等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFflVIKs6j
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWODuA2OdRr
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetmd3MANDW
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh7j4YyCrh
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDr7YxiH39
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ4rhI8GHi
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCkMEhReo7
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSZTdTq8e1
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiqmBPh0FX
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZVrOCzy5O
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgphutjdaC
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAoKJ34deJ
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmv0IjVCY5
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYQrN5ofQ5
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHRCnZjJdr
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDTutdRDPu
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZNjCWBSfp
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5lOl2Ekbn
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVuAUtXipt
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsx4bBsWdW
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfZQw4SRTv
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT3YQL5xhA
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDFKSZ7t3O
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k8VWcL7OA
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Z8r8DBK4
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTycE3clZY
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8BQ8oqvKs
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQHp5uE37u
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jnZgYNLHb
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjQjy38X6I
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE1alxyPBu
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5i0QB1bSu
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCAZx0eB9D
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPLDz5Vkel
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlXVTzFCQs
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dK2aQ1qvG
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8zeaDYvWM
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrsY6sXS9l
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZYeu5jecN
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9GU1EAzAN
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGKJOhFKy
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFA39BpZHX
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVA5TsHnnP
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUqX4dKHhM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8DzwWOcNj
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjLkz8WRVx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvJCU4rkSS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xFTbrQT60
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa43aHcbZp
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1zgoBK14M
「這是新編的。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ769B7Ljjzz
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HgyvE7VcI
他看了看手繩，又看看我。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPONLsPB6z
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs7w0ixk1h
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjx1fxfNxS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4kUi1hb2
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQXKo345yc
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn77NFhMHiM
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxVv718v0h
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlIfbBGrlK
「妳看。」他得意。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOksirqVNd
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB1aS6bJny
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oETaYfP9N
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuIGx22gH1
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWvumPL138
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQFoOqTpFR
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg9QLH7dD2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrb6Y0pBfu
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81KlK4Y10F
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oPkpjpCZs
「現在拍。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsozrDqA0oL
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk4Rnu62cz
「啊？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5f8GrDsrN
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l5AYOEDhc
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oMczt6X5d
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMmRqU3pXj
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva3C5v4EYM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeGOhhfj1G
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2JdWwEuiv
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAmGjANyyw
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEJueiT2PD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9UazamS5Y
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlUwmuukyB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Qh66qKzE
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrftPaPNt4
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJAssOpfTR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ7inyunVH
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CDdOA97s6
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuH1yNiW6y
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8vwG1Sh0G
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6eEWHk0Ye
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiHJbUrpUb
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A6OrbelJw
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU73w2sC6Ed
「…有寫一些小故事。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9MqFbmS3J
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTDIqV7b9G
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRFppisAyr
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrec1tVP9iP
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJucAPdEHd5
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjy6WAGohp
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfiimfxmrD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvied26W7Z
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNAgJ70nzT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVOP7kj02x
「妹。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbyUqpKX7f
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZvEh5CLuK
「嗯？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF45pE1qz1
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpD1t9lStJ
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTgk7s2doq
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJkEoPmY42
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg7Im1XRFm
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEg3zD5mZH
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexORquBTHg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCf1LhRFIX
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZhCU5EVdA
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynqvjsu3TY
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwVSehiHYR
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYJBBjSblx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNGtKcvMYs
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z3pEEeiQ8
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rH8Y1hmRq
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0jyMcLmJl
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpHbMI2Ena
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDqEia5pCv
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGRlbyi8dh
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb8X7QSfo2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1SwmJrgxP
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM2CHvclyn
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU7H8N359J
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymb1FVVaPf
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqAZWyAqGW
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuoMJiAIAp
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy0v64i7QP
但我是欣慰的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9tRB9dYF1
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYEjVcQdGQ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHhhm8dF4d
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxSfcT5u1C
那一天來的又快又急。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADw9cQqoj8
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUi696e9Nf
「妹…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgS6hCkfYu
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzE8Ruechz
