第八十四章:心聲684Please respect copyright.PENANANsRTaMTATY
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轉眼間,班裡聯歡會的食物及飲料就已經被我們掃清光。684Please respect copyright.PENANAfqjICvqNUa
所以班裡部份的人都轉而前往其他的課室尋找美食及順道與其他班打個交道。684Please respect copyright.PENANAjrpT7Hbpqy
如是者,我們課室裡只餘下少數人留守,包括我與依玲。684Please respect copyright.PENANAeq2XRFVZ98
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而我從剛剛就已經留意得到依玲一直是保持著一個悶悶不樂的樣子。684Please respect copyright.PENANAPBZkEsQQys
因此,我都走到了她的身旁,並拍一拍她的肩膊問道:684Please respect copyright.PENANAnOTMoiJE6X
「喂,依玲!做咩成個樣悶悶不樂咁啊?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAuzk5VHemj6
而她都隨即轉過身來,並發現了說話的人是我後,就嘆了一口氣。684Please respect copyright.PENANAACBxBNMpuL
她此刻這個鬱鬱不樂的樣子,根據我與她相識了一年的經驗。684Please respect copyright.PENANATltCcPD7Yu
絕對是向我示意著她此刻有心事很想跟人說,卻又不知道如何開口才好。684Please respect copyright.PENANAZJOBF6ah7O
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「睇你個樣就你有心事啦!」我都不打算轉彎抹角,直接說出她的狀態。684Please respect copyright.PENANAg1mltN133i
而她聽到了我這樣說後,隨即就點一點頭,然後開始沉思起來。684Please respect copyright.PENANACsw0N21gQF
看到她如此的反應,使我都不禁開始猜疑起來,到底她是想著些甚麼,想得如此郁郁不樂呢。684Please respect copyright.PENANAABuA9kvWsT
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可是在片刻後,依玲也從沉思中,開口說第一句話。684Please respect copyright.PENANAc6Z3mqBEpC
「啊,我好似漏咗手機喺禮堂,阿侑你可唔可以陪我落去拎啊?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAi7OWzaXuFt
「手機?漏咗禮堂?」我感到有點好奇地回應著。684Please respect copyright.PENANAYQTK43APQa
因為明明在十多分鐘前,我才看見過她把手機拿出並進行拍照。684Please respect copyright.PENANAlpSLlzVY5i
但她現在又說手機遺漏了在學校的禮堂……684Please respect copyright.PENANAWAE8GdrjAS
難道剛剛是我看錯了,還是那一部不是她的手機來的?684Please respect copyright.PENANA2yHfJy0FJw
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「你陪唔陪我去拎啊……」她突然也用著一個楚楚可憐的眼神望向我。684Please respect copyright.PENANAqSui5JhmfC
反正我現在都很閒,所以都沒有理由拒絕她的請求。684Please respect copyright.PENANAOmyVxdzVr7
於是便隨即回答她:「好啦,我哋依家落去拎啦。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA2NUyD3zH2r
而她一聽到我的答覆後,就馬上彷如一個小女孩似的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAsnILmItHpI
一邊臉帶笑容,一邊哼起歌來與我一同走了出了課室。684Please respect copyright.PENANABXGfG298HC
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然而,起初我都以為接下來只是與她下去禮堂找一找回手機而且。684Please respect copyright.PENANAJyRWsIqUwn
但誰都不知道,事情卻沒有我想像中這麼簡單……684Please respect copyright.PENANAEancZ837qB
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我與依玲也很快就來到了學校一樓禮堂,並途經禮堂的側門走進了後台。684Please respect copyright.PENANAnTyBkNuStw
「你記唔記得自己部手機擺咗去邊啊?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAUYZGWX26AV
我馬就打開了後台的所有燈光。684Please respect copyright.PENANANmOxwxMuqC
但依玲卻看似沒有很著急的打算尋找手機,而是休閒地在我身旁步行著,並說:「唔知呢,可能擺咗喺啱先啲道具入面都唔定。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAhKAMCNWVwI
「吓,道具?會唔會比其他成員執嘢個陣執走咗,要唔要上去話劇學會室到睇下?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAs1UFvta2M4
我當然是一心想協助她尋回手機了的。684Please respect copyright.PENANANJhRkHW9OJ
因為這本來就是我陪伴她下來禮堂的目的。684Please respect copyright.PENANA8r34PxDsYz
