第一二九章：畢業營(八)476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEfw59XxEV
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZ01quLNq
眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S3mdXb1Kc
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TKdCwjgmO
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLkBWMc1h1
這種感覺，真的很古怪。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0ES8zMg6p
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3dSUbK652
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4HWsQSqrw
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPuDdLIOXv
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCwytiiuY4
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U1VOrxeVX
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbbODZRz4K
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdaciqrIEi
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW8tcCAeu5
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvbwBspc2s
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAmVla7tZn
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu0IatbjZC
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVhxL8oNFu
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqKvgj9Ard
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSG5omR2tv
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIjHdT7dcO
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuu0wI92Jn
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaZBdXEBqk
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FxEYeyoDY
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvl3HEiGI7
果不其然她也出現了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafotIELFZG
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqJVzgB9hs
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh99fDivepd
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSHAaccktR
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizH6VVy5cX
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt94cV15mHl
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWIuwimlZU
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgJGpOKf35
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1hOpKFU39
時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO8DBWC1aB
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFvMQmyiP5
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREpu0cMC83
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHRKvD7DYY
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruYI50mWOp
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe09bC6cS6w
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU6LPNTIrt
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyQL8wbN6b
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jKix4lQtS
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPadaXbfJmd
「我……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXHve64ruU
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqUMQuhtQf
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyJEeNf31q
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd4ha41RZB
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET50p6hUPb
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0n2UZcww7
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVhLssY499
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG78bPL7os
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PLijHfFJs
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8p3FyZaR5
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXng2f56yG
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEoYWbylp7
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElCPsVXld9
就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIC68GEDFx
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdPGfmpCIt
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT4EaHvg7B
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DYN3Gcunw
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElEYQm1pOT
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9RuG0zzEi
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eR5WygH0P
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctkSBYdYJD
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYO9sXt68L
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUQB5FvbQq
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxbY1Gns4p
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj6nlShXRk
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEpxuOLwrD
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8PCBjnKYi
「呱—呱—」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0oQmfJ4U4
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpjbf2BHQG
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsO29UsUo2
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ7Ns77OBO
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykxElNmITS
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDG8H0ibl4
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupt4YZDvia
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6PSvHoA2M
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfPniS27vv
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyXA1qN5zQ
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllWDNTVeC0
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreQgahskbK
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrFn1AsxjX
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwlz6iKGKi
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9MnWLUo3c
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfZhMQ6l3m
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN4EMvaWaS
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXi4CqtS7t
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4p0eNNLt2
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY82rdqAcK
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pn6bTBwSC
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bAFjzIJyO
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bTG7td8Tu
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I8ViF7tlP
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo9GLDmcF7
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdL9dhD9Su
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdivG77XQPD
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghIRWMEZVn
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZkH6GtlU5
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZcOg6NAwl
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x1twEeRa5
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RcTbHGFGy
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwor5Hlalg
而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrPvYy8xhA
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHu8h4ngtU
然後就張開眼，並說：476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8HSes1N0X
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlOsF5xIxs
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWrugCwrlb
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvBBLuoiAD
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsv8xKEUvR
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