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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」802Please respect copyright.PENANACSUQkHDROg
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAQ950FxLwfF
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。802Please respect copyright.PENANArL0OS5GW6s
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……802Please respect copyright.PENANABaUZsfrJdQ
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」802Please respect copyright.PENANATuMzPEACEW
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。802Please respect copyright.PENANAg4R6pc2p5R
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAbDmq1R1ln0
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」802Please respect copyright.PENANAjZpvj7p8BY
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。802Please respect copyright.PENANAVeXSxUPVTY
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」802Please respect copyright.PENANADt9g3B1Fr9
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。802Please respect copyright.PENANAn47FdcRjYt
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」802Please respect copyright.PENANAC1J8D1vYaf
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。802Please respect copyright.PENANA6vZV1hzXWO
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」802Please respect copyright.PENANAdqEMiyMZiR
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。802Please respect copyright.PENANAbXtHX12Mvb
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……802Please respect copyright.PENANASGB0MJRMji
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」802Please respect copyright.PENANAxvFrZ3b8nA
她的眼淚開始流下來了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAnDQPRp2TuS
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。802Please respect copyright.PENANAMmBXopoLLc
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」802Please respect copyright.PENANA3lPCQMpvZd
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。802Please respect copyright.PENANATFklvsGWrF
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「依玲!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAnwi5JAtQrT
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……802Please respect copyright.PENANAkXARhqxYUr
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAgQM4fXaQus
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。802Please respect copyright.PENANAOV6lITIE5g
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。802Please respect copyright.PENANAWKEzDjKFhS
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。802Please respect copyright.PENANA3d0E7Wy11p
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。802Please respect copyright.PENANA21Ka3imS4F
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。802Please respect copyright.PENANAPJa897SgT8
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。802Please respect copyright.PENANAQqSwIGt6Os
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……802Please respect copyright.PENANAqAI3ztUlEk
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAOs1DPpanlW
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。802Please respect copyright.PENANALSXxCj1ASr
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。802Please respect copyright.PENANA5iBtuj7IEB
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……802Please respect copyright.PENANAPEd5b6E9pH
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAkmu76T32M3
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」802Please respect copyright.PENANACam2Q8zhUv
我最終都是向她道歉了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAJUitUU848f
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。802Please respect copyright.PENANA9ANo2GnpZ3
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。802Please respect copyright.PENANAqhoiKm8kb3
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。802Please respect copyright.PENANA2ipb24fdaY
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。802Please respect copyright.PENANAEh1XIHv4Dm
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。802Please respect copyright.PENANAzhil874pSa
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」802Please respect copyright.PENANANxsXavLeB4
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。802Please respect copyright.PENANA8nU9DscUP4
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。802Please respect copyright.PENANAmR3hFqrJ7D
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。802Please respect copyright.PENANApOllWxNjia
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。802Please respect copyright.PENANAhGbPNxRBw5
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?802Please respect copyright.PENANAaZs4a7tPde
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。802Please respect copyright.PENANAcSKegSFOGT
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。802Please respect copyright.PENANA8DggbuMiw6
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAUaBfokQ2Am
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。802Please respect copyright.PENANAehumJ4UXHD
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但我仍然沒有回應她……802Please respect copyright.PENANAdgHPzrB8De
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。802Please respect copyright.PENANAr97ruZVrSC
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。802Please respect copyright.PENANAFatUmdc8XS
令她失望的也是我。802Please respect copyright.PENANAPzX5vsSBfC
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。802Please respect copyright.PENANAaRgMIcuwHB
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。802Please respect copyright.PENANAOhhPSOIfZS
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAlkzz506N5O
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我沒有說話。802Please respect copyright.PENANAPuXGwLDnDe
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAkPYL4dUfqS
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。802Please respect copyright.PENANA0wDlgxNqkX
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。802Please respect copyright.PENANAyk9fKhatNZ
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。802Please respect copyright.PENANA7xdWJKWa0K
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。802Please respect copyright.PENANAnpm10FSiMB
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。802Please respect copyright.PENANAU3MD7IpmYc
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAbfapptNZmA
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」802Please respect copyright.PENANAzsUoXvJmx1
