我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡,這裡只賣咖啡,和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面,一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。432Please respect copyright.PENANAHc6v9SzZ6o
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAvLB1eZ9FaS
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我將目光擺回他臉上,挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡,所以不曾來這種地方,覺得新奇囉。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAIKqz8NrMCl
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「妳不喝咖啡?那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAoPk7wmB27K
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「好吧,我換個說法,我不『品』咖啡,三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了,跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA7brb2f7eMe
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAPu03Fab6Zk
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「是很隨便啊,像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZddgnChlDz
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了,下次麻煩約在麥當勞,兩三百塊吶,我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAUDWK2NoDSM
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他笑。432Please respect copyright.PENANA79EzwKAdWb
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAVfBVPvsdIM
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAcwTHrSg3ld
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「文青女孩?」432Please respect copyright.PENANA5lkPLfyNAG
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「我不是。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ3l0kUzsT
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAhFglhL7qtS
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「這更扯了,不過對了一半。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAxd1KvQz89p
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「哪一半?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAmLQ4yZZSYV
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「幻想的部份,但應該是暗紅色的吧。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAZoeZpUCzkJ
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「為什麼?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAyuQfAMBPYs
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「暗紅色臭臭的,像豬血湯的顏色。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAVmqOqbmBSz
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「呃……」432Please respect copyright.PENANAv2L7N7x87x
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「越講越遠了喔。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAILhvE22X6C
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「好像是。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA7acngspzZW
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口,等他切入今天的主題。432Please respect copyright.PENANAiW0kxwFPG8
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎?」432Please respect copyright.PENANARx84i42WvC
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎?怎麼又是這個問題!?432Please respect copyright.PENANAJrY2oOXS8v
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「我覺得嗎?我覺得不要,那你覺得勒?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAju0jVJpEV9
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「我不確定…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAwmXSjj40Z2
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還好,不是肯定句,不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了,無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。432Please respect copyright.PENANA6BwSj9xCc7
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「等我一下,」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。432Please respect copyright.PENANA2XkSiGryVZ
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「是她。」432Please respect copyright.PENANASwrtc3UBTA
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「我接個電話。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAOsXmxb6IRG
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他在我面前接起了電話,電話另一頭是那個女孩。432Please respect copyright.PENANAmcTbJJS4ms
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「妳現在還好嗎…?哪裡痛?乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎?還是我晚點買過去…?好啦,乖…我在外面,跟朋友,不是,是朋友啊,女生,不是啦,是朋友,真的…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAcch5MnanOn
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我翻了七個白眼。432Please respect copyright.PENANATITb4JFkiT
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話,笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…432Please respect copyright.PENANA3txcw3XX0n
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎?」如果這是漫畫,我頭上一定有青筋浮出。432Please respect copyright.PENANASTUajAY5rv
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「她只是需要安慰…」432Please respect copyright.PENANATZiFTEcSiz
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAcdJT4qSQd7
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「她很需要我啊…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAnmQhHNN1h6
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「我想吐了我。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAYXBfzqobff
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「幹嘛這樣…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAmNsxWg3j7g
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「你現在幾歲了?」432Please respect copyright.PENANA6vkgNUvkNx
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「啊?三十五歲,怎麼了?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAWCMF4NdScB
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」432Please respect copyright.PENANATGkPAGrZwe
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAtVkyaUCyuU
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA8GIXglA2HB
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「欸…別這樣,唔,等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAiSiMUDl17W
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我一把將他的手機搶過來,丟進我的包包。432Please respect copyright.PENANAg7MMDA0OYV
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「欸!…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAuz27u1xxJB
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機,還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話?我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAtk7mdjnkLn
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「……抱歉。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ5BsBoYpx
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後,他這麼說。432Please respect copyright.PENANAnejxmIwbgQ
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「嗯?」雖然覺得這是一句屁話,但還是忍住了。432Please respect copyright.PENANADzG2fqWQxB
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學,也就是這樣讀上來,畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官,女朋友來追我我答應,交往好像也沒熱戀,就這樣交往了九年,身邊的人一直催,所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣,該來的面對、該負責任的負責任,但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAtN3edMc99G
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「直到她出現,你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的?」432Please respect copyright.PENANA7a02u0kP4f
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「是沒有這麼誇張,但也差不多了…」432Please respect copyright.PENANAEOAZAQHu6v
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唉。432Please respect copyright.PENANAwYQgFHRKSU
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「你活到現在,有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力?沒辦法排解,又不得不面對的壓力?」432Please respect copyright.PENANANTj6yP2ene
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「………………」他沉默了很久,果然。432Please respect copyright.PENANAFstEcsBF6H
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「沒有?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAfm9NLMWmxo
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAW1J1wBLpuK
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「那就是沒有。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAqeOdIpyghe
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「呃…嗯。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAjwLo94Xw7r
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的,我也錯看他了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAT6miWWRN3I
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話,試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用,432Please respect copyright.PENANAZrPGivrGIZ
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畢竟坐在對面的,才是真正的溫室花朵。432Please respect copyright.PENANATF8j61tYTg
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待續。