第五十九章:重新開始728Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQsMR5U01
728Please respect copyright.PENANAAHU3soYMLH
在回憶中,中三那年的五月。728Please respect copyright.PENANAwSsE6hJgm2
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後,便在前往車站的道路上走著。728Please respect copyright.PENANAgH7ZWbVogV
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。728Please respect copyright.PENANApQgRMmxhYV
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。728Please respect copyright.PENANAmSZbfYrdj3
728Please respect copyright.PENANAcwIpEcwTVb
「Alvin啊,如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁,十年後先再相遇翻?」728Please respect copyright.PENANA8KHmVSeE2G
她突然在我身旁問道。728Please respect copyright.PENANATjB4rylhMx
728Please respect copyright.PENANAGgAMLdlffb
但當時的我,並沒有想太多。728Please respect copyright.PENANAfL3QLMRHlW
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說:728Please respect copyright.PENANAwsnw17Wj3X
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAB4R1IzW0A9
728Please respect copyright.PENANAQAt4Sf6okg
當時的我,這樣想著是正確的。728Please respect copyright.PENANAPLmznqiF6Y
那會有情侶在交往著的時候,就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。728Please respect copyright.PENANAN0TXLfeY5c
中學生談戀愛,雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠,不會過份考慮到將來的事。728Please respect copyright.PENANAX3herqdD46
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。728Please respect copyright.PENANAgaSiJdKFie
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半,但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。728Please respect copyright.PENANAdJ0CCjsMBT
728Please respect copyright.PENANAAFV7pQJJkg
「傻,我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊!」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。728Please respect copyright.PENANAtw7ZWKZbW5
看來是害怕我想多了。728Please respect copyright.PENANA8zf7eU0iQa
728Please respect copyright.PENANAUa0O6LUehR
「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例,男主角因為要去打仗,而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返,佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人,所以先決定同女主角分手。」728Please respect copyright.PENANACdonEoYT8r
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。728Please respect copyright.PENANAec4jOfWafW
728Please respect copyright.PENANATJKAuk8o3I
「但其實女主角都一廂情願,即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行,自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAuek3BVaWu6
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。728Please respect copyright.PENANAddnrHpfVSC
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下,先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻,但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAsBYqkk83UJ
我說著的同時,又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。728Please respect copyright.PENANA2d9UHv0Klo
728Please respect copyright.PENANAvV35ODuthU
「所以呢,如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱,都一定要好好同對方商量溝通!唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦,哈哈。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAr2d8myMAQx
她笑著說,然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。728Please respect copyright.PENANAHzvjFmUZ35
「哇,差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後,又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。728Please respect copyright.PENANAVfibxpeWoJ
728Please respect copyright.PENANAoxQEa0HXv7
接著,我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。728Please respect copyright.PENANAeOhuPso7p9
當時我們所說的內容,我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。728Please respect copyright.PENANAFVgnJL4ueF
728Please respect copyright.PENANA4F7Gy7hGen
但沒有想到,我們在兩個月後真的分手了。728Please respect copyright.PENANAWypDKFyFnz
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的,不過我們是男女角色對調。728Please respect copyright.PENANACH1QsAsTmw
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學,而沒有信心與我維持關係。728Please respect copyright.PENANASdNd63tIBe
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。728Please respect copyright.PENANALkIUBNJzDE
但最終,我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。728Please respect copyright.PENANAtmUlFFdHqB
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。728Please respect copyright.PENANAGJY3GQZCL6
直到現在,我與她再一次相遇……728Please respect copyright.PENANA1sTVNXdtys
---------------------------------------------------------728Please respect copyright.PENANA8J28KBJQZE
728Please respect copyright.PENANABs1NdlOLjC
「何鵬侑,其實你對我仲有無感覺?」728Please respect copyright.PENANANI7iGvK0dY
在路燈的照射下,Mandy看著我問道。728Please respect copyright.PENANATElFrDGLuh
728Please respect copyright.PENANA73Q4OK6VTl
這一個問題,在中四時,都有不少知情的人問過我。728Please respect copyright.PENANAkx35OK570M
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。728Please respect copyright.PENANAarrKlk98XH
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案,但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。728Please respect copyright.PENANAP164wZKixY
直到這一刻,由她本人親自問道……728Please respect copyright.PENANAN3UN0Ijklo
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。728Please respect copyright.PENANAFS58Vpcy2l
728Please respect copyright.PENANANVxsir5XsU
「你要我老實答嘅話,喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。728Please respect copyright.PENANAkyJ376cPyo
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。728Please respect copyright.PENANAfMbtvX9ekx
接著,她就深呼吸了一下後說:「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」728Please respect copyright.PENANA6xejW8FDBO
728Please respect copyright.PENANA29af8EaKg0
