第一三五章:畢業營(十三)718Please respect copyright.PENANAZpihpPIcpB
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「杯麵聯歡會」過後,大家也在一陣討論中逐步返回宿舍。718Please respect copyright.PENANAH7pyR4ULzV
「真喺估唔到Mandy會走。」718Please respect copyright.PENANA0hkOCBxkqX
「算啦,本來我哋畢業後都會各散東西架啦。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ltsF3wGB
「其實我喺咪應該都去海外留學呢?」718Please respect copyright.PENANA7M60MUfYzc
「算把啦你,留喺香港算啦。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAaN9uQ7A3Zc
「Alvin你唔翻去住啊?」718Please respect copyright.PENANAtGJZA73wB5
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我搖頭,表示想在外面多待一會才返回宿舍。718Please respect copyright.PENANAyGtegTj4Ip
但此時也望向了不遠處的女生群。718Please respect copyright.PENANAKJS1ri4bQD
只見她們紛紛圍繞著Mandy,有些人則繼續詢問著,有些人卻已經哭泣起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAbdd0YaJ1cp
看來今晚都沒有機會再與她交談了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAFgwYp9sGWL
畢竟她不再是只屬於我的……等等,為什麼我會這樣去想呢?718Please respect copyright.PENANAc18dZnMZmi
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「阿侑。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAdI6uQivS0e
一把熟悉的聲音從我後方傳來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAeFZhhVZrll
單靠逐漸變得明顯起來的棉花糖香味,我就知道是誰了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAMExbqDNRWa
「依玲。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAFed9YcVwmW
我轉過身來望了她,依玲。718Please respect copyright.PENANA1YC6mtnGkS
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「你唔翻去?」她率先開口問道了我正想說的話。718Please respect copyright.PENANAYD1DNI8LXo
因此我只是搖搖頭,接著就望向她:「我想散下步先再翻去。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAgKPQqkGRku
然後就是凝視著她,沒有作出任何的動作。718Please respect copyright.PENANAWJtHVfOCJA
而她也快就意會到,於是便隨即再說:718Please respect copyright.PENANAe7nnlQSswL
「我……我都散下步先翻去。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAxruGEweK1a
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我沒有說話,只是點頭起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAEFdYjIXP2z
但是迎來的卻是皺起眉頭的她再說:「你怪怪哋咁。」718Please respect copyright.PENANApBvw3dFAKV
「怪怪哋?邊有,哈哈。」我當然是反駁起來,不過那語氣那夠假的。718Please respect copyright.PENANAz3PjibjTMP
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「你一早就知?」依玲無視了我又再問。718Please respect copyright.PENANACAhxIMO8eS
她所說的「知」,應該是指Mandy要離開的事情了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAqSvyiT6BZa
到底是甚麼原因,使得她們都認為我應該一早就知道了?718Please respect copyright.PENANAwqP6U81TDt
我真的很想說,其實我都是昨天才知道的……718Please respect copyright.PENANA8aNwtf4X8T
但此刻的我並不想又一次解釋起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAd60vf0HQq7
或許是因為感到疲勞了?718Please respect copyright.PENANAm6BrrKAz7G
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所以我接著只是把視線移離了依玲:「你哋覺得我一早知咪一早知囉。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAwQ1eJgQ76l
我知道自己不應該用這樣的語氣與她說話,但最後還是對她發晦氣了。718Please respect copyright.PENANA3uXd4fPGSI
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然而她聽到我的這句話後,表現卻與預期不一樣。718Please respect copyright.PENANAzrc1QKNUQH
她沒有感到生氣,而是表情變得擔憂起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAFCTJuc7xPj
「阿侑,你無事啊嘛?」718Please respect copyright.PENANAzqhVJEez04
「無……無事。」718Please respect copyright.PENANA35zOFMpVgo
我直接回答,然後就開始往飯堂外的平台前進。718Please respect copyright.PENANA59ujgZWBwQ
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而依玲理所當然就是跟在我後方。718Please respect copyright.PENANAuwwcgnUvx3
因此接下來我也一百八十度轉過來,打算跟她說「你唔洗跟住我啦」。718Please respect copyright.PENANA4bZp7LuasA
不過在轉身的瞬間,她卻直接撞到我的身上。718Please respect copyright.PENANAj7nYHXQh1L
