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「你諗清楚啲?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAFzT7TN6Kfq
「唔知啊!!!唔識啊!!!唔做啊!!!」463Please respect copyright.PENANA0tSS0r4axL
這個畫面似曾相識的……463Please respect copyright.PENANAf2DH6Tcy7M
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。463Please respect copyright.PENANACxWX2XsDWy
不過這次坐在我一旁的,並不是依玲,而是班中另一名女生。463Please respect copyright.PENANA2RRMbIFwLH
龔欣琪小朋友,你再咁樣扭計唔做,何老師就唔教你架啦!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Hc6zQPHs
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的,是由初中同班到現在的Laura。463Please respect copyright.PENANAu7mZmiAUA4
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的,是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。463Please respect copyright.PENANAoqGTPpRNe2
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Laura與Rita二人,從上月開始便會在午休的時候,來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。463Please respect copyright.PENANA57jSliNHZW
剛好她們在今天操練的科目,正好是我都有修讀的地理科。463Please respect copyright.PENANA6XLNgoxpOB
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時,順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。463Please respect copyright.PENANAelpNbZ4T12
然而,接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。463Please respect copyright.PENANAjK0Ms2ey15
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類,而開始在鬧脾發。463Please respect copyright.PENANAeoqPiw9c9W
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。463Please respect copyright.PENANAa8F3i3wi53
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩?」463Please respect copyright.PENANACIEGXaUG8F
「唔、知、啊!!!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAjAaxhbLCjN
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。463Please respect copyright.PENANAzx1RaKfvik
看來是大腦當機了,需要冷卻一下。463Please respect copyright.PENANAStrBGNAIcT
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣,稍為把她面前的試卷移開。463Please respect copyright.PENANAmZRrUIsQH2
「休息下先啦咁!衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAafteKMY3tq
隨即在話後,我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。463Please respect copyright.PENANAzJGEuWi3c8
與此同時,坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。463Please respect copyright.PENANAmFQHMyB1dH
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她:「做咩望住我?我臉上有嘢?」463Please respect copyright.PENANA5uZushDmNK
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAuxwLzWHW5a
Rita說著的同時,也微笑起來。463Please respect copyright.PENANAFvPodCiJ6r
從笑容可見,相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。463Please respect copyright.PENANALZRZPqEv1q
因此我接著都追問:「唔同咗啲咩?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAPl240vcsoJ
「你成熟咗,仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚,會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」463Please respect copyright.PENANAmMwfwqxHHH
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。463Please respect copyright.PENANAQqM3q9Ta8T
使我不得已馬上靠前身體,並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。463Please respect copyright.PENANAEQzhhP9R6R
「Stop!黑歷史講夠啦!」463Please respect copyright.PENANA8ORpnxsPIf
看到我如此的反應,Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。463Please respect copyright.PENANAAVJFuc2Wct
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為,但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」463Please respect copyright.PENANARc0femcvGF
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。463Please respect copyright.PENANAIvellr9Zf4
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。463Please respect copyright.PENANAhWwPqXTwQw
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。463Please respect copyright.PENANAvuFTrI6dDo
可是她卻搖一搖頭:「成長唔一定會令人成熟,你睇下Hero就知,到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到,然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」463Please respect copyright.PENANA8fS5Xge1MP
聽到她如此說道,我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。463Please respect copyright.PENANAhbzDU67KEo
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」463Please respect copyright.PENANAF5Pq4daW08
我再次靠到椅背上,看著天花板上的光管,彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。463Please respect copyright.PENANAYIMC8FDGqK
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine,所以令人有所成長呢。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAEc2XBV779Z
「點解咁講?」我有點不解地望回了Rita。463Please respect copyright.PENANA5LrFVql7JX
她卻是繼續微笑著道:「佢哋令你產生咗責任感,令你唔再只諗住自己。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAnQLHrKzduh
「的確Ivy嗰陣,我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。463Please respect copyright.PENANAQnZYeL4sFQ
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了,但是有時回想起,都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。463Please respect copyright.PENANAaBNBNkhIYi
可能那一份內疚感,會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……463Please respect copyright.PENANAElmZCFNki9
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「Rita你打算做社工呵?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAZyHhsrlKOy
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那,我也轉了個話題。463Please respect copyright.PENANAZNObjqr0xW
Rita則是點頭起來:「喺啊,我想為呢個社會出一分力。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAWsjxh438en
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時,也交叉著手:「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候,要記得出埋我個一分力喎……!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAlHOt0tkWRQ
