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我再一次有意識時，發現眼前漆黑一片。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEApC5Owr1H
於是我慢慢地打開眼睛……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxSn5Frd6e
發現自己躺在了4F班的課室裡。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoiYiv8ccp
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我看著熟悉的天花板，然後從地板坐起來，觀察了一下四周。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNVLN3EzdH
發現其他4F班的人都在上著課。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0HLdvSM33
但奇怪的是……他們似乎都沒有留意到我剛剛躺在地板上。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6lzwwgAaj
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我馬上站了起來，並走到了坐在我前方的依玲並問道：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RApUUau5e
「依玲！做咩我啱啱瞓咗喺地下嘅……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhxL3MrsmQ
我實在是想不起剛剛發生甚麼事了，完全沒有了剛剛發生了甚麼事的記憶。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXI7oUMnBr
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkD6k2pnB5
「噓！依家呂老師講緊書啊！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeyR8Xuloj
依玲轉過身向著我擺出了一個「安靜」的手勢，然後小小聲地說道。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jNHjzm8q7
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOK7Gpmoyu
「呂老師？佢有教我哋班架咩？」我好奇地說。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILezlXPRMz
然後就立即望向課室前方的教師桌……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzg5nZ3jtV
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744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsIP4ptnWO
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「好啦，Class！今日我哋嚟學Drama嘅history！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eSKK1UbNW
果然如依玲所說，真的是呂老師正在講書。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f01wcpxr3
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDNtfL8Xo9
但我可是知道呂老師並沒有任教我們4F班任何一個科目的……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOZqfnpwhI
到底發生了甚麼事？744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhIOshU3DH
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEDkesamlT
在摸不清頭緒的情況下，我只好再把視線放回依玲身上。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1zrVLSwx8
「點解呂老師會教我哋嘅……依玲？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzDtXV7oZ5
剛剛還在我眼前的依玲突然不見了！744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPWfKSTsqL
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1zwZZoL1F
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW1DhQAIT2
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDBPKl74pn
不只是依玲……而是整個課室所有人都不見了。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpDFtjLIPT
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIvqAHripl
「大家去哂邊啊！」我走到了課室的中央自轉了一圈。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzSNjATLsa
突然我聽到了外面走廊傳來了一陣吵鬧聲。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPHewQxH6w
於是我就走出了課室，看一看走廊有沒有其他人。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICllLhdKwP
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXX3o9i2DX
但當我走出了課室門口時。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOmphWF691
我突然又聽到身後的課室充滿著笑聲。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWvWMepVAp
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrpRn2J3qE
於是我立即向後看……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdawn9Jr4kL
大家又再一次出現在課室之中。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NnU6kaVMx
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ESjRfTu23
「Alvin！一日最衰都喺你！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYUzydajuI
突然有人在我背後推了我一把，使我整個人失去平衡跌倒在地上。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WDT2k44ye
但奇怪的是……我完全感覺不到痛楚。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyiVoFwEcW
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744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMn6d6YX0d
被推倒在地上的我，立即轉頭查看一下到底是誰把我推倒……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3zw53bpOz
是Dan。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QfW3s0KDW
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他非常憤怒地看著，然後就走到我前方大聲罵道：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON4nopQAIb
「唔喺你喺到阻止哂！我一早追到Elaine啦！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcPUfXyFK8
接著，他就朝我揮出一拳！744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu55jhg5T7
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeF8jFjS4Z
我下意識地閉上了眼睛，並舉起雙手打算擋下他的這一拳。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVDEXtMojG
但過了數秒後，我感覺不到有任何的東西打在我的手臂上，而且周遭都變得寧靜起來……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4fUZWG5ej
於是我慢慢地張開雙眼。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IKUJQC0Mz
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT5BaudW49
我發現了現在身處在上一次與全班玩捉迷藏時，與依玲一起在遊樂場躲藏著的那個海盜船遊樂設施裡面。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQdRdiKiEU
這裡也是我第一次抱著她的地方……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi8q0xjmXn
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744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ309a2yXUrU
