第一二九章：畢業營(八)556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq0hui8veq
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO6I98M171
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyDkkg039u
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaiMkXmu79
這種感覺，真的很古怪。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY2BGR1DgN
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPm8gRSSHf
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK5ALN3Sph
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aUfGBMXlc
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVwvXmDHSL
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFuWm0GTrB
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jjldzRIjb
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfcOfWLeKN
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaTFzIn2Ud
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJJ8bZbOkf
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiYo9SSuIW
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYeGQSB8k9
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCZpZGJCC1
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5VJLU1VoP
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt9PG8aCou
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ygfm3ETM6
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvNs461lTO
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ386SpwtM7i
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0FSKMgQ2T
果不其然她也出現了。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0XD43lWio
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNIhHaRcDt
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlKYsPS9b9
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZbjl4C9GG
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDprDNHKlg
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmKXp1jAEw
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hc5vmc4jo
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM262RaiGZ
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXRtOUKLOO
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeyxLoT9mR
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QYzEUK16o
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhW0Qw8KYe
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeilbZxJ37
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu5cUhTfuL
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gegCMXn1n
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKHmbfQUfY
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsszUVTNqc
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「我……」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24n2D7fGyt
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokpanxY0wx
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJSP5FjSHB
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtF5FeVSjV
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrtoRpSTBx
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Y2uJSGY0
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzKyo5ZDUd
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrOuMGEsU6
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRXE9m1jED
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkNfhHiBTC
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dFlOVHnL0
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFedbN9Wha
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiywYWoJ6d
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNne40XP912
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFOY1KntES
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAMwcziXW7
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OqFxQAtLY
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdlE5aFUjY
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnnLvJSpSE
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPNQKfxVEO
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT9reyKM42
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBE5FK4foJ
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFniyMHFaa
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEleaMmQ6q
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0RFILkYh8
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「呱—呱—」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU8yb3Uoov
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjv38Yrtkz
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9OoutomND
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pDW5Zy5RR
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQEgynlWvb
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLDCaXgkeC
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hGuTJi2cC
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyLopEQVf0
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ei00tXT2E
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw6h0PQqDK
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi45aGQyA0
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowFcTz36WM
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuIOJ5zs2n
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx8A7weP1L
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipROJLCunB
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3113eMEVL
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNKsDd0bo
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PyCdtCmvO
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG8meDoL6X
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNuqBftbZr
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyLpZ05i6M
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPsnif4yVr
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlbXe0hio
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbJ543R1D7
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA4UpJGVkQ
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNCYe2kV7T
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZL0MJUNUQ
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWCZxUg8QG
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sFoMkAYum
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmAPUYUexY
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNBU7ulRn3
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkodTEFl5M
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9XfI5zpJ8
然後就張開眼，並說：556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPmogAeOqv
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3xcwx9Q9l
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmlZ01SzEi
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