「原先都無乜架啦,但同你相遇翻之後,個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAx4PPb71Q4M
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。728Please respect copyright.PENANAkKhHTQzJ3l
728Please respect copyright.PENANAHdoLwZazHw
「問題就喺呢到啦!」她突然說道。728Please respect copyright.PENANAvvNkY4ht1s
「問題?」我問道她。728Please respect copyright.PENANAY1VbHPjiT0
728Please respect copyright.PENANA3fwjfLiLEs
「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友,所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年,但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」728Please respect copyright.PENANA7Upicd3Ej7
她說完後,就轉身背向著我。728Please respect copyright.PENANAysmki5LvgB
但聽完她所說的話,我反而感到有點疑惑起來。728Please respect copyright.PENANA4DdSPLwtZg
於是我都再問道:「你咁樣講,好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAMRhuNVzf3H
728Please respect copyright.PENANAg6S8HQSfYy
她繼續背向著我,使我都看不到她任何的表情。728Please respect copyright.PENANAWx1ae7w1VR
「我……放低咗架啦!」她說道。728Please respect copyright.PENANAAVdcfBu9tm
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。728Please respect copyright.PENANA1aZp5S7MkC
728Please respect copyright.PENANAL1S2Lbuzpv
「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAMk5H4zQFuJ
雖然失望,但對她來說或許是一件好事。728Please respect copyright.PENANAUDDz8JydZ5
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。728Please respect copyright.PENANAcWLCMU0PLR
728Please respect copyright.PENANAPerfhKOg8A
「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAMjTL9SCOa4
她終於轉過身來,但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。728Please respect copyright.PENANALQr1Eh1rQe
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓,而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。728Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jut3Jk2jh
728Please respect copyright.PENANAVAt0ZoHKzO
「身份嘅問題?」我又問道她。728Please respect copyright.PENANAwW3cOGxg1x
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。728Please respect copyright.PENANANcTgyQQm8E
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友,所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂,然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你!」728Please respect copyright.PENANAb4TQQCLIc6
她又回答著我,貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。728Please respect copyright.PENANA4lRTMelBNS
728Please respect copyright.PENANAruS1sI1915
但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。728Please respect copyright.PENANAQadc6sncCc
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時,就自己開口繼續說:728Please respect copyright.PENANA8PdiysgDEl
「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」728Please respect copyright.PENANAUHixPPkzoJ
728Please respect copyright.PENANAn3x6GuzQkY
「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友,好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。728Please respect copyright.PENANAlvy2IJO9Vi
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句,就是「做回朋友」。728Please respect copyright.PENANAxH5McMeWQl
728Please respect copyright.PENANAGbzng39Wix
「咁唔好咩?你又可以放低我,而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」728Please respect copyright.PENANAbgpqM6OkLt
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。728Please respect copyright.PENANAC4d6lEOsbH
728Please respect copyright.PENANAg5AV1LYTR7
問著我的心,其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。728Please respect copyright.PENANAQFeVAPMqhC
一方面,我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了,是時候應該要繼續向前行。728Please respect copyright.PENANAp575XWbMv5
但另一方面,知道她已經把對我的感情都放下,我反而有一點難受起來。728Please respect copyright.PENANAceHLWIqZ3V
我發現,原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。728Please respect copyright.PENANA927JpTMecW
在我還掛念她的時候,原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。728Please respect copyright.PENANAZArSc1pcku
看來,我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。728Please respect copyright.PENANAooAhYAafLI
而接下來,將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。728Please respect copyright.PENANAZiaHzbze7z
728Please respect copyright.PENANAKdRJCvsL36
「好啦,我哋做翻朋友啦咁!由今日起,我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。728Please respect copyright.PENANA8S41JSjntU
雖然在說的時候,內心還是有一點難受。728Please respect copyright.PENANAn4BC5uYrGj
但或許,這對我來說,對她來說,甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……728Please respect copyright.PENANAaYXLnlzSWF
是最好的結局及開始。728Please respect copyright.PENANAHH9Zd9izJw
728Please respect copyright.PENANAAggAHlwTpi
接著,在我說完後,Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我,然後開始說:728Please respect copyright.PENANAsjOHFiglZc
「好啦……時間唔早啦,你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦,我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦!」728Please respect copyright.PENANA5zfcQdGnTT
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別,就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。728Please respect copyright.PENANAkzDvuPBNH5
728Please respect copyright.PENANAd7Mi9o6XuH
這時候,路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。728Please respect copyright.PENANAcGZmmjKzd1
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。728Please respect copyright.PENANAkVAtpqpuNx
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。728Please respect copyright.PENANAVqAKXNnxV2
728Please respect copyright.PENANAp16IcAPP2g
728Please respect copyright.PENANAGR0MghiYSD
「有多少人會真的願意選擇,由零再從頭來一次」728Please respect copyright.PENANA1vvTVeVkMJ
728Please respect copyright.PENANAmPHTUUV6ZN
728Please respect copyright.PENANAQlYigSYsUs
作者閒聊:為慶祝紙言點擊過萬,緊貼將會是59.5章。728Please respect copyright.PENANA63CCFKdNoY