暑假篇：復合？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqylElTzHPM
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1wJO6Wx8K
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqw1V3o94l
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge50mxpYov
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn4np6FGsm
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ8LFxV5gG
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmhIP0YHgv
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiovCNCmE1w
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBuwyoXLAa
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2WFshI3Oq
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3Yiqal0gV
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcPaHNlqEp
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSD3c6qW82
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJbvu8KSTX
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDz7CsCEhw
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZwhttorz0
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6ZQChwdu2
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKHD3DP9ul
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJHXXhWJPd
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosj3053FQw
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKGlmX6vcq
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgocY8Uy1D
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRvg83yQX6
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMSiO0eE3O
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vlv55dUOX
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26dfzfrmFZ
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gu99XEsvs
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR4XQWYHZH
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhza2ipSHCa
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiREo8ed1W
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm06gRSzcSq
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZbpp0Lsz4
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKmP26f2Ai
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslZdypCbCn
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBfbB25j8m
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHO03dWPHr
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wT1wBLQQh
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFRQ0zhhfE
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8PNojoWfn
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEBN3zsdS3
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt56ZSAwmwG
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtKdZZ3kMq
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv4bYH1xeO
我必須想辦法……有了！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyosJnZpOjg
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「伏—」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTEzbjkGZT
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1VICmQGsA
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs516VlJxF
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJn6HPZRzg
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApbHKs4YcL
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwSWyoQkjV
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXlJuEMfAi
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hsusfm81V
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wQaTPi5SA
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVNyPKhKBK
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p83vbZOtR
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LRQCzgWeL
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14etTXTBzw
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Q85ld5nX
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg93Sk1yWO
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyIz3GLG8R
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPdzHSEKwU
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPcrdmWOU6
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0r0ofaTN
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8cAR6qc4c
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf3XkHHFuj
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XTJ90K7Lm
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmovcHGkIwn
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHGHzG0NjL
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITkgerbQab
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBlg5gMFoN
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlgjslHyO0
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCDcKA6D3S
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF9hAfPtTt
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjOvfseujZ
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruvhc40jt6
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVUlVkjR7i
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyxNqF9cF4
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibMfdBXwjX
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTSm55912O
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGBWxnPVsn
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2344XGWow
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfx1Jpu2DZ
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVX0ijTrXi
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxSbdtUTgL
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT1ZqEBR8A
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsR6vBOYMh
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFPwUXMX95
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRAbspFoPU
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBMCxQoTNG
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5QSub8bU7
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQMNom1Uuh
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTGgrbYn07
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj2GNzbIxk
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSZUEGltK7
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53NKAwvNID
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aZQa3KEZI
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5nmJai0wE
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95XqpnEocs
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKZF8uj0P1
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YCZsDQWev
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDerO9d59i
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90I8bUCwcc
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7WwWrtTo2
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mtc2yss9B
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTTTqXHfa6
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmtRR5xZAH
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigoJg3Cv3T
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hP2MC4GY4
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483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQtVmFNhhn
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVF88YLJlx
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2AHQn9gt0
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小番外：483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5vinfVjT3
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBmH49EDQP
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGmpkh3FiM
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWEd7s7bcQ
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdWapzr60Z
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作者閒聊：483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3MSl1OpSb
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7J4GCsVSN
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