那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByuqzNLJaM
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ2pq6nADL
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwBEV7fHOJ
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSCyqekjlL
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5cgLOD9dn
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU5L66B9Or
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqyhLaBxr9
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「啊？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOxBX40Mxo
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiYPyyHKSY
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWcmXOfUOF
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「誰叫妳是女生。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2g0bVgVHu
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1VkTup5rM
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4EZDYsjOe
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC6E1mgcfG
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbTzQRoMJl
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQT0aiNf9Q
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp8jFtmftK
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「啊？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbsnuQ9dph
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWinLkeGDT
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMOnedzOnb
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfr6P0mY7N
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD8k4D5FVe
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「男生也玩這套？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55FHTzm7GM
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU3pxsasBK
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTsjqLRiit
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「對啊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR1wUHUxw0
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUTnyQ0k7s
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUupmwd3nNq
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeTockTUqq
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HXtpq4Vky
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0vnT9mYSV
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jvgWqcxBz
「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QF4npE8mG
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVQUYYU3dr
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「反正都過去了嘛。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pdgn6DcOL
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jXTm6JnYh
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「那你呢？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaZ6qIS4WM
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「我怎樣？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h60vm7jr1
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKH6EhtHwa
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnRDBzhmMU
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「我忘記了。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSk2REey1R
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「最好是。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoDxUUTutH
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jFqj1YpFt
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDq2sB8Saa
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipbbGr3lZA
「為什麼？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAysCLPA1f
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXl6bqdeX
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcTvYYvXvr
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01KTi9UlVD
「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQvmuHmCMJ
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「這…應該還好吧？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14pZ4WleTY
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEm0lHKzv7
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bW2p5DxD9
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwb0FxDdZc
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「……………」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4joZzNNpR
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFicFBjMEkm
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPoEJ3diy2
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9mnNBNl59
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckAvi1QekH
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你喜歡我嗎？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxyDIoekM8
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HDSyvrqNi
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…………458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5MkmRwPlL
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvOcgjsg4y
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBxqhAuXdp
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxqqZOpwnw
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMShiPKqChv
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfC8LvSPm1
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyCAV5nrSg
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJllI4AVSQ
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dWvvVUJtS
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJfa27qIFX
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIdQH14ZLY
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfb248ZAgB
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoGzM1xC0U
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q8kq63Jci
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEqMeZcg5w
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4JiH2ftE6
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DjxO7a4Sd
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66AH0foESx
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoIm8XKSJz
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「妳不要理他們哦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG3EdPPI8z
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uQTCVy16s
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「…………靠腰。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC6YMmv7fm
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvzkqRepvq
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8liEksaVb4
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77uf7IDi4a
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKa56YlAR3
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16FRT6llpe
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8D8aW14zm
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdcu9TdE14
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「嗯。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq81JzlgOUg
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQFRS1ClHy
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「嗯。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXuTKrO5sp
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「阿龍。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGbwBuKR4N
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「嗯？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1h19Q7PCO
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QK0Sm6urN
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「嗯。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPYVTdyDuJ
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujcQN1r22c
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtVSQV0SGi
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhKLSUubyc
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只是你就是明白，結束了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIBMIkCVqp
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyQHIPBDmg
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmdv9qNGkI
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待續。
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