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然而,依玲卻還是優遊自在地走到了一個櫃子前,並隨便地翻找了一下。684Please respect copyright.PENANADySMWsAWpK
隨後就轉過身來向我說道:「我諗……又好似唔喺啲道具到喎。到底我放咗去邊呢?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAW2ZbVWHbGV
她此刻優柔寡斷的語氣及神情馬上就令我感到懷疑起來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAbc4cdZNVTZ
接著也大腦靈機一動,意識得到她把我叫下來禮堂,並不是單純想尋回手機,而是另有原因。684Please respect copyright.PENANA2eMjknsZ1n
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於是我隨即就拿出了自己的手機,並開始撥打電話給依玲。684Please respect copyright.PENANADyZrYnnxYE
「咁不如等我試下打比你,睇下你部手機喺邊啦!」684Please respect copyright.PENANAVToq698WjS
而依玲看我這個舉動後,馬上表現得慌張起來並說:「其實……唔洗打比架……我部手機……」684Please respect copyright.PENANAzPpWH8ADz7
「叮—叮鈴—叮—」684Please respect copyright.PENANAT08UWpBHUN
在她把話說一到半的時候,手機鈴聲便從她的校裙袋裡傳出來。684Please respect copyright.PENANA9iAElgyeDJ
我果然沒有猜錯,她的手機並沒有遺失,而是一直都隨身帶著。684Please respect copyright.PENANAKs0cGL6bkW
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隨著依玲手機的鈴聲繼續響著,她也抿起嘴來並低下頭,並沒有再說任何一句話。684Please respect copyright.PENANATlzhc4SoKK
我接著便按下手機上的終止通話鍵,然後說:「其實你喺因為有嘢想我講,所以先會搵藉口叫我落嚟禮堂,喺咪?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAgO2YsydaH8
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但她沒有回答我,只是默默地點起頭後。684Please respect copyright.PENANA9S6uEX1gtA
於是我都都地走到了她的面前,盯著她。684Please respect copyright.PENANA21CKyNRXde
而她都慢慢地抬起頭來看著我,但仍然是繼續抿起嘴來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAOEgElwt0HO
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「鍾依玲,你講!你喺咪因為我喺Martin件事到又隱瞞咗你,所以你嬲咗我?」與她對上眼的一剎那,我就向她提問起來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAaEKTAQC6Xz
始終在Martin事件中,依玲真的是三個女生之中,唯一一個被我隱瞞著計劃的人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAuU7qtjoqYw
雖然向她隱瞞起來,是為了營造逼真感,但我都有一度打算與她坦白計劃的詳情,並希望她可以參與其中。684Please respect copyright.PENANAtS0HSnKOhk
但是,當我再仔細點想一想,其實此事件根本就與她無關,她都只是因為Martin打算向我報復而被牽涉在其中的受害者之一。684Please respect copyright.PENANAyMRmIFqoBa
畢竟,依玲與Venus及Mandy不同。684Please respect copyright.PENANAA4veO1zZfs
Venus與我有著非一般的友誼關係,而Mandy則是我的前度女朋友。684Please respect copyright.PENANAjks70NJPUC
然而,依玲卻只是我的「好朋友」而且,她根本就沒有與我發生任何較親密的互動,除了牽手外。684Please respect copyright.PENANAmi2UlRwqgt
我都沒有必要再把她拖下水,要她與我一起演戲來引誘Martin露出馬腳。684Please respect copyright.PENANAwbL3DngxMB
我只想依玲,能夠做回平時的那個她就可以了。684Please respect copyright.PENANApP9KPQaEmD
所以與其是問道她是不是因為我的隱瞞而感到生氣。684Please respect copyright.PENANAdt7aMShUGK
其實我更想說的,是一聲「對不起」。684Please respect copyright.PENANAp5ab71OmKR
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因此,我接下來都沒有打算等待她回答我的問題,而是繼續說:684Please respect copyright.PENANAmIG6aEsD86
「其實,我都要同你講翻聲對……」684Please respect copyright.PENANAh0v3YejkbM
「伏—」684Please respect copyright.PENANABF7nsgnkWZ
然而就在我打算開口道歉的一刻,依玲卻突然整個人伏在我懷裡。684Please respect copyright.PENANAuTvMptQV4m
並雙手緊緊地捉住了我的衣領說道:「我無嬲你……只喺覺得個心好怪好怪咁。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAth2IFSBVqa
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「好怪?」我馬上就問道了,但沒有打算立即與她保持起距離。684Please respect copyright.PENANAoXlrXdWFGX
