預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkzwOIYJlV
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鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqnff764Rx
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「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdSYMvK03m
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怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMtzMa3KGD
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZaNbpil8U
「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbHz0UESqj
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「上課吧。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9JWDsGPT0
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「好 。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHrct6JFla
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夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IXgLJo1yM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5IsVYydDI
那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgbIfuEgM5
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYTXB8jZoU
下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutRzTmhUqz
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才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxCcfG6PcD
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8D42WGYVH
來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOwaokq6Xi
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想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQpTDRFBpv
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLSMPxJU9z
看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JKjucDFVB
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5KEg5dYBI
簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW2JhD6i16
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOniAgOPTs
我扯了一下嘴角。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW0ZnwjdOf
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「是那個劈腿男打來的？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGzcVzxiaU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zlUg3wY2g
「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJsOtESI2T
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「不接嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsuQ2Bprzq
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT1dd5TKie
「不用接，會很麻煩。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppu6uV8HuV
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我打開和他的對話視窗。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMQyp5tbL
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI4QMbS2rp
〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8fghTV7yS
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〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKHfobqJCY
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〝快回電給我！〞464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJacM3OfmK
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諸如此類的訊息。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9lGfmSA1G
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所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFikW4V51w
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「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTchp4e8wtd
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敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlSewaePOK
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她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK4PsTRHXI
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她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg25c5wLef
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxnrj5RX40
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因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75UOYCXsxz
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「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxwBthGejg
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKZEzauXkx
「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowROTTsFYE
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8qO3eqvlV
全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xGpRgZw1m
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkpjttGy7v
其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHuZPjd0OH
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygiDID2CNg
發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDauayvFRj
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysB6vL3BjS
「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRx80SvqTJ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3eQ0lhyAr
另一邊又傳訊息來了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBWLxZMGq6
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zLhA3oPmw
「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBpRthLPHd
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUWJt5M1m6
「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzOFH5EdxS
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31yFPFvSeK
這邊，我也按下了封鎖。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgUVUY4kO7
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然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSajnAp3eFB
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「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCpAZD7ZnP
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWxsvE3Pxk
「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYh4elQaIo
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeppcMcRBvi
「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc14ipigBi
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「是啊。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NrWh2VYP0
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicdIOhKeXg
「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzSBoi2lIq
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW3ID9VQCY
「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s060C9pvD
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事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW74Cp6iAUn
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但那得花上一些時間。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSaOsEjKi
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464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKZ19xpYEy
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待續。
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