完全沒有想到她跟我的距離竟然會如此近貼。718Please respect copyright.PENANAIG041aEJnd
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「啊,唔好意思。」她很快就抬頭道歉起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANA1l1H4AAXv5
瞬間變得恭恭敬敬起來,並不像平時的她。718Please respect copyright.PENANAu9W1r2IhdY
所以我都一同說道:「喺……喺我突然轉身唔啱先。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAgaRpfEIhxK
不過在話後,我們又再一次對上眼神。718Please respect copyright.PENANAx9UcCEI6t1
但是,我隨即也移開了視線,並說:「你早啲翻去沖涼休息下啦。」718Please respect copyright.PENANASs58VSeJPC
「你趕我走。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAHJDDchHfHD
我立即瞪起雙眼,並再次望向了她。718Please respect copyright.PENANAEfGPssUrbm
只見她的雙眼逐漸泛起淚光,更同時咬緊了雙唇。718Please respect copyright.PENANABNCLqMAfm2
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「依玲……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAx1FXIZRDFc
「我見你怪怪你哋,好心嚟睇下你,點知你唔肯講之餘,仲要趕我走。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAbab1ZFzkWG
淚珠已經開始從她的眼眶上滲出。718Please respect copyright.PENANAHoasFDpWtf
「我……我唔喺趕你走啊……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAPK2aZccXh6
「你對我發晦氣都唔緊要,但點解你就唔肯講咩事呢?」718Please respect copyright.PENANArZgr0PSIm7
「我……我……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAKZUjF32GNs
我稍為思考了一會,到底該怎樣跟她說才好。718Please respect copyright.PENANAGmdrjSbEc9
可是我最終還是合上嘴巴了,難道這就是所謂的有口難言嗎……718Please respect copyright.PENANAF8cMp2RdOW
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當然,依玲看到我支支吾吾過後,還是選擇合上嘴巴。718Please respect copyright.PENANAm7XASkfK2w
她那一刻的表情,我至今仍然銘記在心。718Please respect copyright.PENANAjdXUx2e7Iz
因為我使她感到失望了。718Please respect copyright.PENANA053gkCqUvo
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而她接下來很快就把淚水擦掉,並再深呼吸了一口。718Please respect copyright.PENANAYNXIND3ros
「你知唔知,我將所有嘢都肯同你講,喺因為我真心對阿侑你。」718Please respect copyright.PENANA3i5LCk14xX
我知道,我當然知道,你是真心對我的。718Please respect copyright.PENANAZmTsV0Dd21
「但喺阿侑你……似乎唔喺,點解至今仲要隱瞞我?」718Please respect copyright.PENANAj0JWQ93iV2
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「其實我唔喺有心隱瞞你。」718Please respect copyright.PENANA9FFjaljAdl
其實我都是真心對你的,原本我是打算說這句話。718Please respect copyright.PENANAlnRtO4QnIM
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「你真喺好自私,好自私啊!」718Please respect copyright.PENANA32jj5l9FQn
淚水再次從她雙眼流下來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAglOHjJbNt9
但當我打算開口說話時,她再說:「我同Raymond所有嘢都會同你講,但喺你同Mandy嘅事,就永遠都收埋收埋,包括佢喺你個EX、你同佢夾份做戲呃Martin、佢仲鍾意你、仲有……仲有……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAaaxetPC151
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「仲有你根本無放低過佢!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAzdlyvN373m
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在一聲喊道後,依玲就立即轉身往宿營的方向跑去。718Please respect copyright.PENANAXBzfNo28gS
完全沒有打算等待我回應。718Please respect copyright.PENANAI7zCp8ahgu
不,即使她等待了,我都無話可說。718Please respect copyright.PENANAaTHDM5jg8Z
但其實我很想立即捉住她,並解釋一番的。718Please respect copyright.PENANAEEhz0v84ot
只是最終我還是打消了這個念頭。718Please respect copyright.PENANAn8h4SfK4vP
「我又聽到自私呢兩個字啦……唉。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAGNSApSqkhh
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回到數小時前,我們還在進行野外定向的活動時……718Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y9KygAjG0
當我們十四組與前四組會合並被交付傳遞「同班共膳計劃」的任務後,我們便留在了空地上等待下一組的來臨。718Please respect copyright.PENANA7TvAEYwuf4
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而在等待的過程中,Laura擺脫了Poppy的追擊,再次來到了我身旁。718Please respect copyright.PENANA6NQThhYFSf
「阿侑,趁隻幼犬未嚟搞住我,等我哋快啲繼續頭先嘅話題!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAo3pkQgsaSr
