第一二九章：畢業營(八)506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ndnteDkYn
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMHoGJj3wG
眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebSCP5XP8U
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqHfYsmtuT
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmYbsh5XlY
這種感覺，真的很古怪。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6tQ5gRMHt
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0veOTbQ8yz
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oqHPuRZCa
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEsnVFiHO3
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovxqVid3xK
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5Mpm4fbAB
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vmMTeDkgN
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrXYpEQQez
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd7V1EpOuy
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRGOIRU7Gx
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlOgytLVVd
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVfZlmjgWY
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKhrdGuVpr
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfL5fwrqHu
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b4R8KWRmH
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGw1EqSdjR
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQKh8dDcxu
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy8oz78aTW
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9EDnibJIw
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrazq2m845z
果不其然她也出現了。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3m69Wmrb3
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKZmUNCrDw
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0n3knXxgF
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuJarngFCP
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGX4hVYrrk
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXT9tlodfX
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wf6zrYLVg
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nXoykGvbZ
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcam1TSfg7H
時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3qN4GLbTt
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I6P52LO6L
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS5sry4SjX
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDbk5hoFds
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHVcd3D0OA
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttvIawDF7f
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyt68HdQZF
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg66Y3rC2H
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyPuEOWTcN
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyRkz1x91B
「我……」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJsvxUUEKQ
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx7t5tS7mN
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMoHDQ3dRw
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtMsesu95G
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJGsK2UMz9
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEOkxiLVqZ
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw8zkqhxLq
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5viXtwMcOu
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmcxHfIiQU
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYXwAUPIY0
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIqpup8wLv
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjNsC6rav1
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcTCyJ82t4
就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9U41DHI6u
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMz3QW1QTu
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzisrM0QcU
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPs4l4I2t8
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw6SYlPMGe
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkYBZq4nRZ
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlpKYg4qfP
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHxs69Gl8j
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbELk2sK0d
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNDyNfSyku
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KiJrVPofq
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpx5hgSmv5
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7dwc7E3Ik
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu6YWCDIsB
「呱—呱—」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALW4KuS6tB
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCGfBUpLTf
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMwqpT0qyX
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjzHDUugEW
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9FdWMiP0i
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiDgonE6gX
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI6Vk4Odyi
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDTGwkSHsC
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJR8q0j1Pn
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcCGIKbdNo
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR0mToCNE9
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uXGGPXtWE
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoySirnBlA
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PgsFNuynW
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1xbFfD9dr
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGFt6jpYQM
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIOnec1qX5
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGIyNgT5r2
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT4fEHqwtt
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqiSTmi6wh
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmeZflP8qR
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmD4qFfw5o
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW51kspU8V7
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGIMWebJz2
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HmdUznUc4
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVLHqPoyF7
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGDxyV4vHz
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfBnGy3Hhj
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUTbeZ1k99
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZrPObKkCs
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc22LNgmBin
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo19LaCvmj
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VaoGaXb2e
而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hvMEAl5gp
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P9UzVsgFV
然後就張開眼，並說：506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnn1ze5AkL
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqphqBACOT
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDcCGsxN0F
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm7cE7oFeQ
506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLHXnq8A10
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