第三十七章：問與答785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUwaRyjQFU
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急，然後又要我打比你啊？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF5HAc9HiB
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5si09JPj9k
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句，然後就轉身向我說道：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY9Bh1RaLg
「無啊，琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zeqbf533I
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPM5lq4Vxs
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「做咩啦？心情差？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUuLqUjOT3
我察覺到她的不妥，於是再追問。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBM3t7oZBV
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhlXtbQphy
「無嘢就無嘢啦！」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K99YrcN9Z
我看見她這樣，都沒有再追問下去。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGed4kiN4Rc
避免令她感到更煩躁。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5MItQHnw0
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2k2HKLIvD
然後依玲都很快就轉回身，開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課，並放到了桌上。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1xS6ZqyKI
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差，只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VMLq46YCG
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然而接下來的一整天，我與她都很少有交談，今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrciPeJsAF
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直到放學時，我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣，比其他選修科更早下課。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuH0DUc8gN
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp6pKDqJnV
我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTg8XrPLti
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「喂！Alvin！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSkEdwZ8uE
我立即轉向後方，發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyap8taQBQh
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「等埋我一齊行啦！」Rita說道。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim9cr8Fn31
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我站在了原地，等待著她走到與我同一級上。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxOOlIhej7
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd5aYg4iaC
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHDjlOdJwH
「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後，我哋一齊行翻課室。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgpAAyuXK3
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr5dK3tFKf
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIki7OtyWzz
因為以往生物科下課後，我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd7YStMs61
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談，而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHAAfR2YXo
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lq6pHjo9H
「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架，今日做咩得自己一個？」我問道她。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGryfr17jZ
而June是以前我與Rita初中時，同班的其中一個同學。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFMMY8sIYd
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r5eqsdYLO
「June佢有嘢想問老師，所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWilOXaysKJ
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯，然後抬頭看著我問道。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuElotHwlQV
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「你又知我有心事？」我直接回答她。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyl8FD3Ys8
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBwWUAkzzz
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjyhXgnsrN
「咪傻啦你！我哋第四年同班架啦！一早睇穿哂你啦！」她笑著說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJEKfP2GN6
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfQNPaS2Iu
「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊？」我反問她。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwmkHPo8lA
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFH6d8KkbZ
「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地，所以連帶到你都心情差啊？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7MfdrO6As
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMIPiYuM6s
但我沒有回應她。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ffaGAxvef
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「唔講嘢！姐喺係啦！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEOhvN0hDZ
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm6sQytjJx
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7UUO5bWa4
她再繼續說道，並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBc6kjVtGv
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5RQzSBXmD
我看見她的語氣變了，於是便開口問道：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseJ3l5TQoA
「問咩啊？問到語氣都變哂嘅？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ46eu1IXCH
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未？」她看著我說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbDGHHg5Pi
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJxWUbn9t8
在這一剎那，如同空氣都靜止了一樣。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QQAuNsNPB
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6smPhKpcMF
「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYngkOL8EtF
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiItsECNilg
「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOSNCDQpBJ
她思考了一會後再說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcgIx4L4KU
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJFmE1W4iB
「如果啲咩先？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWv3ByMabE
我發現她沒有把話說下去，於是便問道。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3YsCjnvqb
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNScbvwTww
「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigELEGnXgb
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVByEJ37jN
使得我嚇一嚇，並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH4Tcgy832
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlfzk8Sbk4
確認沒有人後，我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRgKALiy0X
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦！咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9XnoT16kW
我笑著說，但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI03V8AxGLl
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJfFsGh0J7
始終在與Mandy分後，經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pqczloQSy
直到升上中四後，前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFzJfiBHaE
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49wlY0jtyE
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶，斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVl7haxN0a
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJSnhzvNFR
所以我都不能確實回答。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU8Aw0bO2U
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zH9mLuzW1
「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案，似乎有些保留。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVJKfeOD0k
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGfiMGo7xl
「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛，就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYAg4To3kG
我直接與她說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMPrMIQFYv
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1VbF4abEF
始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtP2dQ6QJ6
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSHf52JvdS
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTa1cglhw8
「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2lVmi6Gdm
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上，於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6t7oTVso8
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YATsfqjh5
而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話，只是點一點頭後，就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XepfHcYv2
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回到家後，我立即躺在自己的床上。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcnOJYDPEl
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Wt71mJjl
「未換衫就攤上床？！快啲換翻屋企衫先！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMESo6eECH
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後，就命令我立即去替換衣服。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXVHdmtSBA
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmVVvgi7Vr
而我正在換衣的時候……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrFQ6FsCjm
「鈴—鈴—」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mADiq8rK8
突然手機鈴聲響起了。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROmpq0uKEa
於我便快速地更換好衣服，並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmMdKuF9bA
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg9sRTSvgK
當我一拿起手機，發現是依玲的來電。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pGqcCYwfX
我二話不說就接聽了。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNJ2wQOXOV
「喂？依玲？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzTnec0aHJ
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf0rNy2nCg
「喂？阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊？」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJhhButjpT
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡailZvA5604
「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2EZPlBueV
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVKK0NenRd
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEOe6KefDK
「做咩突然打比我啊？」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCdUKVbeU1
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁，所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fGVq9EAYw
她向我道歉起來。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDMh6OIXlx
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysYGN7hjUw
「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling，同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事！放心！」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1GiNpLW26
我希望她不要太過介意。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANuy7sKloe
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LUL7aGqNU
但當我說完後，她立即沒有回應我，反而是沉默了一會……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxE4R3Bzxn
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM9f20NNgB
「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊？」她突然問道我。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QMscMBi5A
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwx4i4Vgoh
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26320RQCHw
「唔喺啊，我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAgWXKHGI0
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQODzxFghdt
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT7nJKFgTF
「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzaiJMvbbh
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDjLLYUHWh
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrBR0tMFLq
「哦！因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋，而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身，所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseMk5fukdT
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoy6lctOCG
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「原來喺咁……」她說。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAgAZXxEmV
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoFWyOuwlh
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyD7M2iAkE
「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋，覺得你兩個有啲夾……」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfq9nUT4c1
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hONB3MHn4
785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zygVcnwPl
莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事？785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D99VZvpPp
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的，但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEnLUCQvzM
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