我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov34UByepb
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAKJE7BLUc
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUthNepEezW
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKskTCyVlG
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQP5fRV6wN
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdmdjJ7LBX
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcRz3492vg
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVInaxmWyPL
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiJoEedDDG
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dSVLZavIz
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVpE9FP4GG
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlptise4kB
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJOt6IVYaL
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5LNsEjzsy
「不要動。」我說。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblKfPiPegD
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoSmbxsjdG
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTErGwoaaH
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcJcyzdcIe
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdPvP4crwU
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaj4CBYGFq
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6psgQd3DfD
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKibJq42yh
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9SLcYjL73
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uPAoS6VwU
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvdu8hUq7s
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNQtwg4ywS
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7J9u0AyM1
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q3oDZx491
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hhab9Mliq
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHCBgWFVe5
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtstkGOwyS
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpRhCV8SBV
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6J6iId6G0
「為什麼？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3xM9ii1v9
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF7GgMb53v
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7dXBpl05e
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHNHRbx64q
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZFaRGArq5
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzafh8g1OCW
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5I6d3GNuE
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycVBfJQdQd
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyib0NRo4B2
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1igkEoVrue
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGG38wr4fD
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2SlX0YaTH
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNunIwf4RQg
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohY4Vkjxnu
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz91bLQ4Hut
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQHwgFY6z3
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9QxviOGtG
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFShHVDwP5
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjoSn96fEm
「……」他語塞。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkHj94MlLH
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bz2b9TAJX
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL5FTXJJ2v
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkT8hpExiR
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vj7gUuZaa
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMT2k9Q6kh
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0sZpjUb2N
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF932dkAcOy
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgr2CQp1BC
「為什麼不行？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYup0H9kQCg
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaPK2qwnPN
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxb1DhfgB3
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJIrHZTmyy
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CQVtft3AX
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6CC7bAi4e
「我…沒想過。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqbLra7Khf
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMTtzn4lxT
「是了。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWr3gj3Kse
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENXqS1JCQ8
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUqAEQZcms
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFsKjUfNJz
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0EgCBz3FX
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtbsQLLioV
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsHg6EYWIk
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvjXQZsiz5
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x36OxoyJe
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVXcJBX8HK
惹人憐愛。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSqDUdYEcu
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hiyl3w4Qe
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ZClbmgKs
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74zLiIuR5T
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZahDOTKIU
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIgI43sT9H
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKYhjfoEuf
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuP7LiBMK2
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInKCCK93V9
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC5Xv9NsH5
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHO2YY2kkJ
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEyfXku13F
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB70QTud93
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdVtydFt4h
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTTr2q77MF
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKslqjQW8m
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMfqyVxW9J
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OlYcU0MeB
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDVH7PYVZ2
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOIZeVAhRP
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4EVjcsaPk
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AQ5W9zAAB
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbD7F7dbn1
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RX31xSvPO
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySkBNaAT7b
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUd2tqQ1Vx
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPX9RclMqV
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQRkIJ8zu1
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb4solXG6L
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkimKtdU4ff
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBWAJiq62J
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnhuTPYo1K
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuLe7cCpga
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZq9F0JqI7
「那是因為我以前也做過。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYH7zV6u5A
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAxts3Ul41
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0A2jEY2F7
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVQuSugC4n
「……我以前是服從的角色。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FsoY5E1cR
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVG2KXDu4m
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7t9UXnnXP
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUBwKY2Juy
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoRdl9QH3x
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqnGlBRytC
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhvh1GdCZS
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V2tVgRFsG
我看著他，沒有移開目光。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVAkGQ2jBu
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWna1erN4iR
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgbH0tF6px
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUWjaLApc0
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHLbW9OV2r
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKSg9ezIx0
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGbjoAZSjK
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYK3l8PR4o
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv58xjLBRo
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZspYDbmU3
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7OojDiQar
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe56KYLFwdZ
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTww4HIrNk
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDkIFoUGko
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjH5jxEPG9
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje3X2MjEkN
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwHdetyURO
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHytmOY3dxl
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyIGKadC80
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7ZFSECG3q
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN6Pfnbk5w
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf851NGoEMk
442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrAgFv4xj8
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