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（1）死567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCa9dNmmxY
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM14FOfV2f
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv41AX8kAT
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf716dYkRLR
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOxhJITZBh
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ0Bz2irTz
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRL3F0e6xS
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPRqngyJ52
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20jgnV0nyF
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuakxueHK2R
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaa6N8Jn67
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抵不住。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XkTvWdh7d
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他決定到公園散步。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghVFzObj0n
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ938iYT7oQq
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7TCOAlf9u
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sC9qXNhfA
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YUDyRLhL1
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup0O6hDfKy
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqbV4GaDx5
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1159gLBwd3
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他不自已憶起亡妻……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQkWVrneTL
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMsu8edZ7C
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PxHbJ0FcU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sU9mzd1sv
「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnokxno8wJZ
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50PAsPLJJz
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcabXk53kZ
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lDcP6Y24b
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「即是何時？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiv9Lqnord
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「下一個夏天。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlF19HwZzy
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH4QOS1Pue
她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwiDnvk5gJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBF4RDN7xi
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDvpWyj1aw
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CaZDr6JDa
她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKuktRboXI
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTlGAlViNy
奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbl4z0eSMW
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內心終於安定下來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRD2z48IhO
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIyhIPEa8O
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「但你的血糖……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd6tMd45qQ
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDljVJnqxuB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwumfpgwI0
他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LUgOtMozX
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwikjM2vEF
下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tQPx1HOFR
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAaVUN6bfA
兒子送她一根拐杖。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kgDlV3Zuf
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1yCo3p4hD
當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3p76c24gk
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNJ2EPqsnV
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVnuOHhxjp
天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpGCFI78QT
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n2BLuT6hQ
妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLVfDvpg1n
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WaWX5PKmz
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XagahMszM
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU415H8hEda
不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bDcl0qYW3
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgilxUZjLd
夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRctS2px5st
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於願足矣。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApTprzQRdO
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14PBIx3AHD
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy38ng2lkx
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGnLnhCr8t
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總得走下去，不是嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iVS9iszZQ
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxiWf6XFxz
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWnJMiWHn2
走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOL2xV535G
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxkmfRMi68
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufUTE6H2DX
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他在床上徐徐張眼。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bHjlXga1K
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pa4T36snX
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNx07ymWNd
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嗯。醫院。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs17VGnxR49
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhGEl85fED
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMjZKMyGxD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWKtqXrjsQ
他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyp5wcXIXM
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPidmFVeZw
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eZ3XT0qpS
「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB3vMeWGGo
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OkpdmFEqA
「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5Ueh7XbLm
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzniNfwS4JN
「知道。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZChOmRzIl
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXCjAd3Cue
兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AhBhs49L3
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KVRSzelJt
車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2xhpKU2aB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSLOK5HUUL
沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iK8XuSAAF
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW3Jiy6Vm8
黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxEYh0jtan
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYq1762z30
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthfF5v0mbn
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7o2E2SSvj
「她知道了沒？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqMHgkFu5f
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yGH5ejDgw
「不打算告訴她。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5wNuVuz7H
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCODO3gxlF8
「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpAjDOnGcH
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1zLlQGDBy
兒子笑而不語。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJl3zi5U47
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6cP4VNNvp
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhc4mTC4SF
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7SKMXDOpL
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aZZUU8bkq
蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CCWvCUP8L
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QYyQtgnyn
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A1LjXcKyd
翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr9rT4Cxgx
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWHXvQHMRw
他決定到公園走走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx2ZpkgQ5q
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvDjzIs1u3
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMByqzePXk
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB9xlYvJLQ
此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKtgbAutb4
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaZFIyjEsA
幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak273E4g3z
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnzd5zaRsi
來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctcksePP31
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全場一片默然。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVVsHmD6Br
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1iT2fgneY
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不要問為何。不要問感受。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90bb8pfwMC
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9RQRZAXmZ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGR6RxM29Q
正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yIkWwCuaD
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs5KFTNznx
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kVSZFmL7O
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQkPEEEz1y
他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUbozLUIBt
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGkqX89JbA
心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLVfO5oKUP
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrvyyJCt8j
「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtL7rlCyZ5
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlG6BuRrlD
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71HCAxxNv1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs9T70I1pc
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcheiwYGGhd
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELVbhpD9xp
跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBtS6f0mIm
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs0DpfVsli
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8h5PL4Avj
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqi0KG2t2d
他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3aDeyNeUS