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC9OJENDCY
「阿侑……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmVeCwpwZn
我聽到依玲的聲音從我後方傳來，於是我立即轉頭看。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPiXVrOBx0
而只看到依玲躺在地上，並雙手向我張開著。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z5rtPUzn1
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhT4dFzgQF
然後她用著一個彷彿就快要哭出來的語氣看著我說：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22iFfvoqab
「你唔好走……我哋喺好朋友嚟，我唔會比你走……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5s13jwbno
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ4JDiBBZc
這一刻，我完全搞不清狀況……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4L2CPE5ar
但我很快就發現自己無法說話，只能張開著嘴發出「啊啊」的聲音。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55FwZU8ZMP
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijZMuH7bSn
「你最後都喺想走啊……因為你仲喺有嘢隱瞞緊我……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R2CQcYbGs
躺著的依玲坐了起來，然後低著頭一邊說，一邊向我慢慢爬過來。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOp2eChSY7
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aBFYF0XOn
我仍然無法說話，只能看著她慢慢地爬到我的身旁。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpRPaFvOda
這時，我發現自己除了不能說話外，更不能動彈。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJx0Cpw85h
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D5ZPASsaz
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLyTZoLtG5
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBgVwmLNlP
依玲爬到了我身旁並停下來。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNu4tJAKIw
然後她抬起頭，露出了一對通紅的眼睛看著我說：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGWMbv3kdn
「其實你對Venus都有好感……但又唔同我講……你想搵佢嚟取代我！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssUmVtvUsl
她突然撲向我。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVKbHA3rcM
而本能反應下，我又再一次閉上了眼睛……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1cO1fdlnu
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwLbxZqy1O
「阿侑……阿侑？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve1h0LBqhs
又是一把熟悉的聲音在呼叫著我。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwEGkxOEto
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGsk9h8jg4
我慢慢地張開眼睛，然後看見了Venus由上而下看著我並叫道我的名字。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeGdYaxiR3
很快我就發現了自己此刻正是躺在了Venus的大腿上……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PPnHWT5iJ
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PPQiRMtT4
我再看一下四周……發現我們正身處圖書館。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4HnpLwbBx
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqSVVaIvd8
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqMsnCOFB5
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eb8B9NOba
「你知我鍾意你架呵？」她問道我。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5Fe9RdoZE
我當然是知道的，但我沒有回答她。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbLJJZjJFL
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMkGDrOjSb
「咁你會唔會同我一齊？」她又再問道我另一條問題。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1qKWrfAPE
但我一樣沒有回答，只是從她的大腿上起來並坐到她的一旁。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo98o60ZVYF
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVDeF6rIrj
「其實你喺知道架……我哋食過口水尾、挨過膊頭瞓、比你攬過、仲錫過你臉……你喺知我鍾意你架……只喺你……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP9LzIT0wH
她把話說到一半後就停頓了。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSieM9jvOks
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sqAmBntZm
「只喺我咩？」我發現自己終於可以說話了。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZywubZxwN
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLbO90sH8I
Venus遙一遙頭，然後就看著我說：「只喺你仲未放低佢。」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3tg3FWLFP
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hgJfObTIF
在她說完後，我轉眼間就來到了一個海岸邊。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkM1QCgH5h
我相信自己對於這個海岸的記憶是非常深刻的。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepgnWxZGzf
接著，我就沿著海岸邊步行著……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgu4RsSd1K
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TOwFSZlCo
「我哋分手啦。」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraN1UvPwjg
她果然也出現了。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1l4jGHWdy
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFLvxIxupL
我強忍著心中那股痛楚，然後轉向後方看著她。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52FLY0w56p
「Mandy……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhkfDOiH1i
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFkddEU9H5
「我對Long D真喺無信心。」她繼續說著。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1h4QOuUqz
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBrNZWC04L
「未試過又點知真喺無信心……」我看著她說。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT1MnILF0l
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzD8o5ODVu
「我哋分手啦。」她又重複了剛剛的那一句話。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGLCLhgHU0
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU68lCr1Vog
