第一二七章：過去589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx57ipQ8Wg
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我們分手的那一天……589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvLGyljaP8
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAPBicAlBX
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0ElKPEBqO
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojQMeJT30C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SBbMMBsUR
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCilnyQYcP
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqRqURsX2H
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCoRMSTToI
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYLePhzrhF
顯示的卻是單剔號。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuCYZjeOmQ
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9TEUimZyA
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE0HCWMw7c
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iyXp6yUYx
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkxxpMScuX
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ004blwoGYv
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfLMHBq5TV
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR8mVBzKL8
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29xb0lDTD6
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt2oBgm6iK
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wKu5oo9pH
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiClXn1RQrx
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdm5S91IHa
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFit5JU9oUP
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaEoXGkbBE
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5EzMBtZI1
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZIxqZzsr
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcRFjQJ7TZ
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8ofnD4iiF
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJrTx19Fv0
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h3pGsi6Q5
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyausCWnUJ
這是回憶嗎？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncPvYgGiP2
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9jp2s7hqQ
又是回憶了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEKQrVWvwm
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz8kzYgHQ2
怎樣都是回憶。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiEZbs6nFs
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwklcBfdom4
不要再是回憶了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34D65DgJ68
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFq0XZFNqG
不要、不要、不要！589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsnOeGSjGQ
「我唔想離開你！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkZeoWm98L
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IhvJ2rtFL
「夠啦！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh5vzFluzc
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjFN2BXsdf
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi4I7TeuNA
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyv6craAEx
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2PRK0TiU8
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqOM6gUCji
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIm3JwwrGY
「咦？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfEW9UuuuP
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYntuIeS5U
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gOT836MUz
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnbMiiCHgD
我轉過身，來到了床邊。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0esTTSdrn
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkcufMYBmV
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqsI0h605x
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne1nGeoLGZ
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx32KkJt7t
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpLYuQghy9
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchrc4Sd6uS
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Uv6pEouL2
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNMjl7Toxq
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6D8OfkPMK
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVpFTTBcLM
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppmsv6LrFQ
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu0DNyarRI
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuYGNMvij8
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3yppTAiJ1
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOjRAHWkhs
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV6l0MjBR1
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgJIBwlD1c
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8MkEKnEWm
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokfT7YKtq3
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJtHvcObMq
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0dvWUDjAL
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpjkfJiQCY
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWUJzcIMZY
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE68qfUtBR
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALKMYRA5uu
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZQW9QR5m
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LvOqmExPz
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcceGUWDFNc
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEauPfmytnx
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XPMaLuXId
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK7taCnp0C
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4UWBO87w6
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZFu1R2PyX
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj894wNkQM
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1U7YVRjjj
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp72BIUQVd
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKLl0pbz64
不過，當然是沒有了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcluOJm5Rpz
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKJLcqELvE
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyHZGZhs0Z
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZce0xAyCCj
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYG2yi8jjk
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86bYm9ocgD
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2uojCmY4Q
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ykJrr8XdQ
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdMIhgvrEE
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdtJGRxmFS
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBpJ3fjiXf
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE308zR9Ae
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R6iiSy9d1
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgQZC5MecU
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv9uY4WzI7
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfGDa5H8B9
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj68JCVSYG
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YYNDjzjtC
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8duGtHIw4
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvajlbf06Nf
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriU6KL0H00
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XQMKssPgl
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpMa6s3Gim
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hWgPesQ8P
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1W3sx6ceg
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL1mxOxaC8
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGEjJDYAa7
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXboJwBOmc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SbUz1vqvN
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ddPiXGwr
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