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不復見。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqcsrAYqUX
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他莫名的被深深憾動。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Z2gLow7x
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bGlYxODCh
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKGvCJ1Sby
毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WEQtqcUHs
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8C10SACSj
「我不怕死。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxkR2eWRME
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvLBaAdafA
「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI7juTGGCu
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp68hCwrkl
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KuJHzAcsB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jRCRk74WB
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrcUgxa4Sp
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQJbA5VNjy
「她的叮囑？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnJcqo1QaB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeeNibPVED
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzO8sul2bH
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOYMAmB6fX
「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzPugVLatB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwWYRphnhr
「她沒這麼說。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihCshf6S2m
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOS7D2SuZe
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4cudYEN6V
再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl0y41gxLa
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1wdWAds8y
無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuyDifkX86
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4rlPbxHwf
半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn1khhbh74
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXghHX55Ql
問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ47brLtP4
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjLfWJbpDq
離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuDwRY1QzF
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIwt8xiEnh
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeZZF568tx
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFauBL3tvQG
「你多活了三年半。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKj435D1dE
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UvhBP5Ke0
「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BTm4bDYZi
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmvNjpUBEe
「想繼續吃？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFnzpPYI2W
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vQa2Y17d0
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkL6ka2tzR
兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO63AkbBU9T
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRijYsbtVR
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK1rNqncyr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2fgvLSkrD
兒子呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov6AhN9wZo
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY8f05sCai
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDitnIfWWr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzf1GIsx7D
啊！記起來了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC6YcBrJRc
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI94p3TQkjB
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果然。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXybSQGXuh
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadpewhLMSp
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYxWuqG67Y
婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw2SYzg3Cw
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkJRC9C4E5
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbBzk2rsqa
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHTQ1sbdrP
望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXRr05pg3t
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nB6X7bIzZ
輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwsbwnQPJ2
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若有所失。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lEPd4kn6z
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到公園散心吧。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybzjfaVZ5C
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsmqZh7wI8
公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZB9snvhSz
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3vsywJmho
憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGc8Cn5LMn
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91Al0Wpn4t
離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhS1waozN5
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找樹。找到那樹。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM6GKIjt9p
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgazVaPTdVr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZsUosKQVp
此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jCIgQmc9B
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPJvBh7oav
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR544Gb0Uou
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不願意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABsDgvG9X5
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想逃。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpeIqdVVLK
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逃！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNTB52WCct
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逃出樹林。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MjdabvMaq
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彷如隔世。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezicpmSGJX
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8GmQ4R7vJ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVwkhbUDgi
倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY21OFhwlmw
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一青年步入警署。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1udjjaPcP
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「你是誰？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WFJJrfYLR
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47pIRS8KbY
「我是你的孫兒。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrE71fvC39
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WprrCW11h
「嗯……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN19fWQPV5
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkTP0hHVJI
「爺爺，回家吧。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUomstBFma
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「嗯……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR72gudjvt
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEdFVl9aBW
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHNR07oAAp
一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWSdU66HyA
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是否忘記了甚麼？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ae6rdFe3b
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6pON1GOZk
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaYy4K3l5f
輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6bCCDIbOQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ77KHJU3hl
激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnuMycGcmQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNpVJaszh7
「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44djmtcirL
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjojkOGxQ8m
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b3OqsXlmr
「爸爸不在房間裡。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeINMmjl1XT
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwWqEoxgu2
「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVJiBfYMj7
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SfYDEHpTv
「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWaRz9xpLj
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsNd3z3sk3
未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOiQtT3CHz
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseeyP16QWt
見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKh37KibX4
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLc7C5lwaS
公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu76LZFf3LX
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8hZEP6hx8
他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp09GK17uvR
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CMoaX5SJU
爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTuSSbiGF2
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcs5FC0wgP
某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe48CHPa1Rf
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMdtoMBJar
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4uviymmUc
「不用發愁啊！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJQGXfIvMi
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9IQY1fhVN
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「考試成績嘛！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYYGkyBcmO
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpVrs6r14f
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcYJZnXD0T
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「嗯，我知道了……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIGU8XrOMc
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf2VDgwKe9
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結伴走了又一段路。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdA0zQ7DWO
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyepBTjtrWY
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s8kmLOC9J
憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCECywPV0yu
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHizak2QaFj
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWO1PTauC9
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dCJOVU0xb
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO2W5G7d8x
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「不用發愁啊！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBom21BGdr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoQmUsodov
