暑假篇:坦誠686Please respect copyright.PENANAyymCNNcduO
686Please respect copyright.PENANA423olnHwnA
以下將會是依玲的視角……686Please respect copyright.PENANAy3j2AcYTM9
686Please respect copyright.PENANApZbJWcP7aE
「Elaine,可唔可以同你傾啲嘢。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAAYccCYWzyC
Laura向我說了這句話後,就一手把我拉到燒烤場附近的一個遊戲園裡。686Please respect copyright.PENANAx61DnECgmO
而這裡仍然可以勉強地看到燒烤場的一點點火光。686Please respect copyright.PENANASCjrBYNqxl
但是這個遊樂場卻沒有任何燈光設備,只能依靠旁邊小路上的路燈作照明。686Please respect copyright.PENANAKmfjDHW3JY
686Please respect copyright.PENANAOCBoyNGqFa
然而,我此刻心裡只也是想著,到底Laura有甚麼話要跟我說,而必須要把我帶離眾人呢?686Please respect copyright.PENANAjXCNHncM8v
因此她停下腳步後,我便忍不住問她:「Laura,到底你有咩想同我傾啊?」686Please respect copyright.PENANAKEuVezCCAH
但隨即Laura也坐在了遊樂場的滑梯上,雙手抱膝說:「突然有啲難開口添……」686Please respect copyright.PENANA3nm1h0Ypav
686Please respect copyright.PENANAzkuM8M94tY
「有咩難開口到要避開哂班上面所有人,而單獨同我講啊?」686Please respect copyright.PENANA5QOi9cdzcq
我再問道,並一同坐到了她的身旁。686Please respect copyright.PENANAq3dTscoe50
接著,她也沉默起來,彷彿是在思考著甚麼。686Please respect copyright.PENANAJMJqQvthOH
而我都搞不清楚她的目的,只能默默地繼續靜坐著,等待她開口說話的一刻。686Please respect copyright.PENANAq6B0W2YBY9
686Please respect copyright.PENANAXJMHc1bzEj
「唉……」她在沉思過後,先嘆了一口氣。686Please respect copyright.PENANAbhDvbEP4J6
然後就說:「本身喺Rita叫我幫手支開你,點知轉頭又叫我順便同你坦誠埋……」686Please respect copyright.PENANAc8CsykRzqr
「咩支開?咩坦誠啊?同埋又關Rita事?」686Please respect copyright.PENANAuB9sH3B2Or
我馬上露出了一個百思不解的表情說著。686Please respect copyright.PENANA0QALQv1yvg
並一同在心裡猜想著,既然她提及了是Rita叫她支開我。686Please respect copyright.PENANAoGm6BF4rJF
證明此刻在燒烤場的其他人是在討論著一些不想被我知道的事情?!686Please respect copyright.PENANAK5X0w2Xb9R
而且Rita又叫她向我坦誠,到底所謂的坦誠又是些甚麼意思呢?686Please respect copyright.PENANAbe3zkCa08M
686Please respect copyright.PENANAp9ztAWnddU
我接著也先詢問了她第一個疑點:「佢哋要支開我,即喺為咗要講啲唔想比我知嘅內容,唔通喺講我壞話?」686Please respect copyright.PENANA3TcH2xVkB1
可是在我說道後,Laura卻抬頭看著天上的夜空,並說:「你放心,佢哋唔喺講你壞話,喺講阿侑。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAHNaWPUOFUG
「哦,原來喺講阿侑……等等!點解連你都改口叫阿侑架?」我一臉驚訝地問。686Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ukJZgEoq
畢竟,以我所知除了我之外,會叫Alvin為阿侑的人,也只要Venus及Mandy。686Please respect copyright.PENANADTouX86NBQ
而且會直呼其名的我們三人,都與阿侑有著……特殊的關係。686Please respect copyright.PENANAEqhHa9gTGV
但是若果連Laura都直呼阿侑的話,莫非她……686Please respect copyright.PENANA75QZILbqLS
686Please respect copyright.PENANAfdfYunveXT
「你放心,我唔喺鍾意阿侑。只喺聽慣咗Mandy咁叫,所以都改咗口。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAtxXfdDvwhD
Laura彷彿閱讀了我的內心一樣,面不改色、語氣平淡地說。686Please respect copyright.PENANAovOGLpn3S9
「都好……」我不自覺地鬆了一口氣。686Please respect copyright.PENANAHQqDL9iGhn
但為什麼當知道Laura不是喜歡阿侑後,我會整個人感到放鬆下來?686Please respect copyright.PENANArCy1Xqzj3V
難道,剛才我曾有一刻是在害怕著Laura打算與我坦誠的事……686Please respect copyright.PENANAvINh3gK1Fj
其實是她都一樣喜歡阿侑?!686Please respect copyright.PENANAhX6hsRW246
不過,既然她都證清不是了,那麼我也可以放心了……?686Please respect copyright.PENANA8Z4Hi8IraB
686Please respect copyright.PENANARO72vETPhf
「Elaine啊,其實你對Raymond仲有無感覺?」686Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6lybYCnnS
