第一二八章：畢業營(七)539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz062dTbNzn
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD29fZbzvyd
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Cx8TEG2r
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg7NFqapSi
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AfCtX2gEz
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItruIJNzkV
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rRcNzYTnI
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RxEQHxopS
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73tMGFxiLf
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiF2QAT6EU
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7Jsc5bZj3
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi6Ypau89b
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmHStAT26K
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofPAAdfH8j
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwagaICulA
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CIj7zEPnw
隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiOEODNzYM
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJri7qkIgXM
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnXhPll5oJ
直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafQtJonJsL
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbrNrjdnyQ
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrIKbC8F6W
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaUemPIXyz
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHoG0THJ47
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSncoJL5plw
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKBvUC7UBZ
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e7Urgy7tG
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuA0YJ1rRp
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBajeh1qbz0
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0MZGa5fOe
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkx86U3so8
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAlxiljX5r
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9zk8np0Qi
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk16WYj599f
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGtekWyNQX
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PhUEG3fee
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiF4xzKEzk
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YE4996AMu
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpE0xFUePJ
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHDvSAtlIN
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh5PaPPa6n
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q53hi9G99
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFQaMIZSjj
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0trRlkvlDM
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsgUaq9wud
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXjpJT3lw3
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFF5mW0WLG
Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBmTciRLyD
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNB2nZ9ZfW
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqxVE2yz48
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcw9wJ31Hh
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuMQEfkPbg
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYfy6WNi8V
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQWqZeq12A
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPUuDs7nIu
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmY2va7kQ8
然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E8VyHdJH5
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT67QpTmSW
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXAjMfqW8e
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvqJMd8LE6
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaELmaF3pE7
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n7fVm8lFl
「你嘅其他人喺指？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc61IhEuXv7
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJQ3dYsikr
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEBtBkAtqu
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyxYifI5DE
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUArHJWvZNL
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyI2FYQfuw
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPi5b6CfMC
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8auv5JaKli
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGmJBa9h0v
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw1cwh6U68
是巧合？還是刻意呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOhfOTlS6Q
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwQGFEcoDC
並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm77XfWrjS2
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIgIypRPR9
「都好。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzTa0CwxxY
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkYBMfW0Hd
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR82ZFe4Sj
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6oqEmKQE2
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYAOs3p4PI
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hXNiu6w3C
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSMZYZ8vn5
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dcKYJVq5n
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET7Y24O0S3
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5yiDaEhGS
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