「這個擺飾真可愛。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL96HKvLgZ
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbNfWl8lfY
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPju1gTYyt
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRtXIzDIZz
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnAUJdvV67
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArGtL1MDuD
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好像，做錯事情的是我。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQL7nNCKZB
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4owfVOKFZ
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtIceMMLSh
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQf0Cxs8BF
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我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNkScHeB8Y
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxkeLLH5Cj
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「為什麼是我？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvUtityJsI
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我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ORLwgtFKf
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「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEeLVbS43o
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他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2O9htE0vk
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「因為妳漂亮。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4YsPf4koH
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「……………」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvxyLQrrXl
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「所以喜歡妳。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7so4B96p4
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwqnXSJpCG
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWlT32iHDM
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJFeWGfteO
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8INqlyUYFI
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZqzBybtik
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他看我不說話，急了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxf3nJvGPk
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnizKNVzAHw
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKecPcNGeb
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8DwDOGtEs
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「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMyyp3OyuP
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvAy9Dqsoj
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9MqYu9fsw
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG6Cel0mZ2
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuOzsWqMdR
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTzO1rzqc
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「…………」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeBGUi8WNG
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DrPC1EGZi
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinEIlYCRW1
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAB5UaHUHl
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg39aZ7Fvc
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijB1sNdfcd
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6sd9c9Ffg
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPZoRO3627
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v1Fm3FI9K
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDDvu1FnsJ
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「你回去吧。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zOpFZhV7T
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX6thyZEAC
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMdYmCXPLD
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79gYaND6uD
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「憑什麼這樣認為？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3aGey78aj
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4IjGoaf2R
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我的心痛了一大下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RbdUd3fRu
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH27sJbo2P
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFy2PZtz9x
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtl87zg4yZ
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「拿去。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZCzEFbRXB
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWmpkrx9oQ
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXkSPEJLdT
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB3AjbmMgG
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「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqRe7IuedH
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbeneHXaBX
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這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy06JGjvodp
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說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuo3GmC8Wv
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ALmPnpo6r
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開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfz2jxwRhJ
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUml7y27hs
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInr9eYllxG
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMPXtDDkjV
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待續。
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