第三十七章:問與答829Please respect copyright.PENANA1OKb5PbBzE
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAV2GxF4qvxW
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。829Please respect copyright.PENANAqSYwjPKopb
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:829Please respect copyright.PENANAv6naHUoLVE
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」829Please respect copyright.PENANAtYBLrxrvx9
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。829Please respect copyright.PENANA1JUihWytPz
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「做咩啦?心情差?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAhaWlwEdtry
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。829Please respect copyright.PENANA0rFp9ArohU
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。829Please respect copyright.PENANA90slY043pQ
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。829Please respect copyright.PENANAgYbufgJi23
避免令她感到更煩躁。829Please respect copyright.PENANAlvTCs4r0ba
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。829Please respect copyright.PENANAPjj0Mi7aU0
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。829Please respect copyright.PENANAZLpvP7O3Xv
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……829Please respect copyright.PENANA3mULCPRuIH
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。829Please respect copyright.PENANAD3WB7TzgoC
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……829Please respect copyright.PENANATSjobt5FWR
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「喂!Alvin!」829Please respect copyright.PENANACQqWQohqn8
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。829Please respect copyright.PENANAyB0tA3NipI
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。829Please respect copyright.PENANAkDd1GVuAJx
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。829Please respect copyright.PENANAmP4u3H6WB9
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。829Please respect copyright.PENANApd3tGK03wM
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」829Please respect copyright.PENANARXur89CwyH
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMRoEL77awR
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。829Please respect copyright.PENANAUQvL1yZgZ3
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。829Please respect copyright.PENANAtHWgwbx2Av
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。829Please respect copyright.PENANASr1R9vSuIC
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。829Please respect copyright.PENANAZItP6I9bBv
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAKj7s9BkXaU
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。829Please respect copyright.PENANAOy1jSe8SZs
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。829Please respect copyright.PENANAV5rOkmJSgk
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……829Please respect copyright.PENANAjC94rWF8TP
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。829Please respect copyright.PENANARYX5YM4X92
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。829Please respect copyright.PENANAFlKkjaiJjZ
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAVzOy8dzICj
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。829Please respect copyright.PENANAPCWLvyD3is
但我沒有回應她。829Please respect copyright.PENANAT2YhHLcxzr
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」829Please respect copyright.PENANAavjdqKIE3F
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。829Please respect copyright.PENANAH1EjcqJmij
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」829Please respect copyright.PENANAP40sOulbxc
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。829Please respect copyright.PENANAUyCcQH8Q1g
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:829Please respect copyright.PENANAXvhBjG8PWc
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAk56CjSUpLD
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。829Please respect copyright.PENANA5QFTVInMtx
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……829Please respect copyright.PENANA7gZYWgwcdv
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。829Please respect copyright.PENANAcySUGmZF78
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。829Please respect copyright.PENANAnkKjcQz0A8
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」829Please respect copyright.PENANA98jdKVwrP5
她思考了一會後再說。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMEr8cbohqQ
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「如果啲咩先?」829Please respect copyright.PENANANpm8Sph57y
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。829Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ8lJBPVg0
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」829Please respect copyright.PENANAU1RYL2KfFz
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。829Please respect copyright.PENANAnGBdcDndJz
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。829Please respect copyright.PENANAAL0SQiRH79
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……829Please respect copyright.PENANAFHB6etkBsf
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」829Please respect copyright.PENANABdV3sVsETV
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。829Please respect copyright.PENANAemKWElNmOp
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。829Please respect copyright.PENANAG7ZD7g9rbL
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。829Please respect copyright.PENANA8j81OJkI46
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……829Please respect copyright.PENANAjNfO67e6tk
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。829Please respect copyright.PENANAT6AqOBvFqg
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……829Please respect copyright.PENANAHMYk6nSgRo
所以我都不能確實回答。829Please respect copyright.PENANAWJosywocqS
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。829Please respect copyright.PENANAlRYXGl8oNN
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」829Please respect copyright.PENANAxT4VFCkdgV
我直接與她說。829Please respect copyright.PENANAtA6H6attmi
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。829Please respect copyright.PENANAJaX186t44n
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……829Please respect copyright.PENANAvP7tfCjc5z
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」829Please respect copyright.PENANALAxkaNduHC
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。829Please respect copyright.PENANAkEr9r05b41
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……829Please respect copyright.PENANAePCGzTPj3N
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。829Please respect copyright.PENANALpYUL7iTlQ
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」829Please respect copyright.PENANAIcQmlvOO1I
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。829Please respect copyright.PENANAyfot92yJow
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而我正在換衣的時候……829Please respect copyright.PENANATObkrssOOD
「鈴—鈴—」829Please respect copyright.PENANAVwtshEmssy
突然手機鈴聲響起了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAWcKvLW88Ne
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。829Please respect copyright.PENANAmA3o44CUz7
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。829Please respect copyright.PENANAozvuTfLWuL
我二話不說就接聽了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAreApze3Wmm
「喂?依玲?」829Please respect copyright.PENANASgoing4Hlk
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。829Please respect copyright.PENANAolgGnnKGpi
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。829Please respect copyright.PENANAKODMoqjrD7
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。829Please respect copyright.PENANAFQSW5YeCCL
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。829Please respect copyright.PENANAuZUxDLbUpN
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」829Please respect copyright.PENANACauY8oGzhG
她向我道歉起來。829Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2xzgLNcry
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」829Please respect copyright.PENANAoZntfk47hr
我希望她不要太過介意。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMBoFGufRRG
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……829Please respect copyright.PENANAFhiTZDfKD7
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。829Please respect copyright.PENANAyrjfDLg9Iu
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……829Please respect copyright.PENANASxh6yXSO0t
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。829Please respect copyright.PENANA25pqMWHaUR
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……829Please respect copyright.PENANAQlbgm7yuC2
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」829Please respect copyright.PENANAr0irLjIemh
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。829Please respect copyright.PENANAIFOzgBCipR
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」829Please respect copyright.PENANANSP0982EDW
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。829Please respect copyright.PENANAtsYFlXDtBU
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「原來喺咁……」她說。829Please respect copyright.PENANACZ9dxfnyPG
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。829Please respect copyright.PENANAYqPIJQNwpD
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」829Please respect copyright.PENANAskIrBXx4hI
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……829Please respect copyright.PENANArmJc9mwo4A
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?829Please respect copyright.PENANAcMjDQIe80R
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」829Please respect copyright.PENANAFvei891GLn