我仍然被她緊摟著。802Please respect copyright.PENANAQWsQdfyGkO
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAZtrSaWIIrv
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。802Please respect copyright.PENANAFUPqI9r7YP
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。802Please respect copyright.PENANAFmoHGyIHK4
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。802Please respect copyright.PENANAvzHGlOfE2y
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。802Please respect copyright.PENANAh7MeJuBJzb
我不是故意的這樣問的……802Please respect copyright.PENANA1ujEMt4DwM
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAreLX4mJtDp
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。802Please respect copyright.PENANA8yNKIinzHa
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「哦……聽到啦……」802Please respect copyright.PENANAyneaJ8z14x
我又被她罵了多一次。802Please respect copyright.PENANAv2qM6rpe4M
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAU0kPTx3HYO
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAytt01N3egq
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。802Please respect copyright.PENANA5FCAP6ds65
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。802Please respect copyright.PENANAlVXHQSePvF
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……802Please respect copyright.PENANASsRzEGm8H4
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。802Please respect copyright.PENANAXVwiKLS8Ft
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAeXuqVhwfvX
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。802Please respect copyright.PENANAZbvOBPqci8
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。802Please respect copyright.PENANABW7F1gPylA
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」802Please respect copyright.PENANANTzdBXMNcO
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。802Please respect copyright.PENANA3BlO3QqHOh
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……802Please respect copyright.PENANAt0rTzflw4w
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」802Please respect copyright.PENANApWkAFLW8c7
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。802Please respect copyright.PENANABrY7TXH9LS
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。802Please respect copyright.PENANAE6yN3j6dnH
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」802Please respect copyright.PENANArdwLnZbVsA
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。802Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZpyPq38Eq
然後就拉著我一同走回去。802Please respect copyright.PENANATKoGybfiqA
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。802Please respect copyright.PENANAiqtzBFxpaN
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……802Please respect copyright.PENANAFAhKufilr4
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。802Please respect copyright.PENANAFz792Eilah
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」802Please respect copyright.PENANA7G0ZiCZhxc
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。802Please respect copyright.PENANAcWEO84kQAd
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。802Please respect copyright.PENANA1VwVew8cvD
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」802Please respect copyright.PENANArshUMkDNZf
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。802Please respect copyright.PENANAWyLhBr3sbL
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……802Please respect copyright.PENANACkc50fenzM
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAOl44cPUpX3
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」802Please respect copyright.PENANA4vUlbr31LJ
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAfXW9xFrpRu
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。802Please respect copyright.PENANA2M73IfKZx2
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。802Please respect copyright.PENANArhebTpbI9U
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……802Please respect copyright.PENANA4dyi7KRGG0
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAJuJIYKtQQm
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。802Please respect copyright.PENANAVuEvM8DhRD
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……802Please respect copyright.PENANAE01dzPGPmR
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」802Please respect copyright.PENANA9JCsWoicN0
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。802Please respect copyright.PENANACdzhbNDkiD
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」802Please respect copyright.PENANAAuOXcAHOY8
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。802Please respect copyright.PENANAs7lW6JKcaA
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」802Please respect copyright.PENANAXE4xdLWLYu
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。802Please respect copyright.PENANAroppDrBe3W
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」802Please respect copyright.PENANAXWwiX7UuRT
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。802Please respect copyright.PENANABwSakvs3f9
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。802Please respect copyright.PENANA95P7P2pIwy
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。802Please respect copyright.PENANA567DJ7QXOp
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。802Please respect copyright.PENANAYjvxrGGdry
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。802Please respect copyright.PENANAOjGtnDYGF2
然後就一直掃著我的手機。802Please respect copyright.PENANAV4eqs28mCr
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。802Please respect copyright.PENANAyghvvHt7Rj
我八卦地看了一下四周。802Please respect copyright.PENANARK3AcoJcFJ
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……802Please respect copyright.PENANAWqk5rnPxjt
我看見了Mandy。802Please respect copyright.PENANAvIlfIRWGtK
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。802Please respect copyright.PENANA7NWMToCL19
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。802Please respect copyright.PENANAYDBLUaeaQ8
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。802Please respect copyright.PENANAJifHyvj26M
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。802Please respect copyright.PENANARUCtwExjOP
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……802Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRqyIqJXm
我並沒有再看到她。802Please respect copyright.PENANAmXdjsFymMS
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。802Please respect copyright.PENANARnbPhIzKZo
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