英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7K9GH2BBl
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ05KkKxJEY
在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifRZrotvWj
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6BiRCvNty
我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLPc6P8MkL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OMxjJJJvl
在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo07VS7xusv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14SVEkfB60
「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOPSQhsSxh
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7omjDcYtIg
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjcl0SnHUf
過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe61VKauhA5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq60jsZMaC
「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmuEXdwfFv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYoEBiurYh
「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw2w1o963g
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNTAblNbVH
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVrValWzST
一個午後，我撥了他的電話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOfMufgdVG
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6kESuaORZ
「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB37kziEVln
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0CPuQssC2
「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZaO6tSJYP
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6832I76pVM
「現在才打來。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB14JxtVQgA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUnAXWuflS
「你知道我是誰？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhTA9TIUhB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksxTRTB84Y
「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgLzCpdf0p
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy5L3l5akD
他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9jRqTIssU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C8ILmlAoH
他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvP1wN2wL8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGmOsMCbFU
可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCB7y28Zwx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YgWZETopU
「那你會不會有危險啊？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZRb5TrMbA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUNVkXwuDj
「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkv630OjIA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8eMycSgqM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5V43TaP2d
國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHoR44FQno
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmpzwKThSE
我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYphYCfa7LM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcibBgIw8u
「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV57vUre0NH
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4bwBzgYR6
真不應該這麼想的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOLyctVAhH
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJTrzA5uWB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxJCx1mSBM
國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51IKQzdWsN
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DWKMKV71S
某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRkUzvPOEK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJAEy7aDlH
「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgFD9s8Gwu
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZXBGfmgXn
「這樣也聽得見啊？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K7Jyk7S8X
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3dB8Tr5Rq
「跟朋友嗎？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMlxiLd6mr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yeQgskccQ
「對啊。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptMAnFoyEi
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh8PiYStOQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UKwxUj555
「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDv8W0XCht
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz5sbDliYA
「哦，好啊。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8R1LUIRXp
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LJHn7vsdA
「……」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXkHmlJGyK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQShf29Wl7
「怎麼了？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0jXr5g3w1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiRdZ6JBAF
「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAVlkIuEhD
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10qdrZBtWk
「什麼啊？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezFbVkmaab
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp7xEw0Hq7
「我現在被通緝了。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD57VdoYv0C
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HCrmXL4j6
「………」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaqc7g0NX2
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa84M17f3dr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2UtGYmeNN
他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPt2Z2upmM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsWZj8NVm5
「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbZWjYUcnm
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKpwmWIpNo
「我去找你吧。」我說。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE8JZrsed7
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl1FsGeelM
「什麼？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8KcocAqPK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNKAIzDLtG
「我去找你。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDq6yMUSsJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCNlKZ881O
「真的嗎？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgezT46GNK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Mz08wVvm
「嗯。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRwj6Ooj2B
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIKKaKz8tc
那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbKIibc8KB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvt2yAWe4T
我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkAOfwJo1C
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cfpl9AWRW
和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxGLOdVS0J
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq1MLRYj7Y
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZAfUigAn0
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ujn8xUTF
待續。
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