我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61P88aNptw
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxBizBpnNQ
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBqvBHz4qn
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KfVlTGEzG
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXBXXTrOlS
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtJaPfXIas
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qiP7p35ix
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8fmdX3d9C
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNlV62jJkF
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfnUlV3ERe
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrZZ2ki84A
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxL8zrX0SS
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg30rUi1c27
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5grAb1qD9D
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8wh43AuEm
「不要動。」我說。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuk3nPLsRg
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUTbGyHyLt
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RZjL6mz1x
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdekB0HGgir
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NAfUDQZBH
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVWcSExjZh
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcUXXr3txi
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmyk3rXXTI
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIBq7Re9j2
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7qtqZ90y9
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZTE5kIdB7
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMDIUE4Bee
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72MNr6HG1e
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxcS4IK3qu
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjngBq4HV4
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD0qLSYrpI
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWQOAX4tfh
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuOIuxvf7R
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm2dNwdRVQ
「為什麼？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAvmIHMzN6
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMNIzLH9vP
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3lVBWCVi8
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LVKNxiFLU
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDROGt26tC
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFnph3PMWm
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXlCGvvvjI
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hVu4FCWki
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHnTdYFFLl
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡled594yfdM
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjR5rVrDa1
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBete2ONbN
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicxZiiYJ1M
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheHCpiU58E
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlUzotygcT
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAGdBNt3nQ
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs4SMTVW8S
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bxq1Xjauj
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6idWPpvzw
「……」他語塞。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJPos4U7kI
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUgHusYzNd
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWdkan0FzL
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVoRtq2kvp
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUl7AfxKvN
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBkglBKSbQ
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjhctKIuOy
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfGNgmSxcN
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIoXmNQ7ip
「為什麼不行？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBHJG2Egmo
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tE6pVoAwy
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7C9S9ug8j
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPqUDeNZjU
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8MUaGZfq5
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT5BKYrsIi
「我…沒想過。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUEjmoA9gW
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2s187YRmz
「是了。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFCkola9Zy
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP0TqvRajp
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv73yIKyBsy
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hN3rlyANs
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0UWWPvQbk
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyvyFMC02H
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlOw1LmELE
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97vCvonZs7
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEunCXldYpu
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDulPi82t3
惹人憐愛。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcESLzGKDy
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwvrnGoFcV
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvyDIxLHcq
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kbRmBdk8O
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBLx3q7l6y
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLrHFkQOHm
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgFVpR9e6m
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9hLLeRYIR
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJzoEhniYe
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPDR2d1M9r
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDrXVaEVRQ
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICjgEmdsc1
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcykgGE6aq
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfAgS9tL0C
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdVv57x4LX
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBSmgRw6Cx
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L1Vje1bwG
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG1h2qygTB
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbeDlO5jxC
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnytcuBOtXr
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouGbmjLkIf
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRuspAFkNy
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDtJgfroXE
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEW7XEiaau
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYoQNdadgQ
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwc3jGfmIX
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq69RNSGjmZ
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2TK0vL71y
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfobKF8tAJ
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQxeev4rPd
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnsI0GpS90
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUb8OZLsHD
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX91ot9GcZ
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTryWaHauw7
「那是因為我以前也做過。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy5587QYwo
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4CfHOFnpI
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmKxs3xS0N
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKsM7HJATp
「……我以前是服從的角色。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzGmoOLe2s
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3xA0t8ATi
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWjr90ZOm2
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqZ782tbwq
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39H3GheC6x
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTQxY3VYpm
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbFaTMJMSX
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbxksmNdlG
我看著他，沒有移開目光。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE7bglBWKi
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ihWykzZD8
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IQOv11ORc
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKbwUFY2zG
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx5EDtybwD
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73q7GcMy0i
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPSt4zJwvU
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlVXZQ5yrU
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClG4OAzQcs
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ5GNR2Otk
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLT2zTLVIt
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmytm7O7Ju
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkDl6m1bhe
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lLbliIYbn
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt85ZhVDhmb
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvIE15Mk9O
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyKJ1K6dBj
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj7yuzFQmL
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2mxs8OtWK
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdpBX7f6IQ
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvf3VkJgn8
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtujfoKb0W
460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59n1bGRDHa
完。
ns216.73.216.96da2