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cHDOvAllT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoKvqne3GU
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud9dBNSaZM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77BdXGjXU4
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFqFreWfNI
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf1ZWxZFTG
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSIJTMqpK9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O4ZjQIX5o
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN4EYAFT1S
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfu1MVMkQC
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdCVlEh9Kd
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwlDdBwk9e
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSEBoqgVTH
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CfnrBFW6O
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePmchnJHbF
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViKTn6mRtz
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5veUfdZFrf
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLtzGvzNMl
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ82PXjwYup
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprLNLXOCmI
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xoIAnpa3k
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWSfK66tXz
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J3VBwxZcZ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG73XDVTFtA
「我真的，還不想死。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGh9LURBhv
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrn6mNJcRp
我握著他的手出了點力。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcwb2Ykilq
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWaCwIKkOW
「我很害怕。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW0yo2CpFR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fGOe4XWUb
「我很怕死…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX1KLBXdvF
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNTaVafqio
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJVJXMjnzJ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJxTmFJQ3f
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozn7ui8d0c
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwAGIZCpea
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhTZG6P9Gd
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcm7CojwgU
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWfI5G5L78
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU1i2DqOdL
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTE2zyfHgP
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfMvDnd5j8
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3qOHNsz2m
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BtTK3SpQk
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0xGYc7PaN
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVQnfQg28X
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBq7VHuZbV
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSrk995Ksh
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQkXtX5EgT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBTyZNCd7c
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIb8XzcARB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4e31ejGwj
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOZ7M9iJAq
「妹。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2LOi5LMQJ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7AXKQuOrl
「嗯？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx0pketPhc
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEilpvKB0J
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC84foDdME
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeuu52WzJT
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eLiIREDrW
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj9ptju1OR
「回去再看。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PcHso5T8x
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoThnvOGGk
「好。」我收起信。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkYqjYW6xl
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Q12snI4T
「妳回去吧。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpE2XTqkxT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIB6GkdXJh
「什麼？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHpRNqkykx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8eNIEytew
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZeJAdiIbS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL3JxtzFtC
「為什麼？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ehJgklFvW
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOw4Th3vvx
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSONBe4gHL
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「……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtedYTNotlA
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「回去吧。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQy1N0sNii
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWdPJOAcpg
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0GOZXye0Y
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXM0lvnEkP
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQHLbcXMJh
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoRc0vSnfB
我又抱了抱他才離開。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJkdGBsWSh
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532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgJgTagKQl
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb8MzjgzW6
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBphwDwJDl0
「英傑已經走了。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON5bnfj0og
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu22wGZL8Uv
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhlj76fvYP
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmlV2377Wt
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEHTxypzNH
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8yGp7FSWn
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「Dear 妹：」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7hKQPa79p
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「妳永遠是我的天使，532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgjkdSRhe4
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請不要忘記我。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vH0nufMhi
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIQ43FE8nt
「哥 英傑」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxcKBDNpAF
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGqCI8OGKT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kJSbJjz93
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYtBpYOZsU
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFMLcbwOsU
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiMggSyj63
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWt2QkQa4n
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDv6tHZpdx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkTwSM12Y8
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4iNQHAt3G
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkgUVwFPLN
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOQzryGQae
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6prgtiJufH
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZycflgrCCT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9E4WqESJG
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6OSy9sQs9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRsc1oihKb
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwQjSMsggB
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但我什麼也沒做。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol1xHpALZ6
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO0MgZBtP2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI20nqLiObn
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpdW34vQgL
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dPdr24uGs
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAqi6Ivfbh
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqYNFlwC87
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAsZcxdbOe
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJdan9rxKI
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZmNxMbgM0
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRs7sQ5AnZ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6abvcCPWXm
去年，我沒有寫信。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU2zp2a2hu
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8DFPgV01N
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQSlqEdlrE
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfRaFZo57s
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHyV2eiqa4
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTYLuJpJF7
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3afljDSKO
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這是，我哥哥的故事。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrfJzDPHH5
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