我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyDTAnobw2
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSZQg5CJko
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId1mHSyt1I
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM2W5vj8uV
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4VjCWETph
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR0xMK7joU
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJHt141ktE
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNgxskMYkv
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehH8zWIwf4
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRB10kqqW5
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOpYJsFkSV
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTgFSfnDRv
「不要動。」我說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2l0qcCozG
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NcqVuwj8K
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6QaqEcM3B
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovjiQrugii
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4GVq0uqdS
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikmWvfeaw0
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGchKT3vvZ
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCP7qFlXlH
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnci1HWpDxJ
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LIKh28jSY
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6JvAqA62A
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJTJMHCrcS
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudBfKl3U2p
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「為什麼？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXhsnP9FZk
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zBjGfMK2o
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXBFYNsSxr
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BInPy1eok
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpNqxX2SHi
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCV6QUgFbP
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO1jfkj6jR
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovkuteUFSt
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDbm38BoTP
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUDn4i4hME
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jKjW5BYYT
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuNiCmqW92
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghpwwltPwS
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBU8vCsoSv
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bQtW1dFhv
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVHSq6KMH3
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd8kZRPPpj
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsQQ9aLboa
「……」他語塞。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp90rM5GbJ
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYn8yQof7F
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxesvK1T2Zu
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAYwsE7nFz
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzv3jVwW6i
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccDsSwlzBL
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeouNLoBON
「為什麼不行？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoFkZbxVWn
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul3PCgR5Ck
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6wOmEpW5k
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERcVa0rH3i
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLNc36rXZa
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「我…沒想過。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeTfAcAMwL
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「是了。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P2c1wk1xJ
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsFLFRhY0t
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M33VClUVY
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREWDNvHtZc
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVk8PzfNAb
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi6UfqMUZC
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC0stSV746
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ZlZE73CU
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惹人憐愛。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkofWiXZTed
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETNj0pxAmh
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheToGD9R2I
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgwj6q0xUF
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyErSj92sU
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCZVctjEJe
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ilbnf9haC
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqJI4TDCMt
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVYCVNOxPb
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t11aKQJvo
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvGWLpXGPf
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOSUXN8OSU
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m9eAVTyun
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SUTnald67
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkUw0GZ4sF
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3syUBRK91
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMqxopFd2r
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMDvqoDf2R
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZnCvnmQoO
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9xv2Z4Nge
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbN5fThsZH
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsE4UJi12G
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKeBFhgZGn
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9vMT5fxQD
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa2viL49Zj
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7akzMHoiAr
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP7y2YfIcB
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nu5yac9MV
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YgQX4meL0
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AbAesIkBh
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx6Rk8iKIh
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d2uwXYLxn
「那是因為我以前也做過。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhSTIN6U3Z
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxeS3cL78T
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eSueNCb4F
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0mNZEvEqP
「……我以前是服從的角色。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OZxyyMuPI
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkKQC5izq3
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBeVkYSSVW
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRGRmGcywG
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwreVlrzih
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM8FijSFbG
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMoSyMZ9rj
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqe5eN5CWk
我看著他，沒有移開目光。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE3vooC993
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh6H1JwKL3
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1PROui8Z2
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9hxksvpwT
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfUnlmMgfx
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW0ntGnEH1
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhFwCGmp12
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iqxkYak5A
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC8emqwqTn
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbzTBvW3vG
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHQyHVluyZ
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbTEiF9VVZ
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4P2tQugR4
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht1fTnK6jU
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPGE15z6wy
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCstIba0EL
443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmDKpdXeMT
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFvug5SOT5
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