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「你諗清楚啲？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17j1wEv7tV
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXawXyftCr
這個畫面似曾相識的……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5YCYvsBHI
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx0Zxe6h6r
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFLrwiNv2R
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGislEtITMc
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgSQuNC4Uw
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACVpsYm0GF
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUNIJsSXRI
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92zNKijoP2
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavOyG4jQeM
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QE3yIvCU3
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtzx69anjV
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mrXF5FI6I
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG5hBHhOP8
「唔、知、啊！！！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7VrfMSERo
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TMEkjVHkk
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qvt6Sd4s0
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQAwMxQmsw
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToXqooNUwx
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2xfujygf5
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFifJU0yfI
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFogApgdRwM
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Tl8Jy4rW
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbB8Krt6BZ
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHemAaLUzZj
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksx3hJmZWP
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2ptY2uQFY
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauR9hp1I6v
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTL48D85z2
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4l7JZ12PW
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyC0fPBHEV
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rfrvmD4NS
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG5du3QNHg
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJFYNMXdvf
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe8r6dVkX2
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04MkwS68bv
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUETUa8gCFT
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h0MH7xaxR
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtWuxUNZwG
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgg6UcqfUp
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyS0d0XChb
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9fP9a91PW
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1x2sZ7aQZ
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEZi7xrQ01
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf91klmily
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaprNHD7IG
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJIGIguoGI
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWiApTLiw1
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbRN3aUGIP
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX2B8N9hXk
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3N6gCUWVy
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB5GZIjjXB
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fmj9X1ayj
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQenXG4lpmC
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikRRSMCHaR
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPReU9H1Sy3
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwWUFYtn93
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxAnfvlEZf
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHNWQRBPH5
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7buNIXvuV
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi795wxVC5R
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSwrZxo54V
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3QBN02dVR
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuRQr15rHf
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTj5dN2ZFX
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIUd8QcwDp
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48w50bs4Fu
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuFeWLI5cg
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQn9X1KKk1
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJQMwwc5Bv
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdLqL2ZylA
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY46o0135SM
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW1tHCHxHf
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3v0JszK46
「快啲教我點做。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bjjygo6nd
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGTNWUMFPc
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI53Cz1wY3
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXEQmOTkFs
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0V9RvpvM9
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg5DkanIpA
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxzD76Xlzt
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ31B7UMSZC
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm6b0sddRl
「欸！？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch7KfkwXQ2
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jX9EFbmGQ
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wKxZAVGfk
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzQsYqUuqW
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisx3SPVyYJ
看來我還不夠成熟呢……498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtga0IlP42S
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OTloCD3qj
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FJXC7zQyi
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ygzFdqNo
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss58hMdKBA
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWEBfBynVJ
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC7lA4Qt5n
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9abpQCYTcW
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKD8WopKiv
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo43NDQtlIb
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wH78gsRcD
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnilsuiBvc
還有六人。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWSkq75zPO
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「成長、成熟」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVDiFGWHR8
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作者的話：498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qRalHWoYo
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6mpwfSpUL
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