突然Laura提及了我那個混帳前度男友。686Please respect copyright.PENANAPpVU2ep5Y7
單是聽到Raymond這個名字,我馬上就想起那傢伙對我的不忠及滋擾。686Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1ImOpdUmI
因此我也隨即感到氣憤起來並說:「緊喺無哂feel啦!條友又出軌、又想推我落樓梯,而且之前仲跟蹤我!」686Please respect copyright.PENANAXkMmlfwwbf
686Please respect copyright.PENANApdMWABLS5E
「咁你無諗過如果當初Raymond無出軌,依家嘅你哋又會點?」她再問道。686Please respect copyright.PENANAHpogyH3YUA
而我也沉默起來,其實我曾經都一樣思考過若果當初Raymond沒有出軌,接下來又會發生甚麼樣的事情。686Please respect copyright.PENANAazgJNQdnCT
如果當時Raymond沒有對我不忠,不去找那個甚麼Jennifer的話,我與他便不會以分手告終。686Please respect copyright.PENANAcls0mC8KT8
更不會發生後續的鬧劇,他不會推我下樓梯、不會經常在電話騷擾我、不會試圖跟蹤我。686Please respect copyright.PENANAY1yqSNs9Vk
說不定,現在我們還在交住中,並繼續被校報評為「校園風雲情侶」。686Please respect copyright.PENANAMtdk4ygwJl
686Please respect copyright.PENANANi9wEP7TbB
然而,Laura卻隨即打斷了我的幻想:686Please respect copyright.PENANAX8oTPyk40e
「其實,當時搞散你同Raymond嘅根本唔喺咩Jennifer……而喺我。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAJH8bB6gI6I
686Please respect copyright.PENANA31Xc50aYAv
「咩話?」686Please respect copyright.PENANAGaK9R7On0X
我即時的第一個反應是瞪大了雙眼,一臉驚訝地扭過頭去看著她。686Please respect copyright.PENANAvWB2kX8ea4
然後就擺出一副難以置信的表情再問:「你咁講喺咩意思啊?」686Please respect copyright.PENANAQAVWyH63WR
但她仍然是看著夜空而沒有回答我。686Please respect copyright.PENANAmJw5816QB2
因此我再三問道,並同時終於按捺不住心中的激動:「你指Raymond出軌嘅對象喺你,而唔喺Jennifer?」686Please respect copyright.PENANARIs16VJcs9
686Please respect copyright.PENANAfHHf74tYbY
這次,Laura終於有回應了。686Please respect copyright.PENANA1aUkiAPjAZ
她先低頭沉思了一會,然後就扭頭過來,毫不遲疑地說:「無錯,就喺我。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAx3bmD8KTU7
從她認真的眼神,感覺到一絲的開著玩笑,看來她是認真的。686Please respect copyright.PENANAFcXqIfu9mF
因為從中四到現在,我根本沒有見過如此認真的Laura。686Please respect copyright.PENANAMQSejqZxWI
686Please respect copyright.PENANAWnUHOD5CgC
同一時間,我剛才激動的情緒,也被她幹脆利落的回答,一下子打消了。686Please respect copyright.PENANAFRZ6JXQffO
隨即也只能繼續目瞪口呆地看著眼前這名「曾經的第三者」。686Please respect copyright.PENANAoROSRkkqV5
686Please respect copyright.PENANAAhGFUv0ajL
與Raymond分手這麼久,我對他的感覺也近乎零。686Please respect copyright.PENANAH2DDhm8ylS
而在得知原來Laura是我們分手的導火線後。686Please respect copyright.PENANAcdJFMCKCoW
我感覺到的,只要驚訝及難以置信。686Please respect copyright.PENANAyBY8iAmbWe
要生氣,要恨她,我根本做不出來。686Please respect copyright.PENANArgiYTi5Y6g
此刻心中,也只是充斥著一種莫名其妙的感覺而且。。686Please respect copyright.PENANAd7DZQLUNwJ
686Please respect copyright.PENANAebTDNH0y9N
或許我與Raymond沒有分手的話,我們就會繼續成為眾人目光下的風雲人物。686Please respect copyright.PENANASRRUoWhZnr
然而,我卻無法與一個人成為好朋友、無法與他一同參加話劇學會、無法與他一同溫習數學、無法與他一同渡過許多許多開心而珍貴的時光。686Please respect copyright.PENANArZGxO4qeOE
而且到最後,我更無法喜歡上他,無法喜歡上……阿侑。686Please respect copyright.PENANAygL6SwLXXt
686Please respect copyright.PENANAJYag5s9e5g
然而,這時Laura也再說:686Please respect copyright.PENANAepJ279LzNu
「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」686Please respect copyright.PENANAuITYJ6DoTX
686Please respect copyright.PENANAyR1LE6HCYN
686Please respect copyright.PENANAU1olwvk15D
「你會選擇回到過去改變一切,還是繼續拓展未知的未來」686Please respect copyright.PENANAHbMJ6MEvrq