我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeb50LPKjY
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO28XMGjv8
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFDzZA4saa
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVf2maCjXC
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXI5kYdBVU
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXl9fYbkVV
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DMU8i2PuY
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3FXfLwYHT
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFofcn1DW0L
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACzTMlX2SO
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDPa1coRn0
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkrmDu3Gp0
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKIlqi93Gg
「不要動。」我說。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X8ZhgGLzX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZdZjMxQVz
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WuACqbAqv
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JgKXQ6mnA
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8lKXujle5
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJH0KtTKj9
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDxiwRGFwg
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaxRSXhZ5c
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPlcSPLMW9
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh23pnP5LcW
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVO99hIAOB
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNk7ojF7QC
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIjeB2ie8S
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KFZisgfz2
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdFhouDX9u
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuOJCoYZUW
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKwFekcT8A
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49iWgQVYAx
「為什麼？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfyOFQCNjd
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Hu8gWvMk
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnpgS6qIWV
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCphp6EsfrR
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ917w3R4xMb
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC6l5c1NVy
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUHyA6PQ8v
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBcUg2h7ns
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96HDMolV0K
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SDz4xd83H
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUNK1KToHX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd8vRdC4j6
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJhLFHLPIb
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60csDmuSBu
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItMUZY78V6
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFlR3nonr1
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZb1LJuVIN
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhGs9nfIey
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuiJ7qdy4H
「……」他語塞。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7YbtbA6MU
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyjSA0Z7dc
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2HrTYkPhF
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehleNnIRZr
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtnfLsJDvb
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwngX0gz02Q
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPCQbGcH8B
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHJ1AncZ6A
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXvxyTzE8C
「為什麼不行？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsxdUGIuNb
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiubNHzbHTK
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpid3yi8xOM
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrqLwnw5za
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazkKHgs9vo
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGMJcLKBfp
「我…沒想過。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw3m9DBMyt
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ruAU4elbT
「是了。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAu9McJvwi
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTILvZ8mC9
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjhbzl0CPI
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebIWimm6JJ
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLaClYAyNG
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbJe7tTt3E
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiZYQ68b2F
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8u4UXgeEG
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmgIqdazmW
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A0guLWOWP
惹人憐愛。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfmNSlyTby
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6XueU4CkT
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA7AXa5PsW
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hSWzBxGdU
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxd5JFBcYH
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmnepA2ndd
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgnWfrlzl5
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYkxDuQFKN
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o9JA5JlxU
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBno55zO0A
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcSz8EnFUv
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EYdXXgXwD
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoqGZU27me
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbdNcJUfgP
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzFOcwkWGZ
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7As5zAAVs
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRmvAjCcaP
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6vpBVj9ew
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYOStdT1Dv
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgEZOtocYh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOIBz4S6EG
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzpJLjL7QR
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44hP9ablxT
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhtWQFy1hX
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Zk1gRgKm
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzO24eST5r
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pFfQUYHVH
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeaq8zFqOq
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvH757Y7UF
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrthPOGYKzh
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlveJycG5Lg
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BK0qIdMyx
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIdqhmcV33
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EtQ5W5pJs
「那是因為我以前也做過。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns9YdF5hOG
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuNA7ce5VC
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL11HX7cd39
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfZyPFd5Pd
「……我以前是服從的角色。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC1OgFsknI
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pNYJbumqt
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg3lChu1VD
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVVclMXI7d
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXMsnPsoaH
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAOHx5XMjy
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9BXNg6d9g
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZNfjKJojJ
我看著他，沒有移開目光。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4jdbQ3ujE
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbDBhbAPwO
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOx3camZly
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJWu5Jok5C
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReU7NzxfRF
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbyPBX8eoQ
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwahyenj4xz
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGFbxjGZ6Z
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI06wgUEt69
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8HgECMVB1
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5a8pOT4Iz
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iA8Qxldbh
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDgRCAnoS4
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4rNXMWPG5
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv6lQDDjYn
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A2P06ZjTG
407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZQRhqxMCD
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2r5EFFEqf
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrzpeRSyFY
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407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LkM2AXXHC
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