「其實……個晚我一直都好想同你講……唔好咁快放棄，我哋可以嘗試一下……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz1RDkjZsJ
此時，我的眼眶已經充滿著淚水。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nIDJnGpYq
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzJqiekHNd
這一句或許是我一直很想與她說的一句話。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7LyHK3XRW
或許我相信著這一句話可能可以扭轉整個結局。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HgU7S4v0F
可惜當時她直接掛斷了電話及封鎖了我。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3oARt9SFZ
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWketPDCGmX
而現在的我也知道，我眼前的她……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4824iOIMjE
只是我過去一的個記憶，過去一的一個遺憾。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv2IejTFWz
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PTj1Ky3LT
我慢慢地閉上了眼睛，深呼吸了一下。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwrSJDAQhL
然後再打開眼。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluXdpGMc6j
剛剛眼前的Mandy消失了……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2AueF7eik
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudDWolkx1I
「我唔想離開你！」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX80bJku4J
她突然出現在我後方，並撲到我身上，然後用雙手緊緊地摟住我。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfijAzHjCWp
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSXTrU2OfD
她一邊淒涼地哭著，雙手一邊越摟越近。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsKmD6H2Oa
雖然比她緊抱著，但這一刻，我感受不到她的呼吸、心跳及溫暖。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ63NljFPEC
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqzJ2IXvZ4
「呢啲都只喺回憶嚟……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyDFXXy4It
不知道為何我雙眼開始流下淚水。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWedH6FbuPY
而且我的心，感到非常的疼痛……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwFhyTyRhG
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyul5qEEBsn
「我唔喺回憶啊……我哋一齊翻啦……好無？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrjt9Rfea0
「她」在我背後說著。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79umo563hr
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLvBCqESoK
我沒有回應「她」。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOb0qDRbKs
只是用手把「她」摟緊著我的雙手慢慢地拉開。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBs7XVUrgj
然後再轉身看著「她」並後退了幾步。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzzjB0TSxN
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqR1EISZ8w
「她」用著一個疑慮地眼神看著我，然後就再次問道：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz7v3VDEiQ
「你唔想同我一齊翻咩？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mYOAOa2g6
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Zju5PkVP
「夢……喺時候要醒啦……」我說的同時，眼淚繼續從我雙眼流著。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJklLnWOWAQ
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7KTDJjylw
「可能我真喺好似Rita咁講，真喺未放低你呢！我哋復合啦，好無？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRp5Y3Av0H
「她」繼續說著。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9milkqsKaq
但我是知道的……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkB2gYn4WG
這些都只是我的幻想而且。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmd536dC8C
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZmaNw2x6e
我遙一遙頭，然後抹走了臉上的眼淚後說：744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj2QV0paXu
「感性上，我都想同你復合……但喺理性上話我知，我哋只喺過去……雖然好遺憾，但喺一切都要完啦……好多謝「你」仲成日出現，提醒我……喺時候要放低。」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprNpwB6zqj
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QQXifoYfK
她沒有回應我，只是向我微笑著，然後就……744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDB8Ol6Gkm
744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5wFBmw4w0
「鈴—鈴—鈴—」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW4EBadhRG
我打開了眼。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd2aZ8YWGr
「果然喺發夢……咦？」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvQYZYqScv
我摸了一摸自己的臉頰，發現是濕濕的。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1udiQzxlH
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「我竟然發夢發到喊……」我自嘲起來。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYf4Ww9ZfL
然後用被子把臉上的淚水都抹乾。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRPJg5rONX
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接著，我把手機的鬧鐘關上，並從床走了下來，再伸展了一下身子。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraFpxwzltO
「又要準備翻學啦……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlZYEjcoVS
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當我打開房門準備前往洗手間準備梳洗時。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfCukPeRVr
我回頭看了一看床頭的那一隻熊玩偶……那一隻Mandy送給我的熊玩偶。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtztdjMnWHH
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「睇嚟要將佢收起先得……」744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb2AviN30m
然後我就離開了房間。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx342rttR1
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而那隻熊玩偶就在此時向前倒下了。744Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8V6EEqH1o
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