等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rrq31rbJP
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNRZblCriu
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVWBcC1IzZ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvCILqol4v
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDtYbKbdSR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWroVD0Ipl
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUdMKbbcah
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DtTqaCOrw
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7qoSfOWWN
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BdTBkqTbz
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TcDbHm1T1
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTO8jiEszE
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9tCGt0IQ1
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUZn8QveMe
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG3v1P9AZr
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLuRMVsqIQ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWBuKMzVbH
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ279J5v0y44
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kWs8LIP0t
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP6p5KvcJO
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GxlCMMlzM
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7BIQj8FXY
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGCb9yhSfw
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6GkyjYbyp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUX55iK6x1
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZhcNeXoPB
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lCnzIxM6n
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN93IgEPN6G
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNz6lv9qgO
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0t5pGZNaq
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNxTigdD5P
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAeNIF5KLH
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoQ6SQ3SDg
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSO6HgsWQR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP6qkG2wOr
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pSL4syBUO
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcKitpnmr
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgHrMF4OfH
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOINh4z6T02
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNj8mffL7y
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWedZ1xsQdq
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「這是新編的。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrILf0jXon
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UZjiuLuAJ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLcHSERAG5
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed7BF78mKH
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATXRyE4dce
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZneM7JzmOC
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaqqrA39Yx
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0zD0kudNu
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mwuxEjTYF
「妳看。」他得意。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADNzRZMya2
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4562LQwPDH
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u0JMpX9lH
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoQpWV1noS
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb8eZyZzV5
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeYdmRqfnl
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0wqP13lLQ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97QHYiyeFm
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2SKjBxUtA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW3aMoC4UY
「現在拍。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6HKUrlgvw
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kfmTWUmvl
「啊？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStl8thHXvC
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uQ4USnKB5
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjubxB77121
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSggDiZSeql
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY4NbrMeYU
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVS2bpqwmn
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8TnkBmaNg
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqY9WLxFRD
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaEgE2ELOq
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzDjLx48qw
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKUWU5suNT
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH62qyPylI
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm83dwxuWkd
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuMh2o0kSP
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTSKRRG7l1
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvveYYc5mR
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGoBbsINKv
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeEGQv2Vj7
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxundL98S5m
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm18n0I4bL
「…有寫一些小故事。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalBf7bLoIQ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqumPin9Xl
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z0cXai8jI
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumDJAW9ji2
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoprFy8hPr
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOmVYQ5K24
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5WW9BrNyR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunLxrKTzVK
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQQ0EFncJo
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzTd36IwU4
「妹。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgQfl30TBK
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2knZDqjcN
「嗯？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4n5ZQxjez
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDbKzR3uv5
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzENEy1WXF
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq6o4Oq4aA
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVi4vgx2Td
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83j2VDzrhu
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjnthikA9u
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyHMEZpbtY
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWENAPVz81C
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdLWjC2yB9
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XXqU4vTA8
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhmNKOq8gO
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgrvuKyKmX
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXO5PpcesS
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTrlZ7Qceb
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRJ5B3smyD
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uHcaC3WkR
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZwpY6AP4L
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ukmj91xz3
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoTkkhjVIb
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9ixdB3D2g
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I4Q5Ic8vh
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSwVphBwSP
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCZxMKuVEy
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2jAHATBVT
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP1mhLC5Tj
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但我是欣慰的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC7RbOXFFj
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那一天來的又快又急。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXedVXs5g1
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「妹…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQBzuvNFHR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF73FqfRYpr
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXXzIuYPQn
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9HzXhntsa
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxcU1QF5Uw
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhjZ0TEB4Z
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0YPCEu6bx
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fgWTcQpwd
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zB4udn0w4
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqmWcpQakc
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbMsoBzHt7
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YgFJQ01x0
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NOkOTmBZq
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W4nv7B3qp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wii6oQtMb
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGP0MqXLPh
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ha4lmj8jQ
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUtlOIVqZh
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ35wQeSPDu
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nCuQHUScF
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLxEbiVvXG
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxDlTOG2Vq
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4II1buFcm
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「我真的，還不想死。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQRDNUUGaa
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWqil1U5HK
我握著他的手出了點力。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6PaAssziC
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc1NUPbTLe
「我很害怕。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydyGY2mOy9
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「我很怕死…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG1xElCSJk
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2LfOL4EgD
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzBM5dFgZr
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20drlfzfWR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtoazvesbr
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBWsihUOgF
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkirZ67rYcC
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce2hEKpFsr
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9D2RnBndl
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8GuvXrn0K
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WKEgmqkUn
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN77v9iMmU6
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe5GiuUg30
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuZdABfIVS
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0QJVLBthn
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTS5qzADYS
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbFNfCmkaQ
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8weuwvmNpd
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPwHkasdMV
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ILh0cxIWo
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRJFX3S5rR
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「妹。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO1h0cKgsT
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJt0dIBC9d
「嗯？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJcCXebVwN
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7Ij4btYUy
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n1VtLQigB
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfHH6Ra3Zj
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「回去再看。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLuCKeeSto
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「好。」我收起信。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi9jDTQCdk
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「妳回去吧。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AXJg5nC3F
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「什麼？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge3adnpaas
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTxkf9IxxA
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「為什麼？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQgw0YukZ9
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMWwu4BRUr
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「……」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVYI1llFRS
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「回去吧。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu9l5qCh4j
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXSNWindvy
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJm93MUXdd
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我又抱了抱他才離開。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMq0KIiV8h
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWw1EFW38f
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「英傑已經走了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3vF2P5WXc
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6zGteEVTG
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9aiuDA0bS
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「Dear 妹：」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZNLUdurfj
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「妳永遠是我的天使，560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZgcw3gHmA
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請不要忘記我。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TvXEPm0el
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「哥 英傑」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSOfnhqJnV
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvm1DiBaw0
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQboL4l52Y
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNFPCCIyiW
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5akPGs576u
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyr3745Lug
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DwGZf1dp8
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9JPMMoLX5
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECq9TZ5WGG
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但我什麼也沒做。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDN70eU7f2
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ9ncwZei7
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53rXh0pc6p
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAatJiElN0
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIesRtkfw4q
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eJ5NiQM7U
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去年，我沒有寫信。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKyOBa4YtC
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDG1BPDLBz
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqQH6IBX1w
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgTL9EyaLk
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這是，我哥哥的故事。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DvXzxfQLx
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