「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ofAnpLkM
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF2vPZmhWx
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBy8o3Hsyg
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoabJsSVBRa
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWILbSAQAB8
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxynbeeH2ll
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmh7UFznjn
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JIrD9WwFC
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINX68KHQrp
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tnokoOqez
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIfjYF7wcq
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcD6I41dGe
佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CCjv7BQdb
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xduq2FKS6
鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif6NV3q7Os
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X3I7ggwN8
沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBzjclP2AB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVUQd2RUsR
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAULVa5bcW
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ553BNwrVV0
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUO80eN9Hp
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYXCz9sMLW
找樹？找不到那樹。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4jtJBQaKN
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrjeKgsKuT
此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfxMnQwAXl
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi2SXAjtn2
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9QY2VJwHr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaji7YxUOs8
願意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnzeIiP46r
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJmeCZhzhF
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqdvFY3ptI
身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO01r5zeaV
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQtmQS3HqZ
一青年步入醫院。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrTgHiVyKk
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTzgrs2dvm
「你是誰？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekL0EEEzpD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSXbuzxwW
「我是你的孫兒。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqzPXWoGtB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsoX8fWVB3
「嗯……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdxjb2HS6r
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJtAnchpTU
「爺爺，回家吧。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaPrgbMwsb
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7LuAVEkBC
「嗯……」
（4）生567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeGrHLZzxh
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmGXzNizwy
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC6ZFBLQN9
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIfyRW71Bd
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWL9Df6aSX
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHAPif05j1
爺孫二人身處公園大道上。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8cKb6x6EM
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4HSCn6qzh
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W53ZTCcuO
孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e7xsp4SWQ
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他沒有吸吮。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaLZqfLpy1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnRniXtDEL
孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkNTyh5Dxa
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1IpumaG9V
罷。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1r8GxnkGD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqDoiEAjgF
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdU5AdwC3e
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGX3UzQBRr
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX4wsHT9cZ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3U9wXYXdm
不要緊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKBS5zfaoF
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hh4oEG5Kb
反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GWLaxp7xB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0a8ce5KS4
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdxuIzfA0p
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJQH1gfv9J
嘴角輕揚。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVxBbtD5HA
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一。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJigVgy82Pk
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二。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQn4wiJON6
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三。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTsjy9pjrN
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2z1vsPD1l
那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeHO21a4gR
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ad7S8UqE8
三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16uu1sDytC
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5Z7LuNHRi
要緊的，不再要緊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBwFY8Oa31
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIqdqbXpX6
罷。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATKC19ycFr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrTpPM7Dmv
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjT1MvVw3p
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tfUUoJR2Q
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObp0GpOveZ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPPOpUMU0U
輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsJ9jE2FLv
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtg2eChmkE
在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJa2B9O3o9
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxUQiGrESF
紅燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CI8D5TPnP
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxP4jcj4Bp
「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE9Ka2UVtq
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVldauZTCX
孫兒彷彿自言自語。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorCWpmWpeQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaqcGOsGGw
綠燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kiy3lL6SU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQI4WQAHjC
孫兒沒有開步走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoTsh8Zq23
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIi1Q7Z1Qp
紅燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEairuiPmO
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DKveamPnS
「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC7B4Aa9hH
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TceRW5ZRL
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGBbhecozn
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzJ50bI2Ui
綠燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw1EzHk8pu
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYmEuIm5Wk
孫兒仍然沒有開步走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ1fptViUN
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWsAJuZn2t
紅燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVs9SJRIDr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpy2Bw3rE5
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPZlESfdLq
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsOpmjz2K8
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxnmazlM83
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9HU8LWOJy
綠燈。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxBOUkYXLJ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs70wDJ7MOS
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEU9QicHe1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BAoBYbmXv
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvh03iOR9u
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXde67eAbHf
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3h9IuZym1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsm9cbjlYv
這是從他身上學懂的。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVyegBLTia
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一生受用。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWaaCrY5CE
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFD9ymMCq8
「爺爺，謝謝你。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcXQt1GGnQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDDcPV4hoH
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VHYZIYexg
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXXpYQDO6V
要緊的，其實不要緊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Ivspwb48
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK15S6iNLx
罷。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7wlsM0oHA
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrGkWNaCFi
他被送上安老院專車。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaPzBonEpU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQjLTNBv5W
車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAEXIQRUcw
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ehTJIJORw
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwyDSI8Y1S
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rjxEBST82
他被動地遠離昔日一切。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjnn6fwcCS
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6B6AYDXWS
要緊的，不再要緊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJiNwibTRx
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmRs9Loe0O
他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqxpzObGNE
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1gGlLOTH3
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8crwwZf3xG
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagtk9tp8uA
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8MDE30IZB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBRiEmskaL
毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
註：567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrBslvByOt
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
