
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngxe8Gplr9
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Du4kcAnb
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TmgXlV4Ls
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpR13fcaA5
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQG6aPzGGg
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoJTuGsDYn
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Aog1RHCg
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg4z5Mx4Zv
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAuwBAOqKh
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuF86ipsED
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n56tRt3uM
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1NSE9yOV8
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBIymzcWVn
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIFdksp1dv
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqugnK21J1
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTCtfPE1ts
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMnsIZMyaP
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf0peehLs7
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRZD4wSi1t
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAXQeZuZhS
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJSsZwTNU9
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkWjkTuGTp
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYeSHSzjJa
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbryXFCKCWz
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa7RxTW4RH
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrahn5piXWg
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgkCpCuorY
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbSpAOdF4k
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AihYACjWf
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYpGagaAqi
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtZfEVRxLO
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ7DeS5fkU
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs88O0kCpk0
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73GFUBZnWL
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kAy8RKDIg
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBxFyrtthE
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX30YruSFzD
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI0zzgxHMC
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fJxpWTwXF
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4hZGBFNsV
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTjiMV1J7Z
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjpJvokszZ
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAp9OkqUnU
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiH2LFB0FI
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCMNMCFIQE
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCXpSjJicf
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaArJD2NHQI
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM6ahqZLHU
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h16M4N0Po
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586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL6OR9RFcu
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG6o2B3odZ
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5HiVKHKWG
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n6uk2qUwv
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63vPIJzJx2
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcZWioTYez
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvR51fOtdV
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLoP1dAqBk
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4goR3kSQR
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb1EFbswpZ
隨即二人也站在了原地。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoQ45viuNp
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy0bvTPO0E
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxf3fEtS1M
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2iDi0G6q9
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUKQbYpgJT
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZhzfSgD9F
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pfNLagF25
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3IxX7top3
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ti25aKUTK
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdGZd19TKe
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXcWGCISxS
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VQiQAVHRa
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfyXS0gir7
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFkHEnM2QT
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTEPGKygKL
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi7oNPrS4e
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcjel3bV4V
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDy12Ofq0j
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxcJCilDVW
可是，她接著聽到答案是……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXj5aEnKkF
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lRApb4FiB
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnynJltmfNh
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8FQbhXj5V
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWrEqogS27
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmntkZrIwn
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7jfagrDvM
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVLBGIx7H0
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw2PjjbCJA
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHABOR9aTt5
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQP7SocPFg
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdIER8sQPx
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac9AdbFtZl
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QFZ5OfxSb
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkKQ23SJ9I
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo581Bsxyi
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUD4FLtxjj
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q3pMtZrmX
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE60dW7bnvC
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7vIEq1bri
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoxsXpndxk
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp00PixknHf
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586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO9VLRzIFX
「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiRKF3kh8P
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRulYvmxxOa
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz0sR2F21d
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp8qtBXI9d
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA8w86MfCo
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm07aCVRlb
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcCKIoNDIj
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFNkxN9FF9
「嚓—」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYbgMUtv0R
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddGAiJFjgR
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOtrAq7uj2
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12F3RYREQr
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLABqis7aS
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AkpkZEhHl
作者在此鄭重聲明：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx19a2yJvl
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeknv1TBz9
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff7cIuKJPK
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoofp8UhAVW
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z0yI00J1z
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIPM76ExCU
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpHUxqGaUO
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WHCjGlaXN
作者閒聊：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf5x5h50d8
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmYH1swLTX
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGCZMyNTkl
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