英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLfb1K8Wj6
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在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpsjAN6Qs6
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我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX80dU6afIS
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在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rYpJlB7cA
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMblhsVH9Y
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過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2QjTLPc3c
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「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcgjC6vsQj
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTxbg9x6IM
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一個午後，我撥了他的電話。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdNMW0y3RF
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「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEC3ml4xMc
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo77Amy4eX8
「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zo8wkryns
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「現在才打來。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPvysKqN09
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「你知道我是誰？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdksz64DDB
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「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr9U89iRrM
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他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQSBSpnniz
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他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvk8rbjbay
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11rzhT22rT
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「那你會不會有危險啊？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlzZLUpvAm
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「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83ybNpKAQQ
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國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyiOkZ2mCh
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaaIE3Xli5
我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm35gTF1tM4
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd0X6UEhLS
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真不應該這麼想的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxBy76uqDr
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國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2064qF94wy
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaM2wFu09f
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「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn98dy14QWb
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「這樣也聽得見啊？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpyDQjbgMC
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaECydudmF4
「跟朋友嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8CXEIbXD3
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「對啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYUc4IGzF9
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「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WaLcaPgcQ
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「哦，好啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5wroeVpsl
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「……」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gYabZ5g5X
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「怎麼了？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5AjoPmiF7
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CfY82HXJX
「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12bPVpz1JW
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2CvCrtd1Y
「什麼啊？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9Dwf8eFRL
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YY8nOWmoo
「我現在被通緝了。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IsGt7lJUn
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「………」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhfIzb0rUS
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGK50nncjs
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「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qt7yTwAOf
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJThTxLRjk
「我去找你吧。」我說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfIzKOGSjM
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjHIo41IAg
「什麼？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAcwJoS2Mh
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWmg2FkgbI
「我去找你。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEBmoBOW9X
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RniKhGZis
「真的嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNkb4KSqhz
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcp4mdLQK0
「嗯。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo25MJAENSZ
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那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTzyY0Q7HY
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj16fKSMGKr
我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsA3ekoieQ
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz2bd9gh4a
和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cQPuwCRNu
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待續。
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