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「你諗清楚啲？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gXuMjEgrR
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vpIoCsiZU
這個畫面似曾相識的……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5A8P5Jxsm
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuFe20Tk7b
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GVh2ox6RV
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg8WewdIJm
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkSXzj4j54
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FDG85cKWZ
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKtSAHiHOb
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQEdOGR8zB
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL84K92m90E
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKDqksKmW7
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWXA0dl1k1
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRQX4PEFJc
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeSdTByFLt
「唔、知、啊！！！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYDVHdNMh6
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyY0lxVSS6
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTuIPSTdaE
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVjkpUkzoW
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBjFT0tszz
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vjK7YxNkP
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzLUtstcZP
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGho5QawBS7
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraBoo5RoNV
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynU7VM4nsA
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TTzVRu471
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQrKyVReqV
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf96CjBCKm
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHctIajzif
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1umKXuJXaL
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvv6cBNoTb
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO7d4sN9rq
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2Af3npE1P
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKQJ77tGqA
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jeSSNiCa0
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYsA8OAcvU
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJr8IVursX
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO67MFtvWF
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73SeU751sK
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1p4fibS6B
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAm0fowH2Y
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVjh6m1HRc
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAEUCFQIjN
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmWwAK3QiG
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJNYgeyf7A
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu1fTGLXDs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazceEuctQj
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfxIiRl8TZ
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OHZQ2tRmT
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOOGnLaU7x
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4LfmIGwwa
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWbk9zVixI
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BKs62UkJw
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR83jPHY9v
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H5Tk1cpAA
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNHFzLCnrK
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3M9y0Acs4
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNQrgREm3C
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0GQHnKmjZ
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtt1v0MOLr
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA6YlmyCRr
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj3bZxtN6r
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLbqEDQS7J
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56aHHDCmO5
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgORxo8AesG
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsWhJChjAZ
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2kuWyxlpK
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDoNoyoS5O
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNaRTtvKuQ
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL57NpxXpI5
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAQYcf3YRk
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte0J6tISnX
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXzeAz6sT3
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdNPkoCwQN
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiJnhsjJ9V
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYqRtKTGhA
「快啲教我點做。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYCPN8EfFM
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pZC0yICPA
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVMGMZxRpr
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHKzyteIf5
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmwkftujfa
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr81oM7CWi
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGTVJIHWp6
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOYfw2Tzv5
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSGuGj5v9u
「欸！？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu4MhhbFZA
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg1bAYWMyq
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAEhM47Xme
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr4AK6lcmi
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWI6VizQT7
看來我還不夠成熟呢……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm14Ter9znm
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L9mkeeXb6
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzpWxmbyrw
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoeTeyBHgK
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtaUep01HJ
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdfJSUafAX
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc9iwFOdJO
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdvuRKZI80
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL5uS0ngec
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA38dcZPxf
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAoKP2Ns7C
還有六人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT8vGin5zD
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「成長、成熟」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP85c4esfOU
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作者的話：432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaRJSZ7Deq
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVCW1UV2GC
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