「這個擺飾真可愛。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSHxZEX8E0
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoHaQ5TONQ
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM1ELj818C
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybC1hBMvJ5
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZKSXfJbMY
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4N1uyViK7
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好像，做錯事情的是我。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN8o8QMwyc
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtanOwh3Xed
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqsPNYNhsu
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc3aG7sKId
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我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZNBr2uzjf
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQQ7AiCjGr
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「為什麼是我？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaR5mmbjxF
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我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiXOvlk2XX
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「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5PZWAokS0
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他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4gFZekR5s
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「因為妳漂亮。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpyhlVj0un
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「……………」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkas2RQLCK
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「所以喜歡妳。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdbxdtKEIg
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8N8n2EpBQ
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHYcMMgKJb
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaUmdQpydz
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyzTsqcu3S
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mybRRxvOu
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他看我不說話，急了。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrFMlm4iMF
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3jvpZrpMt
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8jFuVy7Gq
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GYH0YrRR9
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「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhOqmtQ5FJ
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡillqwqJCsS
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4kRi7EpFY
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarTJTgCboP
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzacYFT4QDP
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn55FHlarM0
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「…………」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIZNxhldxc
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P0X09GBqo
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kQjOS1BaK
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH44uurcOq
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i4RmfVAxS
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK0A8JtCbH
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxasTwUHLOW
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtTxIBPQBF
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33l4985bgX
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAz1ZASlRs
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「你回去吧。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBScks3zfAK
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQbC9HvXPx
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7DgoGamRt
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89qOHmRZIv
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「憑什麼這樣認為？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVsnQs1Rex
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRYCDdWQVp
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我的心痛了一大下。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0v6tSeqqN
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha7johwcFv
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyheq2ClO7F
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGAMWc9hy9
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「拿去。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYirJ01BMVb
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0togcZbAl
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCNsRyR65h
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21froK7AJH
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「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrmXZzYii0
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7w88h82m2
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這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiqFN17z5r
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說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzKd1iQSHa
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1q8X3vwYE
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開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5wr7Y4XhX
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmWlLBS2Yd
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLKCZQlLT1
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxVYcWi71x
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待續。
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