暑假篇：復合？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33U97J3Mca
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVjzG61VPu
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQbmt1VQxv
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3eLFmEcct
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8AxFBhQPT
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG0rJjf5jt
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kfod5apmb
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVhyGLyxxP
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVRcRnIBnZ
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S2t7vEGYE
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LmJjKn54x
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB1MP9S0DW
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B8wI8LVO9
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgiL0mOi8W
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJq0kkDxlD
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW5JjmJ1vT
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U8PNEkZL3
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbIOr5BKAO
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN78VcoxRw
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrlR1oRBE2
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU0GjKXPE0
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL2NrtraIY
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw28UVClBS
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO8hTYXG61
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8plGyrcDqS
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyRapQp1F0
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJQ007P30z
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7d1LOPtiE
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC57xwK7yU1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJtmT3ooNV
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP0nkptehw
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA7ltGIo7Y
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDZm7sqeRb
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK13FTckyke
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKIdkD9Tm9
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRj1Sx2wHr
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70xmO04pWc
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT4Zpstfkx
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaflA9an3E
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeF1h5HSmx
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9VsmleSW0
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrUSnJjOAn
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAbZRUwrFG
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSCP24ytCs
我必須想辦法……有了！439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3ndpmbEoX
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjuEmCVFX9
「伏—」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2SxLeZ8S6
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvwhXtqL4V
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLpM8wk5fl
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVLDyT3QgG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeS9Y9iOWO
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJESj8lxLGY
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJyz8sIrsJ
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz2kFdSs4J
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoPADMerIW
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4MvLY1XhC
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEfmkEOhp7
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShnSShkoqs
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OkW8kfWGB
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETcUdNKIcJ
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlRHNRNQ7r
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfNnHRVvl8
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fMvv4NpTF
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJq7KN6F4z
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AjsLHfcXp
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4gaVTVfQs
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBrB3Q7jHi
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY81EkW3VH2
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCP0tMuqcq
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4a9R5ikGG
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTetsxZfJZ
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalJgPdO9Le
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHcGw9PYxH
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG38z7K5JvM
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZFXSibnGv
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dxqAbEZcO
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7ffXgnxka
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrAxeqtpiK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ4ZqUeCAU
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlhUQeRgaD
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4f8DGSHQd
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCfxmCWvM2
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvQ5FI7Qtt
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda4oT1eeGv
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWYhe3BAjN
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlwPMXrFKX
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDswZblGcXL
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PJlSS34is
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7J4h02KFz
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcvADx9jR2
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr45em1rnB
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvWhSTwYJ2
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1k1DZbM2E
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvqUaM8zYx
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh0yMtcm3h
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSHiHxI4j8
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0SBqy0COi
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFN7OXaqS7
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqt1m43CeM
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyex4XKOtKg
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnr5frkEpz
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpafRuS71V5
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpCZa5r1kl
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRBTOhqeew
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd1MqasF8Z
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqDWMmlL69
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAZzBr4vGC
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLefj1gt7
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7rHJlqPYs
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu35lOVLGNz
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28d4nUC3ER
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d2MMsQfcc
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucpozbZss4
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHzwcT0Blh
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PAPatFlkU
小番外：439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbzxY2EnwH
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj6HmluCUi
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSCEaWu6zm
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKncCjvkcvu
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKAeHwcOUr
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTlePXGrPf
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作者閒聊：439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsgRsGDpzb
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpt7pClmHC
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