一時口快下,我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。463Please respect copyright.PENANA9bMi3RaEWf
我馬上望向了Rita,只見她瞪大了雙眼。463Please respect copyright.PENANACS0LfbnAAz
隨即也皺著眉頭,語氣有點疑惑地問:「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAqCjrYI7oBq
然而,我沒有立即回答她,只是先送上一記微笑,然後把手指放到嘴前,做出了一個保密的手勢。463Please respect copyright.PENANAxLlEvxFv6D
Rita沒有說話,只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。463Please respect copyright.PENANAJf7A3WMluj
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉,雙眼泛著一點淚光說:「嗯……我會架啦。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAf3QeVPqIY7
在話後,她便示意想去洗手間一趟。463Please respect copyright.PENANAXvLVZAdgNq
而在離開坐位的一刻,也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。463Please respect copyright.PENANAJkc0hTLJmF
看著她如此的舉動,我隨即也收起了笑容。463Please respect copyright.PENANArmDokUUrxJ
接著轉過身,望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。463Please respect copyright.PENANAf8I38tW6Nf
「你哋都有咁嘅反應,點令我放心啊。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAKShO0pKrLz
我說著的同時,也戳了一下她的手臂。463Please respect copyright.PENANASeIjcalCo7
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去,並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。463Please respect copyright.PENANAgBx8EhW3q6
看著她們二人的反應,也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……463Please respect copyright.PENANAvGoecny2HX
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。463Please respect copyright.PENANAeGxZ3MmHgE
「喂,你知咩事咩?咁快喊定嘅?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAfIdJGbph0T
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來,雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說:「你估我哋傻架咩?」463Please respect copyright.PENANARGwNmON72m
見到她的樣子,我只好先撅嘴起來,並沉思了一會。463Please respect copyright.PENANAdvWh8GgYBc
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我,直到我嘆了一口氣。463Please respect copyright.PENANALw5Ip2gXQU
「諗住同你哋識得最耐,會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAls5mSPoi2v
「就喺識得耐,先至咁樣啊!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAhyiEKzUKxU
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮,看來是真的生氣了。463Please respect copyright.PENANAbZE2yHf5L6
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況,我還是先道歉起來。463Please respect copyright.PENANAIhvyzydeSl
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後,也隨即深呼吸了一口。463Please respect copyright.PENANADm7bJRqa0u
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。463Please respect copyright.PENANAz3qcSbL9bQ
「快啲教我點做。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAekzSWdJBg9
對於她突然的轉變,我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。463Please respect copyright.PENANABiNwN2pD03
但還是按照她的要求,開始教導她如何解題。463Please respect copyright.PENANA50w9gjXC0c
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答,你將啲重要嘅字眼,都highlight咗佢先。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAEBFk9HmC9m
「好……」Laura低聲回答,然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。463Please respect copyright.PENANApFCX3UhusC
接著很快便移除了筆蓋,並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。463Please respect copyright.PENANAGPBAiP5r9O
可是當她劃到一半的時候,卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。463Please respect copyright.PENANAqyj5pEbhQB
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到?」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。463Please respect copyright.PENANAP2caZWqESO
然而,她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上,並一臉理所當然地說:「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」463Please respect copyright.PENANArERHFiQTDy
「欸!?」463Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ8WzYvRoo
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應,都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好,甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣,你一直幫我融入組入面,希望我同其他組員打多啲交道!Mandy走完到你走,唔大反應先奇!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAUXX5PbyJmM
聽到Laura的這番說話,我也立即反省起來。463Please respect copyright.PENANAk2ht142vUU
數分鐘前,才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。463Please respect copyright.PENANAgnlZiCuhUW
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。463Please respect copyright.PENANAI1KambJz7C
看來我還不夠成熟呢……463Please respect copyright.PENANAt245qiIXer
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「多謝,你覺得我重要。」463Please respect copyright.PENANAIFM2oC2BXh
我稍為收捨了一下心情後,便向她微笑說道。463Please respect copyright.PENANAjSCkGyOa1V
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道:「你唔好誤會我啊!」463Please respect copyright.PENANAoEiWQnYK0m
正如Rita所說,每個人都會成長,只是時機與契機都有所不同。463Please respect copyright.PENANAHgB96984kj
但今天看著她們二人的反應,也令我意會到。463Please respect copyright.PENANAp8LY5UnZuI
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應,那麼對著「她」,我應該如何是好。463Please respect copyright.PENANA0JUgzI9qPa
理性,告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。463Please respect copyright.PENANAQSfscnBdnQ
但是感性,卻告知我,一切都是要付出代價的。463Please respect copyright.PENANARgjte7wm9P
想到這點的我,不禁深呼吸了一口。463Please respect copyright.PENANAdZmqOIfaCG
接著也掛上笑容,與Laura說道:「我哋繼續操卷啦!一陣Rita翻嚟,仲要向佢道翻歉……」463Please respect copyright.PENANACQ6CongirR
還有六人。463Please respect copyright.PENANAZeQmkikcYx
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「成長、成熟」463Please respect copyright.PENANA9iWDGS8o4F
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忘記了Ivy是誰的,可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~463Please respect copyright.PENANAr3vo1cCayI