「咩話題?」我疑惑地反問。718Please respect copyright.PENANA5AaVKcNj4F
「你同Mandy嘅話題啊!」她一邊說著一邊環顧著四周。718Please respect copyright.PENANAIqqqER33UQ
於是我也一同好奇地四周巡視,並很快就發現了不遠處的Poppy似乎發現了Laura又走到我身旁。718Please respect copyright.PENANAe1oXZlocqD
隨後,Poppy便開始往我們的方向急步前進。718Please respect copyright.PENANAKppJZBHjNb
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Laura發現Poppy的舉動後,語氣立即變得焦緊起來:718Please respect copyright.PENANAFK53XrHyoj
「總之我啱先想同你講嘅就喺……一次咁大把!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAKVsWznvJge
「咩一次啊?」718Please respect copyright.PENANAenleHOmYvQ
「一次!真喺一次咁大把!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAsJJLYoVHiS
我們的對話就簡直雞同鴨講似的。718Please respect copyright.PENANAv4wB91Abl7
同一時間,Poppy也越來越接近了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAVST8YIvlpD
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於是Laura便隨即準備拔腿就跑。718Please respect copyright.PENANAxYHrQCECUa
並在她準備離開時,也拋下了一句:718Please respect copyright.PENANAhgvAJ0fQtI
「你就自私一次,聽從自己嘅內心,任性一次啦!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAnUT250G2ri
「自私一次咩呢?」718Please respect copyright.PENANAym9vYIkNE6
當我再問的時候,Laura已經起步逃走了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAeoNfhKoJGv
但她還是扭頭望向我,並說了些甚麼。718Please respect copyright.PENANAhI9bf02Meo
可是,同時身後已經傳來了Poppy的叫喊。718Please respect copyright.PENANAYiH7yuQIse
使得我根本聽不到Laura到底說了些甚麼。718Please respect copyright.PENANAuD2VsDclGx
不過,從她的前言及口型推測,我大概猜到她說出那兩個字。718Please respect copyright.PENANA5D0XNO0qQf
「復合」718Please respect copyright.PENANAcn19MtFlpZ
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「自私、自私、自私……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAYBTePJtcuG
在依玲離開後,我便靠在欄杆上自言自語起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANAyae2lo1jZK
依玲剛才的那句「你真喺好自私」,仍然在我腦海中徘徊著。718Please respect copyright.PENANAV9FL97Ulqe
「自私」這詞,到底我今天已經聆聽了多少次呢。718Please respect copyright.PENANAJBChY6HRWu
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與此同時,我也回想起Laura今天的說話。718Please respect copyright.PENANAkn8FqgiW8l
「到底佢喺幾時發現嘅呢?」我不禁又自言自語起來。718Please respect copyright.PENANASgje2QABFL
但是很快也想通了為何她會如此說道了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAyHLvqHfroo
畢竟我與她同班了將近六年,清楚知道她可是一個善於讀心的女孩。718Please respect copyright.PENANA11yZNUF1P5
所以,或許她也早已看穿了我一直埋藏在內心的念頭了。718Please respect copyright.PENANAwkjrbgfoOT
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可是當我想起Laura那句最後的二字時。718Please respect copyright.PENANAkEkNZVRp0i
我也不禁在口邊碎碎唸:「如果我真喺咁做,咪好自私……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAxkwBxzQ8gB
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「你當然好自私啦。」718Please respect copyright.PENANA6VFqYxkNFl
然而,就在我說道後,暗處卻突然傳來一把聲音。718Please respect copyright.PENANA2cMdTmhYb3
相信即使化成灰,這一把聲音我仍然能認得出是誰的。718Please respect copyright.PENANAmnG0MUzCa9
而那人接著也從暗處走出,並再說:「我唔覺意咁聽到少少啦,原來我哋……」718Please respect copyright.PENANAdlZEJyvaUJ
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「你收聲。」718Please respect copyright.PENANAIw0EHkE1Bc
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即使我如此說道,對方沒有打算閉嘴,繼續把話接下去。718Please respect copyright.PENANASHzFOO5Gte
使得我都不得一同開聲說:718Please respect copyright.PENANAlzdMlz7DXz
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「我哋果然喺同一種人,Alvin!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAAblO3BhLnu
「我同你唔喺同一種人,Toby!」718Please respect copyright.PENANAppX3b9UAMf
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「刻意隱瞞,其實都是為了你」718Please respect copyright.PENANAb56ox27qF3