而她都只是伏在我懷裡繼續說:「我知你喺為咗引Martin入局,先刻意同班入面其他人一齊做個show出嚟,甚至會同Mandy扮喺一齊翻……」684Please respect copyright.PENANADmmaMmk067
突然她的聲音變得硬咽起來,如同準備要哭起來一樣……684Please respect copyright.PENANAbUSN0eEo6A
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於是我都倒抽了一口氣,並雙手捉住了她的肩膊,把她慢慢地移離我的懷裡。684Please respect copyright.PENANAN3ydlYzpbg
在移離的一瞬間,我已經看到了她那對熱淚盈眶的雙眼。684Please respect copyright.PENANAlBfNGSHj4Z
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「鍾依玲,對唔住。我又再一次呃咗你,有嘢瞞住你。」我隨即就說道。684Please respect copyright.PENANANunmuTWEPD
因為我可是又一次破壞了,我們曾經所訂下的「好朋友」規則。684Please respect copyright.PENANAEM3PZ7qcj1
就是雙方都不可以有任何秘密隱瞞對方。684Please respect copyright.PENANAWTRjvRloeR
我想,她應該會對我很失望了……684Please respect copyright.PENANAkO1HtEq4W5
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「你呃我,你隱瞞我,我都無所謂……因為我知你喺因為Martin先迫不得已咁樣做……所以其實我都有責任!」684Please respect copyright.PENANAex8iE3s7Mk
依玲雖然雙眼泛起淚光,卻沒有哭出來。684Please respect copyright.PENANA2KJ0TPn8QX
「成件事都唔關你事!你點會有責任啊?」我馬上也回應了她。684Please respect copyright.PENANA85tQRAcJcO
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但是她接下來的樣子,卻忽然變得有點尷尬,並開始吞吞吐吐地說著:684Please respect copyright.PENANASn1KKQCKfJ
「其實……唔喺我一開始……走去問Martin有關於你同Mandy啲嘢……Martin都唔會開始纏住我……嘿嘿。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAAEUPOtHfOs
我都早就想到了那一次她所說去找Martin談論有關學術問題,其實就是希望能夠透過以前與我同班的初中同學那裡打聽一些有關我與Mandy的事情……684Please respect copyright.PENANAPfsvLdRpnG
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「所以……其實個次我都有嘢……隱瞞咗你,咁我哋都算打和啦,嘻嘻。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA0mHx8nHva4
她在說著的同時,更輕笑起來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAnj7OmNKHk5
於是我隨即就向她的額頭彈了一下。684Please respect copyright.PENANAxP945VWPS0
「啊!你做咩彈人額頭喎……」684Please respect copyright.PENANA4n15O5p1IT
她馬上就用手按著額頭,然後就向我露出一副楚楚可憐的表情。684Please respect copyright.PENANAtZPSqmHrSg
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看到她這樣的表情,我都不禁微笑起來並說:「呢下彈你喺因為你之前隱瞞咗我搵Martin嘅原因……」684Please respect copyright.PENANABnOPAf74q8
但我把話說到一半時停頓了,然後就把手放到她的頭上,並輕輕地拍了兩下。684Please respect copyright.PENANA3GgyvJNA4E
「呢下就喺同你道歉翻,無啦啦拖埋你落水,仲比人當你喺我一腳踏三船嘅對象之一。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAcpYHryuVOW
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可是這時候,依玲卻突然很少聲地說:「咁我可唔可以真喺做你第三船啊……」684Please respect copyright.PENANAWgNtgts3yl
但她真說得非常少聲,即使在她面前,我都不是聽得很清楚。684Please respect copyright.PENANAR35taQ2smG
只是聽到幾隻字,甚麼「我」、「你」、「船」而且。684Please respect copyright.PENANAOctTXGSAHb
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然而,就在我百思不解她說著甚麼的同時,原來我都沒有留意得到。684Please respect copyright.PENANAIIoMQ8rNEv
她此刻的臉,都已經面紅耳赤起來了……684Please respect copyright.PENANAWo7HicXRE3
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「我向你隱瞞心聲,是因為不想被看穿我的心」684Please respect copyright.PENANA4x7AyAFQxX
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作者閒聊:阿侑與依玲所提及的「依玲尋找Martin談論學術問題」一事,可以回顧至第六十章。684Please respect copyright.PENANA1yo2LBWeza